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May 10, 2014

Avoidance in Riverdale

You ever feel like there is so much you need to do? To face? To finish ? But your scared tired overwhelmed So you just avoid it until it becomes a mountain? That's how I feel.


May 08, 2014

La di da in Riverdale

It's not right but it's ok So I am going through a big funk lately. But at least today I am doing a bit better. I'm greiving and missing my ex a bit. Tonight last year at this time he came ov...


May 05, 2014

Blackout in Riverdale

Blackout So the other night I had a guy come over id been seeing. All was well pretty much until I got too drunk on an empty stomach blurted out something from my past and freaked him out to ...


May 03, 2014

The mom excuse in Riverdale

The mom excuse I'm sick and tired of the mom excise I feel you mothers But when you aggressively tell me you don't have time than I have an issue Friends are important too right Better way ...


April 30, 2014

Stupid dreams in Riverdale

Stupid dreams So my stupid dreams are always so deep and real and full of meaning. Always about my mom and bitch sister. Ganging up on me and pissing me off. Which happened in real life. I ...


Dreams about my sick father Had another dream about my pedophile sick father. We was following me and I ran away from him telling him to leave me alone he looked at me all innocent like and a...


April 29, 2014

Here I go again... in Riverdale

Here we go again Once again I've been dropped from Life. Not that I mind completely yet. I guess it hasn't sunk in yet. But where is my fucking direction? Where is my potential going? I fee...


April 22, 2014

Easter in Riverdale

Easter Easter was good. Went to the pet show w my mom than had dinner. Just cooking some shrimp right now and later going to cook salmon or something. I have to buy some clothes for this ba...


April 15, 2014

Done and done! in Riverdale

So I am all done my course now thank god!' It's been three months and it's really changed me in some positive ways but it also really drained my energies and resources and time. I am glad that ...


April 11, 2014

Repressed in Riverdale

If this is America I still feel like I live in the Middle East I still feel repressed Depressed Unexpressed Not knowing how to proceed The more I think I can do without u The more I need ...


This world drives me nuts The reality I live sometimes pisses me off The people so careless so fucking foul I don't wanna kill myself but if someone murders me at this point they'd be doing...


April 03, 2014

Direction in Riverdale

Avoiding So I ran into my apt. Because the last downstairs was calling me today and than the last thing I wanna do when I come home from a long day is talk w her about money. Basically they d...


March 28, 2014

Blah blah blah in Riverdale

Good day So got a lot of stuff at the furniture bank today. Except a sofa so I'll have to figure something out about that. Got side tables,rocking chair,glasses,kitchen table, chairs,pAinting,sh...


March 25, 2014

Long day in Riverdale

Long day Had a long day Today at my course. It's so heavy man. All talking about mental health issues boundaries and all that. Deep stuff. I had to leave for a bit just because I was getting a...


March 22, 2014

Hitting it hard in Riverdale

Hitting It hard I drank way too much last night. I only drink a lot when in going through rough times and just feeling ugh. I had a hangover from hell for a bit but now I am perfect again tha...


I had a dream last night So last night again I had a dream about an ex. One I went to school with three years ago and that currently lives next door to me. Who I see periodically. He physic...


March 12, 2014

Annoyed in Riverdale

Ugh pissed So I left my program early today I was getting bad pain in my head and chest and I think it was anxiety anger trauma being triggered Based at least partially. The woman I sit next ...


March 10, 2014

Fruit fly fuckery in Riverdale

Fucking fruit flies So I have an infestation of fruit flies. I'm trying this apple cider vinegar trap but it's been three hours and they don't go near it. These things aren't dumb! So I guess...


Movie industry fuking my life up Not exactly but it's been irritating lately. They'll be gone soon. But last night I was woken up at about 2 am to continuous gun shots for about an hour or so...


March 07, 2014

The little things in Riverdale

I hate how little things Remind me of you Innocent stupid things Like the temperature of the room Oh well. Gotta move forward And on And remeber why you aren't in my life anymore And eat ...


March 05, 2014

Lonely in Riverdale

Lonely Place is empty I feel empty Lonely What's wrong w me? That I am feeling this way all the time So many people in this world And I can hardly find one To truely connect with Care ab...


March 04, 2014

Rob ford in Riverdale

Rob ford An embarrassment of my city A thug A joke No one who supports him can really give good reasons to support him He's a wreck Ugh when I see it I'm just numb about hearing about hi...


March 03, 2014

Blindness in Riverdale

Blinded So last night I had this dream about being blind sort of. I was trying to open my eyes but everytime i tried it was only partially and it hurt me to do it. I was in my old childhood h...


February 28, 2014

Memememememe in Riverdale

Me me me me I lit my hair on fire. Accidentally if course. :p What happened was I was lighting a cigarette on my couch and my bangs were in the way. And all of a suddenly my hair first went po...


People are so fake and or afraid Ugh so today just realized how fake some people are in my class. We had two presenters today both of which were just awful really but mostly the first one. DR...


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