Park Row Fallout ⋅ 40 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Here is the interesting thing. Why does my situation do such a good job of making me feel foolish? Why does every job in the law that I take feel worse and worse? I think, if I am going to be b...


To combat the constant miscommunication between Chinese Boss and myself; to combat my brutally mean to self nature; to combat the tragedy of my daily experiences.... I need to keep repeating: I a...


I think at this point, I’d rather be fired. Chinese Boss asked me to write a personal statement for someone. I responded back (1) the law states that it must be a first person account from the p...


Christ. Of all the days for shit to become even more fucked up. God dammit. Crazy client this morning. Chinese Boss wants me to finish 4 major products TODAY BY 2 PM. White Boss has assigned ...


It is a gray drizzly day out here in Downtown Des Moines. Though, I will admit… I checked the weather to make sure that wasn’t just my perception. The Solheim Cup is this week and it is being pl...


I know the world is burning. I can smell it in the air. But my Orange Lantern tendencies are coming to the surface. What I want? Four things. (1) I want a therapist to help me with my compuls...


Due to the fact that no matter what I do, my wife is put off by my snoring… when I came home from work last night, I set up the guest room. And slept there. Yes, I do miss sleeping next to my w...


August 11, 2017

Rough in Book Four: Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Last night before leaving Work to do The Event; I e-mailed my Wife. We see each other so briefly these days and whenever we do, I’m tired and she’s surly. So I e-mailed her. I don’t know if/whe...


Today I am feeling grumpy. Last night, apparently, I snored too loudly. So I started my day with my wife expressing how extremely upset and tired she was because I was snoring. I then drive an h...


Work is a mixed bag today. Busy, not busy, winning, not winning. Just.... a day. Started the day with oversleeping. Because I didn’t oversleep at first. You see, last night I woke up at 3 am. ...


Gr. My wife’s negative feelings come out sometimes at the wrong moments. Last night? I told my wife of the Bachelor Party through the photographs. She did say I had a better face than many of t...


So much to write, so little time. Thursday early morning, I flew out of Des Moines to Phoenix, then Phoenix to Jackson, Wyoming. I live in Iowa. I have lived between 500 feet and 1100 feet elev...


Pay no mind to the title. Just… playing with words. Random thoughts I am never happier nor more in love than waking up beside my wife, seeing her sleeping, and being happy in that moment. And l...


I have three days to rack up 20.9 billable hours. That means I should average about 7 billable hours per day. The good news is… one of the other attorneys around here needed me to cover two of h...


I don’t know why, but something that comes into my head periodically… (I mention it because it popped into my head today)… I wish I had someone who would participate in dirty story play with me. ...


The stereotype about lawyers is that “Lawyers are wealthy” The unfortunate truth is that such a claim is “hit or miss” at best. While there are lawyers who “don’t get out of bed for less than $10...


I don’t know how the weather is where everyone else is; but it has been gray and wet most of the day. Hopefully, that wet got to where it needed to go because after some scorchingly inappropriat...


IN AN ATTEMPT TO TRY TO BE MORE POSITIVE I SHALL START THIS ENTRY WITH GOOD NEWS: I am slaying it with Billable Hours this week so far. 13.1 hours of billable work so far this week. That is aft...


Today proves to be… somewhat interesting. I have to re-form an Academic Speech for Law Students into a Narrative Speech for Undergrads. Additional trick: The undergrads don’t speak English. Add...


(1) Last night my Wife and I were watching Daredevil on Netflix. Matt Murdock is leaving the courtroom, looking nice in a suit, standing in front of the big steps outside that lead up to the bui...


First: The good news. I’ve boiled my billable hour workload to 8.7 Hours. The joy of researching Felony Cases, I suppose. So… in the next 14 hours, I need to accrue 8.7 billable hours. As I t...


I wish I had the emotional energy to just read a whole bunch of Prosebox and get a full picture on how y’all are doing. I’m in that weird place at work. I have one client with 10 cases… but h...


Interesting thing to learn: Defense work is primarily a waiting game. Wait… then act. IF NO Clients: Wait for someone to break the law. Wait to get appointed or hired. Wait for the County to fil...


This morning, I had a court appearance. So I got in at 8, court at 9 and was back in the office by 10:30. I had a bit to do today. I suppose there was enough to stretch it to maybe 4 hours. B...


Mondays suck. Not that such a profound and sweeping generalization is really something to break down but… they suck. For some weeks, Monday is when everything hits the fucking fan. That was l...