
Butterfly Angel
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Finally after 3 long years I was approved for SSI not disability mind you but every little bit helps. It’s not much but it will give me Medicaid which will pay all my medicals and meds. Now the ...
I’ve been in a really bad place and I’m having a really hard time pulling myself out. I find myself alone most of the time these days. Heather stays cooped in her room she’s mad again. Shawn caug...
Traditions in 2015
I am hosting Christmas here at the house this year. Each in the family will bring something. I felt that Mom and Dad’s tradition needed to continue and that they wouldn’t want us to not celebrate...
And it Begins in 2015
Today is the first of the visitations day. I have tried to be strong and hold up for Betty as she is having a really rough time. I watch as she sways and nearly falls. I know like me she’s not sl...
Going Thru The Motions in 2015
Just seem to be going thru the motions of life and not sure how I manage to get the things done. Yesterday my brother and Betty and I went to the funeral home to give some pictures for a dvd slid...
Happy Thanksgiving in 2015
Happy Thanksgiving to you all, my day has been quiet.. I went to see Mom she’s not doing well and slept the entire time. Very weak and had to go to her ox. ygen today as her level dropped really ...
Thanksgiving Eve in 2015
I’m quite down and depressed today knowing that Thanksgiving is tomorrow and we won’t gather as a family like we used to at Mom’s. Then it would be home later and put the tree up so it would fall...
Hurting bad this morning in 2015
My bones hurt so bad today the cold makes me hurt more. The left knee is bad enough but after I fell I add the right one in as I hurt it when I fell on it. Not only that but I can’t open bottles ...
A Tad Bit Cold in 2015
It’s about 39 degrees at moment due to dip really low tonight. I’ve settled down in my chair now after cooking dinner and doing the dishes. Of course I finished and Hope comes in and goes to thro...
Guess What in 2015
I’m Nana again… Luke Wayne was born at 5:37pm on November 20 weighing in at 8lbs and 3oz and 22 inches long. I’m now home Faith asleep in her bed and Bobby is hanging out with Nana. Mom and Luke ...
A Bit Irritated in 2015
I called the mortgage company to see if I could extend to the rear of my payment or modify the payment like having me pay a little more on a few payments after the first of the year giving me tim...
Still Waiting in 2015
And quite tired of it now almost 90 days and nothing yet. Meanwhile we go broke and I go without meds as I wait. It’s just crazy how others can get disability or SSI quickly but me I’ve been tryi...
Barely Hangin in 2015
Hope’s Baptism was today. I didn’t care for the church not what I’m used to but for my grandchildren I would do anything. Home to my homemade lasagna and garlic bread. All the ones that were here...
Just Doing in 2015
Not sure the doing is really much, I get up watch the kids leave for school doze in my chair until 8 call Mom, shower and wash dishes by then an hour has passed and I call Mom, sweep and pick up ...
Any Day Now in 2015
Is what the doctor said at the appointment now. As we were there her contractions were two minutes apart but not dilating her at moment. The head is measuring quite large though and the doctor sh...
All Clean Yet Again in 2015
So I’ve done up the dishes and wiped down the kitchen, swept the floors and put down some bruce’s cleaner where the rain had mud going on my floors, dusted the furniture and had a lunch of 2 rice...
Sore Throat among other things in 2015
I got up this morning and started my shower it was first hijacked by Faith she wanted me to wash her hair before church. I heard a bit of rumbling around and looked out and there stands Bobby in ...
Good and Bad in 2015
That describes my day today. I’m sort of spent from the day. Woke to get ready for church. All was going well until Heather went to wake Robert and that is where the bad began. He started complai...
It's Friday in 2015
And after two weeks of blowing and coughing and feeling like crap. I’m still doing the same thing. And thus yet again for the third Saturday I’m not going to see Mom. She understands and I talk t...
I’ve had my lunch after I had my shower, washed the dishes and swept the floor. I can’t leave it for other to do as the usually don’t. Not a lot else really going on today I’m a bit sore still i...
Doctor Number Two in 2015
Thank goodness that Dr. B is back she’s been out on medical leave for sometime. So I go i n for a normal routine come out with a flu shot on the left arm, a pneumonia shot on the right, and a cor...
Doctor's Visit One Down in 2015
Well my doctors appointment for today done, it was the sleep apnea doc. A change of mask so I don’t hopefully have the anxiety attacks as the old one covers nose and mouth. The new one is just a ...
Just being Lazy in 2015
I’ve not felt to swift today and my morning was busy. I cleaned the kitchen and swept and straightened up. Kept the dishes washed up all day so I didn’t have a pile later. Swept and did a Bruce...
Missed a Day in 2015
Knew I would somewhere along the line. We left fairly early yesterday for the Harvest Festival at church. Once home I was exhausted. Shawn and I worked on a tree for one of the guys at church. I...
Up and Moving in 2015
Alarm went off at 5:30 for kids to get up. I got my milk as the potassium pill I take is really big if I use milk with it it goes down really smooth but any other drink and it hangs in my throat....