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It's weird. a huge part of my life... gone almost. I went back one last time. looked through my memories. Sad that it had to end, though I do like this fresh space to open up in. I was ready for...

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Well, today was a lazy day. :) I liked it. Have to go back to work tomorrow.. Which I don't really like, but oh well, thats life, eh? I went to the gym today... trying to get buff, you know... h...

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I just got back in from church. had been a while since I had gone... Was nice to be back. Today is looking like a boring day. Laundry is done.... I need to go to get groceries... but I am trying...

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And you know you are being a twat? But you are aggravated at the other person... and they just make your twatness come out? Yeah. Im there. My roommate just pushed my buttons tonight and I turn...

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Best part of dying from cancer is that I finally get to smoke all the fucking pot I want without anyone being able to judge me. When the doctor delivered the news, I just sat there and stared at ...

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Really. My day to was pretty boring... I got up at 6 am to get to the gym before work and now I am tired... really... I see a 10 pm bedtime tonight... I am turning into such a dud. I am ready ...

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This is the first night since the cold that I haven't passed out as soon as I hit the bed. I dont exactly have energy to go to the gym, but I don't feel like I am going to pass out either. In the...

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I just have no sense of focus today at work... Like I just keep drifting away to look stuff, chat with coworkers, not do my work. Sad thing Is I am kinda of behind on some projects and I need to...

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Josh/Fries: Hey! That's me. How to sum up one's personality in a paragraph. I am a 32 year old college educated man from St. Louis Missouri. I have lived here for 6 years and am ready to move som...

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The thing is, I don't feel sick. I just feel tired. Like today, I got home at 4:30pm and passed out. It was needed, my body felt heavy with fatigue at work. I almost considered calling off from ...

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This cold thing has got to go. I feel like I have zero energy. I am looking forward to 4 oclock more than I ever have. I have a couple deadlines coming up that I really need to focus on. I need ...

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I don't know... but all of a sudden I am like buzzing with entry ideas. I guess with OD going down... It's like I could always come write and never did. Now I have this new space to fill up, to ...

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Ugh. I hate being sick. but today I am feeling sickly. and in a weird way. I usually get stuffed up and running nose and cough... but I just feel tired. Like I don't have the energy to function...

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Well. this is awkward. I wrote on opendiary, on and off, for 13 years. and now, It is gone. This makes me sad, because while I wasnt the most active writer... I felt sense of belonging there......

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