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Fed Up... in Life as I know it...
I am so fucking fed-up with life right now. I cannot keep going on like this nor do I want to. If we don't open this week so that I can start working again, I am just going to take everything I h...
Eish... in Life as I know it...
We have a wonderful little word here in South Africa which can be used to convey an enormous array of emotions and feelings, or even just as an exclamation, "Eish". I think it's probably Xhosa or...
Trembling and Regrets... in Life as I know it...
I'm busy trembling all over. This morning I got an email from Joanne, telling me that she still keeps dreaming of me and that it is like I come to visit her in her dreams it's so real. She said s...
F****ING CRICKETS!!! in Life as I know it...
It's 5:40am and I have been awake for about an hour, because there are 2 crickets having a big ass party somewhere in my house. I have been searching, but I can't find them. I'm going to go INSAN...
Coping Mechanisms, Getting Lost and Yuckie, Disgusting Insects... in Life as I know it...
It's been a relatively interesting day, compared to the last several days. I had my monthly appointment with my psychiatrist today and I'm going to see my psychologist on Wednesday. I really like...
"The cold never bothered me anyway!" in Life as I know it...
It's 19:30pm and the brutal sun is just about to turn in for the night, thank God. It hasn't been this hot in a long time, it reminds me of being in a 45C (115F) kitchen with no aircon during sea...
Heat :/ in Life as I know it...
Oh God, it's not even 11am yet and it's already 31C (89F). It's going to be a long, sweaty day. Apparently it's going to go up to 39C (102F). Fuck...
Enough... in Life as I know it...
I am feeling so terribly lonely today. Every day it just becomes more apparent to me that I have 0 friends. My phone hasn't made a sound in days, not that I was expecting it to. Ugh, this sucks. ...
Today I went to go pick up my doggies after they stayed over at my stepsister's dad's place for a few days. They often stay over at his place, because my he and my stepmother were still together ...
Good ol' J.R, Jim Ross. A rush of nostalgia and a childish smile... in Life as I know it...
My inner child let out an enormous squeal of joy today when I received an email informing me that the one and only J.R, "Good ol' Jim Ross" answered and replied to a question I left on his websit...
At least I feel a bit more "normal" now... in Life as I know it...
I have a neighbor who is an absolute nutter, and coming from me, that means something. He hasn't been that much of a problem up until recently. I live in a housing complex that has 4 different ho...
Curse you, Neil Diamond. in Life as I know it...
My thoughts have started to turn to the slowly, but surely approaching Valentine's Day. A big part of me wants to message Caroline and tell her how much I wish that she was here so that I could s...
Mountains, Voting, Training and Flashbacks... in Life as I know it...
Yesterday was the first day I didn't write an entry since starting my online journal. I actually joined the online journal community at a very weird time. I had just set up an OD account and when...
The Sounds and The Echoes... in Life as I know it...
As I lay here, the room cast in darkness, the light playing through the windows and streaming through the blinds, I hear the echoes and voices from outside, each one teasing me, stinging like alc...
Part 3 can wait... Down in the dumps today. in Life as I know it...
I've been chronicling the story regarding myself and J for the last 2 days, but part 3 is going to have to wait for a while, because my first major obstacle has since leaving the clinic has risen...
A Familiar Place... (Part 2) in Life as I know it...
I'm ready to write the next part of this story now, so I'll continue where I left off, after J had just left my house after our first night together. So of course, after a night/morning like tha...
A Familiar Place... (Part 1) in Life as I know it...
Every other Wednesday I pay a visit to a very familiar place. I go to see my psychologist at the psychiatric clinic that I've been admitted to twice. This is the same psychiatric clinic where I m...
Get to know me :) in Life as I know it...
**Get to Know Me** What is you middle name? Adriaan (I go by my middle name) How old are you? 23 When is your birthday? 1st of November What is your zodiac sign? Scorpio all the way. What is y...
Somebody call the Waaahmbulance!! in Life as I know it...
I just received an email from the general manager that there have been further setbacks and that we will only be opening towards the end of the month... Add that to everything I mentioned in my p...
This waiting is driving me mad. The builders are still busy and we can't open for business yet. I don't know what to do with my time anymore. I finished my training, had a shower, got dressed, ma...
"The Brightest Light of Them All"... in Life as I know it...
I am having a rough day. I have this incredible yearning to go "home", but I don't know where home is. I am craving warmth, love, comfort and safety. It's not that my current living environment i...
Caramelized Mille-feuille with Chocolate and Vanilla Crème Pâtissière Mousseline... I fucked up the Chocolate Creme Pat a bit because the Dark Chocolate was only 60% instead of 70%, so it was a b...
I used to study law? in Life as I know it...
Today my stepmother went to go visit her 18 year old daughter who just moved out to Stellenbosch to start her environmental sciences (or something like that) studies at the University of Stellenb...
Mille-feuille with Crème Pâtissière Mousseline in My Passion
Mille-feuille with Crème Pâtissière Mousseline
So I was bitching about the heat yesterday, but now I have the pleasure of experiencing the closest rival to my most hated weather condition, humidity. The reasons that I despise humidity are sim...
