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~Started online journaling before it was cool. (ha) ~I use sarcasm freely~Doomtree obsessed~Even more Felicity obsessed~Deep thinker who sucks at articulating points~"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can pretty much change your life forever."

The hadest part about moving forward is not looking back.

~Felicity

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October 23, 2017

Marked. in A new beginnging.

Yesterday, Mark and I found out our offer was accepted on the house. This is the beginning of a new and amazing chapter for us. First for both of us and I am so excited and happy I could freakin...


September 25, 2017

omg!!! in A new beginnging.

So like many here, I was a long time Open Diary user. Periodically I like to type that address in just for funsies, hoping one day it may again exist. I urge all of you to go to https://www.op...


August 09, 2017

The man. in A new beginnging.

i grow tired of my fingers hitting the key board but yet nothing coming together from it. I aways feel so full when I drag the laptop out and go on here, but it’s almost like I get stage fright. ...


I find myself almost breaking out into tears a lot of as of late. For example, Mark was hanging shelf in our bathroom to make room for my stuff, and I almost lost it. I was getting things read...


May 29, 2017

SOLD in A new beginnging.

Wednesday will be the 4 week mark of my brother telling me he’s putting the house on the market. So much has happened since then. I moved into Mark’s, the house was cleaned, painted, staged and ...


It took me months to work up the guts to tell Mark I wanted to give us a shot. Naturally, it took me months to work up the guts to tell him I was in love with him. There were so SO many perfect ...


Well, it’s official. After 5 years of living together, my brother and I are going our separate ways. Yes, I did write previously that Mark and I had made the decision to move in together. The nex...


I have actually written. However they just make no sense to anyone but me, so I always just end up saving them in the private folder I started for such nonsense. Well, Mark and I are moving in t...


I was seriously ready to write like a normal update, but yeah. You know what term I hate? “Honeymoon period” Oh I remember that. Oh yeah I remember when I used to be happy to see so and so. It...


I was on my way up to his parents this past weekend. 2.5 hours by myself driving. Of course I saved the latest Felicity podcast for the drive. It was the season finale of season 2- Ben says I lo...


You guys. I have had the same sentence of this draft saved for SO long. But lets just skip all that. Mark and I are officially dating. Which seems super weird to type. Yes, my best friend of 15...


November 12, 2016

Walls. in A new beginnging.

I told him. I couldn’t take the hundred opportunities I had, even the ones earlier in the day. Nope, I had to call him when I got home. “Hey..so I have to tell you something, are you sitting dow...


October 15, 2016

Timing. in A new beginnging.

I don’t really believe in the whole “timing is everything” shit. But to add to that, I feel like I am usually pretty late to the party. I texted Ady last night and finally let her in a little bi...


I always find the most awkward ways to tell people about you. I laugh and smile so the can’t see the pain on my face. I laugh so they won’t think I am a minute away from falling apart. I have to ...


At what age will I stop have days where I legit think my dad is actually going to walk through the door? I mean, unless it is a ghost, probably not going to happen BriAnna. I had a weird day on...


I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting as of late. It probably has to do with the fact that I am a little over a week a way from the big 3-0. Don’t worry, I am not one of those people who freak out ...


2 weeks. I feel like I’ve been trying to do the mental snap shot thing so I don’t forget these moments. I want to badly to write about it in great detail, but I am just too tired right now. I’...


January 13, 2016

Fate. in A new beginnging.

I am genuinely curious as to what you think about it. “don’t you think it’s funny, that if the event wouldn’t have been on Friday, and you weren’t at HH…“


Release it. I am not one for making resolutions…but I have decided to finally put an end to emotional bad behavior. Social media makes it so easy to look people up, certain people you only look ...


I have tried to write a few times, but as soon as I type out more than a sentence or 2, I quit. I have found that listening to awesome music really helps. Have you heard the song “first” by Col...


getting swept away. YOU guys. I got promoted! I am got the full time pastry chef position!!!! Oh yes, this is what it feels like to be an adult. I have never had a full time job in this indust...


September 13, 2015

Trust it. in A new beginnging.

I have this guy. Jason and I are finally having another date on Tuesday. Even though there was like 2 week gap in-between these dates, he kept in contact. We will text several times a day-we wi...


Oh, don’t worry about it, you’ll just know. OBVIOUSLY I am getting way ahead of myself. But when/if the time comes, how am I supposed to be able to choose? I had to try SO hard not to have sex w...


September 05, 2015

Time Machine. in A new beginnging.

This entry already shouldn’t count, mainly because I am a little under the influence. I have a file in my computer that holds about 10 years of crap. Duh, it is my OD file. Who in mostly in thos...


My compuer got a virus a couple weeks back, and as much as I have wanted to write, I have been unable to. It is now in Mark’s care and hopefully he can fix it. until then I luckily found a blueto...


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