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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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A Single Statement in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Since the very early 1990s, I have been enamored, infatuated, absolutely in love with Christina Ricci. Granted, she is married and far beyond my league due to her beauty, talent, and career. Bu...
A World Gone Mad in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
There is a lot I want to put forth today before I throw myself into work (lots of work today!) but there is so much that it may come out as too much of a jumbled mess. That being the case, I wan...
Memories and Oddities in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
So this was Aoife. One of the many ways people said she was weird. But that weirdness endeared me to her. I know, I know. I shouldn’t say things like that or think things like that. But… my ...
Not a success in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Saw this today: I’ve not been much of a success, then. I still had accidents and there is that AWFUL story of diarrhea in the pants I had a few friends but 12 was Middle School when I had almost...
Stereotypes About Girls in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I just saw a few videos. Mothers who feel tired and are hard on themselves because they don’t believe they’ve done enough to feel tired. Girls who beat themselves up because they were raised to b...
I have friends who are passionate conservatives. They believe in fiscal responsibility, are social conservatives, and believe guns should be more readily available than medicine. But they are s...
To the Foreign and Confused in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I have many friends that think I’ve gone totally bleeding heart atheist liberal due to my feelings on Trump. And yes, the sad fact is… I know many who believe one must be “Godless” to be liberal...
First the distracting things: This morning, I woke up. Turned off my alarms. Went into the living room, noticed it was 4 a.m. and decided to play some video games before getting into the shower...
New Job: Briefly in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
One way you can tell this place is different from Tiny Town? 10 days here and I’ve already met someone from the District Criminal Investigation Team, two prosecutors with the Attorney General’s O...
Dream: Briefly in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Back in DM. My dreams were filled with Aoife last night. Sexy, beautiful, emotionally satisfying. That… uh… is somewhat concerning.
Surveying? in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
This may be my last Public Entry. Giving some things some consideration. A- Age: 34 B- Biggest Fear: Never living a meaningful life C- Current Time: 4:49 pm D- Drink you last had: Mtn Dew Kickst...
7-7-\-\\-\-\-\-\-\-\-\-\ in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Here’s a Saturday! I told my wife today “You don’t care enough about me to hate me. Hate comes from caring about someone and those feeling turning. You don’t care enough about me to have feelin...
Rough & Ow in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Last night I didn’t get to sleep until after 3 a.m. So obviously, I’m in some considerable pain this morning. Like… could feel the individual fibers of my shirt as I put it on nerve sensitivity...
Og drikke in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
The following was written in a format that did not include italics, bold, or underline. Should this cause confusion, please ask. :) Hope everyone had a good 4th of July! Mine was okay. On Tues...
My Entry Today in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Well, there’s more to be worried about. Of course there is. My ProLaw program? Not working right. My required Sign In for Legal Filing in Iowa? Not set up. The expectations? That I’ll be t...
First Day in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
The morning was… better than I expected. One would think that I’d wake up and feel sad that my wife wasn’t beside me… or that I’d wake up and be grumpy to have to be awake so early. But neither ...
Friday, I packed a bunch of boxes. Then took those boxes from my second story apartment to my car. Drove them an hour away. And put them into a different second story apartment. It was a very...
Oh, Transitions in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Yesterday was a whirlwind day. I drove to where the new apartment is; I contacted the landlord and he and I get along great. Got me all set up. Called my new job and got it all sorted. Still s...
Three things: (1) I was able to find a single apartment for Rent that I could move into quickly. I am visiting today (with fingers crossed tightly that the place isn’t a shit hole) and hoping to...
Lazer Focus & Interest in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Panic and Focus go kind of hand in hand. I think that’s why my dreams of late have been centered on the idea of College Finals. That moment where you have to focus and push through as hard as y...
Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit. Shit. So… I was requested to make a decision about SMALL County because the Board of Supervisors had approved my potential hire. So I told them yes. However… LAR...
A Positive in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Lots of thoughts all at once right now. So I’ll share how my process works when that is true. First, I’ll write an opening few lines (as so), then I’ll write numbers and categories to remember ...
My wife has now been alive for 38 years. I can’t in good conciousness say she has turned 38 years old. Even she doesn’t deign to say such a thing. Because she knows that when you average ever...
Politics and Surveys in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
So… I wrote about politics in my Prosebox. I appreciate most/many/just about all the notes I received. You folks know that I am a thoughtful person that rarely comes to opinions or decisions wi...
IRL Grinding in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Okay… I know I’m a snob… it isn’t the first time I’ve said that. I grew up in places with populations over 100,000 people. With that in mind? Fuck rural communities! I have never had more tro...
