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The ex told me this morning about how she and her hot best friend with a huge rack had shower time yesterday. Once, this would have excited me to no end. Now, it is just depressing foremost, an...

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It really is the worst feeling in the world to want to be near someone so much, but fear that your very presence could send their world tumbling down.

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Was just (re)reading The Talisman by Stephen King when I realized a few things. 1. I really ought to mention more about my reading habits since I do read alot normally. 2. People don't give King'...

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This is one of a slew of games I bought this past Christmas season while games were on special. For those who don't know it, it is a game produced by 2K games and developed by Firaxis. It is in...

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Just got a Facebook notification that my ex's uncle added me as a family member on Facebook. Couldn't help but take a huge laugh at the irony of that one. She really does not get that her famil...

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Wow. Have to admit it is strange to be sitting out at the desktop again writing an entry. I have gotten so used to avoiding this computer these last few months that I figured I would be writing...

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So, my plan is to, over time, talk about and break down all of the individual games in the Kingdom Hearts series, but for those who are unfamiliar with the games, I felt like I wanted to do a sho...

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I need this all to end now. I cannot take another minute living my life.

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Thanks to a note on my other entry I wrote today, I was reminded that, for some who goes by the handle "The Wandering Gamer", there is a distinct and noticeable lack of talk about my favorite hob...

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I normally wouldn't write two entries in this book in such a short period of time, but there was something I needed to address for some of you who read me regularly. Sorry if that sounds ominous...

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There were alot of things I could write this entry about, but after dropping off my coworker at home and being on my way back to my house, this song came on my ipod. That would be "Heaven" by Lo...

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I even had one thing in my life right now that I could view as a positive, but there isn't a single thing. I am just so tired...

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is not knowing where you belong or if you even belong anywhere.

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be playing "How many licks does it take to get to my gooey center?" with D than "How many nuts will it take to crack me?" at work. Sorry for the perverseness of this, but a.) It's been 5 months ...

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There are two things on my mind that really suck: a.) Where do I really stand with D and am I just missing some hint? and b.) If I am only capable of believing in myself when it is necessary to h...

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So, if you have been reading this diary for some time, you know a little bit about D. If you are new to my diary or just happened upon this entry, I will fill you in a little. D is a girl that ...

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Not that I really have a problem with my ex changing clothes in front of me. After all, it's the most female skin I've seen in 5 months. But it makes one wonder, is it all just a tease or does ...

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Another story of stupid shit significant others have pulled that is so far worse than any single thing I ever did, and, for the third time in the last 24 hours, I ask, "And I'm the single one?!?"...

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I have been writing on here quite a bit in the last 5 or so months, more than I ever thought I would or ever have before, but one thing I have noticed is that amongst all the bitching about how c...

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As I was noting back a couple of readers yesterday, I realized that between the notes was some stuff I've never mentioned that might give y'all a little insight into why I am the way I am: smart,...

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Not sure if that's a word or not...Anyway, this is just a quick entry hopefully, just a little longer than one I would put in my Brief Thoughts book. I'm really only writing it because I am stuc...

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So between my two jobs, there are 6 or 7 people quitting this month. So much for having a chance to relax and get my shit straight this summer.

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Eventually, I will get to where this applies to my personal life, but I should let a little of my geek side come out first and maybe show a little of what I have been paying ten grand a year to l...

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Maybe it's just me, but I think I have a flair for titles. That one got your attention, didn't it? Yet, as always, the words aren't just for show. I plan on making a connection in here to both...

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Life makes me hopeful, experience makes me cynical.

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