Azzura
Silence is loud
Entries 200
Page 8 of 8
Well So today in my course we talked about keeping ourselves well and things that we do etc. It was good, it really re affirmed a lot of what I am doing just naturally to cope and keep well. ...
How many bruises on you right now?: zero You talked to an ex today, correct?: No Have you stayed in a hospital? Yes Is trust a big issue for you? Yeah Did you hang out with the person yo...
I don't like most people in Riverdale
I don't like most people I don't like most people. Maybe it's because I have high expectations maybe it's because I have any at all. Most people just disappoint me. The worst feeling and rea...
Return of the ex in Riverdale
Return of the ex So yesterday I went to the store and ran into an old ex of mine again. I realized that he lives in the building right beside me for fucks sake! I walked by just as he was e...
Final conversation in Riverdale
Final conversation and life doesn't need to be so hard So u got wasted last night. Drank to bottles if wine and drunk dialed my ex. Oops. I had my last conversation w him all numbed up. He sa...
Fuck So I am having like this bad mood lately. Just sad empty tired and drained Is this how something that is supposed to propel you forward is supposed to feel? I guess in some ways m. Lif...
Party like a rockstar in Riverdale
Party like a rockstar I like that song but it does not describe my weekend unfortunately. :p I am actually really wanting to party a bit now that spring is comming and I look and feel better. ...
Everything did in Riverdale
Everything did So I went and got my nails done yesterday, they look beautiful! As well as I got my hair done today. I usually go to this good place near where I used to live because it's pr...
Whats love got to do with it? in Riverdale
What's love got to do w it I'm watching that movie right now and really making a lot of connections. About abuse About control That it never is and never was about love It's about ownershi...
Another survey in Riverdale
When you wash your hands, do you use the cold or hot tap (faucet)? Cold If you had to be straight/gay for a day (whichever you’re currently not!), what celebrity would you most like to take on ...
Hello! 1. Are you a very open or private person? It depends on who it is, what the environment is like. What is your favourite Christmas movie? Elf When did you stop believing in Santa? Don'...
Thank god! Thank god this week is over! I do like the time off but four days this week feels like too much. ESP because I am alone 95% of the time. But I am thinking for lunch I will go ou...
Rip Marciano in Riverdale
R.i.P Marciaono Dear Marciano, It's been nine years since you have died. I was 17 when you died, you were 22. I didn't want to believe it. I has never knew anyone who had died before. I cal...
I had a dream last night... in Riverdale
I had a dream last night.... I had this dream last night that really stuck with me. It was about this guy in high school I really liked. I met him in high school. We were both in this learni...
Final straw in Riverdale
My psychopathic ex got married to the girl he was cheating on me with? I don't know if that is even the correct way to say it but that's the final straw. Time to really let go. No more No mor...
My inner critic looks like this.... in Riverdale
So I am In art therapy and we had to do a piece that brings to life our inner critic. Its the female version of Oscar the Grouch!
Art attack! in Riverdale
Art attack! So today I found out my party got cancelled too many people had other things.... There WAS two weeks notice for it. I don't care really. She said she would re schedule. Whatever a...
What I wish I knew a lot earlier in Riverdale
Things I wished I learned earlier about being a woman It's ok to be "rude" to male or creepy strangers. We can't all save the world, we can't all win friendliest Samaritan awards. I use my bet...
So today was looong! So tired and the dark weather isn't making it any easier! Today all day for my course we did first aid training. I hate in some ways doing this because it's anxiety provoki...
Life's so hard when your living like a G(irl) in Riverdale
Life's so hard when you living like a G... I like that song. Anyways last night I got really drunk on my own. I wasn't expecting to drink so much really. I was super hungover for the first h...
Freaking weekend in Riverdale
Freaking weekend I just don't get people who like the weekends. And that's probably because they have more friends and are busier than me. But for the longest time I have really dreaded the w...
Had everything else so young Only wanted love like it was a currency Became the only thing that mattered to me Wanted it so bad I played dumb Turned out it I just had to pretend That what we...
Sociopathy in Riverdale
Sociopathy So yesterday I was at my therapists and we were talking about trauma. She lent me this book on child trauma. It was really interesting because it goes into case studies that are re...
No Poo Movement? in Riverdale
No Poo Movement? I was reading about this today. Not using shampoo. I joined a Facebook group for it. It was talking about how shampoo strips your hair of natural oils. That using no shampoo...
Hello Prosebox, Goodbye OD! in Riverdale
Hello Prosebox, Goodbye OD! So I am Azzura from OD, for all of those who were on OD. I was able to save my diary on a scan disk somewhere else thankfully because I do not have a working computer...
