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Dreams So feeling a lot better today! I got the much needed sleep I needed. I got some cleaning done. Lately I’ve been having some really vivid dreams so I have been looking up online symbols c...
Saturday night So I am at home not feeling too good tonight. My teeth are in pain I’m tired and sick to my stomach and alone. But I am happy to be home alone. I’ve been so social and surrounde...
My Twisted Soulmate in Riverdale
Story about twisted destiny About him my twisted soul mate partner in crime We met: In school three years ago Broke up: After he put his hands on me I saw him everyday than graduated and never...
So busy day today! Woke up early which sucked at first I am have a sensitive stomach in the morning and threw up. But my air conditioning had to be fixed! Than I walked to the dr to get pain kil...
Coolio So not been feeling the best physically but emotionally not bad. I emailed two prospective agencies. One is an employment opportunity for making jewelery and the other is a boxing class ...
Blood work in Riverdale
Test Went to get my blood tested today. Was kind of nervous actually. I’m testing for low iron and low thyroid. I kind of hope they are low because I want to believe my depression is not all men...
Pills So went to the dr today to get myself on some pills. Zoloft. We will see how it helps w my ruminating thoughts and impulses a bit. Worries fears depressing thoughts I’m so tired of them. ...
Odd one out in Riverdale
Odd one out So I started this new training thing and it’s going ok. Yet I have a familiar feeling of being one of the odd ones out and it bothers me because I do wanna be part of. And knowing th...
Went So I went to the orientation it went well, a lot of diversity. Be good to be busy again doing things, making $$ and learning and trying new things. But alas it is not perfect. The partici...
My heart will go on in Riverdale
Smooth sailing So I’d say right now I am pretty content with things and I like that because I am not used to not feeling stressed or sad. I got a gig/job working As a peer health educator. I’m n...
Nay Sayers... in Riverdale
Nay Sayers It’s so hard to deal with a lot of ppl around me lately. A lot of them I find I cannot share my goals dreams or ideas without getting a negative response. Sure sometimes the comments ...
Ice cold Saw my ex today It hurt. A lot. Strangely I felt bad for HIM. I was very cold to him. Didn’t say a word. Walked right by.
bils bills bills in Riverdale
Bills bills bills ugh so I finally had a look at my bank statement, its really not the best. I dont really know what I am going to do if I dont find employment soon. Maybe it is unrealistic for ...
Jobs jobs jobs in Riverdale
Jobs job jobs So looking for and finding jobs that are good right now luckily. Because job hunting for me is tedious at times! Things have been looking up and are pretty good mostly. Me and L ...
Happy bday to me in Riverdale
Happy bday to me... So today's my bday. And my so called bf hasn't called or texted or anything. Seriously he's the only person i wish would have but he hasn't. He knows it's my bday but I haven'...
Turning 27 tommorow ;) in Riverdale
Birthday tommorow So my bday is tommorow I am going to be 27.yay! I don't find this year of particular important I wouldn't say until I hit 30 will I think much of this year. But with every bday...
Faux friends new friends old friend in Riverdale
Faux friends new friends old friends So yeah lately things have been alright I've been energized and happy for once! Strangely because a lot of things have gone wrong and have upset me. My i...
Trying to escape you in Riverdale
Tried and tried but never could escape you So I ran into my ex Lee again. (My ex)That boy is a nutcase a bully and a loose cannon. But for some reason deep down I still care about him. I want t...
Inner strength found from where? in Riverdale
Damn So today surprisingly I had a lot of energy to get stuff done. I haven't had this type of positive motivating energy in awhile. I got my laundry done cleaned up a lot. Still a lot to do bu...
Most men are pigs in Riverdale
Idiot assaulted me last night So last night I went on an impromptu date w this guy at the drive in. He wasn't that attractive but I wanted to get out and he seemed ok at first. We had our m...
Toxic friends in Riverdale
No friends right now and I could give a shit So I dropped the last of my toxic friends. I'm glad I did and I feel empowered by it. Honestly the last thing I need is that kind of stress On me ...
I'm only 26 and I feel so old in Riverdale
I'm 26 and I feel old Naw I don't feel old because I can't party like I used to Or because I can rent a car,buy booze,cigarettes,gamble or realize that most people have at least finnished uni...
Crazy weekend in Riverdale
Crazy weekend So I had a crazy weekend. I officially hate my apt building and one of the security guards there! I had a fight w this guy who came over and was wasted and threw a glass across ...
Odds and Ends Friends, people can't live w them, can't live without them unfortunately. So I'm happy in some ways to be in contact regularly lately with some old school friends but I am also k...
Are you fucking kidding me? I've had the worst luck with people lately especially guys. I had been casually seeing this guy who I thought was alright. I didn't really like him much I'll be ho...
