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So, on Friday, I called in sick because I was in extreme pain. Monday, I called in sick because my head was quite literally overflowing with bloody mucus and that isn’t a great thing to fight th...

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Today my depression and inner short comings won. Everyone I try to help at work? They were outweighed. I get attacked by the government I represent. I get attacked by the Defendants who refus...

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This weekend has been mostly nothing. Sleeping, walking the dog, not much else. Saw the latest Star Wars. So long as I separate everything out into the appropriate Multi-Verse Theory, I didn’t...

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(Written from my phone) Today, I am being a little bitch. But I would argue that it is justified! You see, I am using a sick day today. I don’t feel too bad about that since my boss and one of...

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I hope everyone had an enjoyable December 25th! After Christmas Morning, Brunch, loads of eggnog, a nap, and dinner… Nala and I returned home. Nala was exhausted as she hadn’t slept all day and...

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So far it has been… meh. Woke up at 7, saw that Martha had wrapped my gift to my niece in the middle of the night. I packed up the car, drove to my parents house. Went to do errands for two hou...

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DISCLAIMER: What I am going to talk about is emotionally close to me. That being said, I may be defensive about it. I say that not to discourage notes but to alert you to the fact that when dis...

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I imagine that the majority of what I write in here today could easily and with no loss to anyone be ignored or skipped. But my silence (or lack of excessive words, I guess) as to the historical...

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I feel like what I want to say is some kind of revealing self-exposing confession that will profoundly out me as an irredeemable hypocrite. I mean, I know better. Intellectually, I know that th...

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I am feeling a sense of anxiousness. Not anxiety, not as I usually feel anxiety, anyway. Just a sense that I’d like to fast forward through the next bits. The legal filings, the push for Martha...

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As I write this, I still haven’t decided whether I’ll respond to notes in my last entry individually or in a large clump here in this entry. Thus the joy of who I write my entries sometimes. Som...

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Sometimes, I come here and think I should stop writing in here. It provides the illusion of friendship and social interaction; but that is all it is. An illusion. Ultimately, all this is, thi...

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(1) Martha is taking Nala to the vet this morning. I hope the puppy is okay. She seems like she’s doing better but it would be awful to ignore this, feed her, and have her vomit 10 or more time...

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Well… suck. Internet is largely buggy throwing out Netflix, YouTube, and Cable TV. And Nala is either having a REALLY bad reaction to the new food or is sick because she has vomited 7 times toda...

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HERE is a survey that is going around. Because the work I was hoping to get done today? (1) Person gave me the wrong phone number so I can’t call them to tell them not to fly here next week (2) ...

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Just as a thing that came up as I was looking up state statistics and comparing things between Minnesota, Wisconsin, Nebraska, and Iowa: Iowa is the 4th most obese state in the nation. Nebraska i...

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So.... Today is a little busier. Not “running around crazy” busy but at least my morning is entirely spoken for. Afternoon? Not as much, but both morning and afternoon involve me attempting to...

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Yup. Have about an hour of work left and… I’m going to spend it looking for amusing pictures to share in this space. It is a lot better than letting my mind go to anxious places about relationsh...

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Sometimes the law is a slow and painful beast. Sometimes the law is a slow and painful beast because nobody is committing crimes. THAT is a good slow and painful beast. THAT is the kind of thin...

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Recently I wrote something here that I felt would be sexually exhilarating. The comments I received, however, felt… judgmental. Running the gamut between “Looks like some has been watching too ...

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Anxiety is playing with my head. I’m tackling it with logic. I am going forward with the separation because I want to be in a relationship that involves intimacy, trust, mutual emotional affect...

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If there is one thing that is pretty obvious about me is that I am an anxious person. Hopefully, I don’t come across like that too much in person. I’d like to seem like a fairly average guy irl...

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This is a bit more direct than I usually am. I am guessing this is because being “sexually active” again is allowing me to actually consider sex and sexuality in a “what do you like” perspective...

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The title is actually literal. Not like “this life is a nightmare” but like… I had a nightmare that I couldn’t wake up from and it trapped me in the realm of Dream for a considerable amount of t...

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Everyone just left. “J.D” and “Julia” and Remus and Victoria and Remus and Victoria’s children just left. And how would I assess the evening? I suppose I would call it a success. It certainly ap...

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