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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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I think it is quite telling about the state of our country how far Left people think I’ve gotten. In truth, the differences between who I am now and who I was in 2005 (politically) aren’t that l...


As I have been cataloging… too many in my profession and my office vehemently object to BLM and DefundPolice. Which, as I keep repeating, is ridiculous because here’s the bloody truth: My office...


Title Chosen by Random Word Generator. Apparently… I have a lot to say today. Let’s get to it....... Yesterday actually worked pretty well. I spoke with Nancy about possessions and we’re both pr...


So yeah. Lots of big heavy large over-the-top things happening in the world and my sphere. I mean… the fact that my county has been a perfect example of the disease truly threatening America ha...


Holy. Shit. I just can’t get a break. I thought I’d be okay today as I am in court. Y’know… not that being required to be in open court is a SAFE place what with MID outbreak; but I figured at l...


Real Entry to Follow: Those who follow me on Facebook already know this but… As you know, I live in a county that believes their worship of MAGA and the fact that we are a mid-size rural Farming ...


Well… it is almost 1:00 on Saturday and I still have a long day ahead. :/ I’m wrapping up in the office and then… mowing, walking the dog, cleaning the house, all the fun “Free Time” shit that c...


I don’t tend to watch Eli Roth movies (though I may have to since he’s attached to the Borderlands announced film.) Ultimately, I don’t need to watch the Cabin Fever movies or the Hostel series ...


Today has been… emotional and weird. I certainly woke up on time to get to work today but I figured between how tired I was and the impending doom of next week and the next six months; I figured...


Man… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just… tired and unmotivated and stuck. It’s like… I don’t know. There are so many things I want to do but I don’t have time… then I get tired and “c...


As I am writing from my phone, I won’t go into appropriate detail for this but it was unique enough to write down. Last night’s dream was me going on a proper date. The woman was a combination o...


I am going to be painfully honest here. I have a mild fever. The fever being mild likely means it is NOT COVID. But what it does mean is that… yeah… duh doy… I have a shit immune system. I’ve...


Last night my personal laptop died. Like… sparky fire fray in the electrical wire shocked me and burned me died. So, I don’t have a computer unless/until I get replacement stuff for the dead la...


This will attempt to cover a fairly large amount of time so if this gets long… fair warning up front: Friday, before I had to skidaddle to MBFITWW’s; I had phone therapy. There we kind of drille...


It’s not a big deal really. In fact I probably wouldn’t have mentioned it at all but my Mom sent me a text to tell me she was thinking of me, wanted to make sure I was okay this evening. You s...


Truly, working inside the government in any fashion proves just how unlikely LARGE SCALE conspiracies are. Small scale? Like the CIA killing US Citizens or the FBI planting agitators in the Bla...


Yes, I’m writing a lot today. But after yesterday, I was so abysmally distraught over the sheer URGH of everything I was running into that I didn’t even have it in me to write the fun, silly, of...


I am so glad I’m visiting MBFITWW this weekend. Seriously… if, and obviously this could happen… if this gets cancelled last minute: I’ll just use all of my vacation time accrued and disappear f...


Unfortunate Necessary Warning: Today… was A DAY so this is pretty damned long. What a world. Woke up this morning and had an interesting idea for a fun entry (will still post eventually), took a...


I am sharing this again because it can’t be shared too much. If you love someone, take care of them and care for them.


Today is shaping up to be a fairly mediocre day. Couldn’t sleep last night, which obviously sucks. Didn’t get Nala as much exercise as she needed yesterday which also sucks. Honestly, the dog ...


So… my day didn’t start out so hot. Basically… I woke up and figured my day was going to be drinking, jacking off, walking Nala, Anime, and video games. But at 2:00, Victoria invited me over. ...


AFTER one session, so far I like my therapist. Typically when I discuss service and my life to this point… I hear all sorts of shit about wanting to control others or narcissism or things of tha...


Well… the decision was made. Despite me taking Friday off and preparing my house and making sure everything would be just right for my parents to visit… So of course they called me Thursday nigh...


So… this is me having an emotional reaction before confirmation. A fairly typical response from me but also one of the reasons I can do my job (whether attorney or actor). Feel the emotions pri...