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Brisbane, Queensland, Australia. Ex country kid, on the outskirts of Outback. 6'3, gay, introvert, spontaneous Sagittarius (Orpheus actually). I need an outlet for my life, and this is it :) If you'd like to be added to Friends Only, a) don't be a prude, and b) please let me know :) Insta : pfefz Snap: luvncraze Facebook: Matt Pfeffer
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Lights are on but nobody's home in Stuff
Well I had a better night’s sleep last night than the previous, that’s for sure. I avoided the Rikodine, so that’s probably why. I did crash out REALLY early though, like I think it wasn’t even...
That wasn't nice in Vulnerability
Well I got through another work-week, somehow. Still not up to my usual standard but oh well. Today is a public holiday (ANZAC Day) but it’s my usual day off anyway. I didn’t make the dawn serv...
Somewhat productive in Stuff
It was a busy shift today, as it always is on a Saturday. I clocked off with three cages still to do, but meh, fuck it. I was actually ready to smack a customer’s face through the wall today lol...
Fuck. this. bullshit. in Vulnerability
Me. Whinging. What else is knew? I feel like a complete idiot, but I’ve re-booked the doctor again for tomorrow afternoon after work. ^sigh^ I’m clutching at straws. I feel like I want to ask...
My savior is gone in Stuff
Wel’p, I’m out of medication now, so I’m on my own. Wish me luck! This may be my last ever entry LOL. Drama queen much? Seriously though, I need someone to write my will out to, and I don’t ha...
All done! in Adventures in paradise
The dentist is completed! I went this morning, even though I was hacking up my guts for a while there. I just had to make sure I kept my sinuses as clear as possible the moment before going in t...
Happy one-month :( in Vulnerability
I just wrote an entry, and lost the whole thing because the internet cut out. Just another thing going wrong in my life, nothing unusual. My laptop decided to start a death-rattle today. Most l...
Putting up a good fight in Stuff
I made it to work today, somehow. I’m better than yesterday I guess. For some stupid reason I was awake from about 3:30am though. I do remember hearing some alarm go off somewhere in the distan...
Geeeez. I cleaned my room today (Yay space!) and decided to check myself on the scales I have in my room. 89.5kg. Fuck! That means that I have lost 5kg in these two weeks I’ve been feeling like ...
$14.95 in Vulnerability
That’s how much my prescription cost me, and that’s for the more pricey brand. They gave me the option of the $10 generic, but I want this thing to fuck right off! I was in and out of the docs i...
I am on the countdown! In 14.5 hours time, I’ll finally be at my doctor’s appointment, pleading to him for drugs to make me better. I have no idea how I made it through that work-week, without a ...
Booked in in Adventures in paradise
I’ve booked into my regular doctor on Monday morning, at 11:20am, which was the earliest available. Thankfully booking technology is a reality these days and I could just book an available time-...
How things used to be in Stuff
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeally getting over this now. It’s been a week. Technically the first three days were the fever, but since it’s been the never-ending cough which is driving me crazy. Sleeping is goo...
I Powerpuffed myself in Piccies
I think I got it pretty close to reality, TBH.
Spider stand-off :o in Adventures in paradise
The fever seems to have been replaced with the unforgiving cough. Oh body, I could stab you. But that would hurt. I’m trying to remain positive, telling myself today, ‘The cough is just the body...
On the mend? Maybe? in Stuff
I went into work today, you know, like an idiot, because I felt better when I woke up. My sheets were covered in sweat and it was gross as, but I figured that’s probably why I felt better, so I ...
Death must feel better than this in Vulnerability
Welp, I was right. The fever’s well and truly set in now :( This isn’t a suicidal entry. It’s an observation. I wouldn’t be in pain. This happens every few years usually. I think I managed to ...
I didn’t go to work today. I was actually laying in bed umming and ahhing if I should go in, but I was shivering, which is a deadset sign for me that a fever is setting in :( Ergh. I eventually ...
Body's falling apart in Stuff
Does anyone ever go to stretch their foot (ie- toe toward heel) and end up with the most excruciating cramp ever? You’d think I’d have learned by now :/ It’s funny trying to uncramp it though cos...
Home stretch in Stuff
I’m back from the dentist. On the home-stretch now, thank God. One more appointment left to go, and I’ve booked it for two weeks time, that way it’s on a non-rent week. It went pretty well. I ...
Planning debt options in Stuff
I just applied for a credit card through my work. I get the $49 annual fee waived as long as I am a staff member. I should have done this ages ago. My current credit card gives me no rewards wh...
Games with the boys in Adventures in paradise
I just fell asleep on the couch, sitting up. That scares me because it’s something my dad does way too easily. And I’ve done sweet fuck-all today, so I don’t really have a reason to be so tired...
Springbrook day-trip in Piccies
James and Vish said that they were going to Springbrook on the Good Friday public holiday and invited me along. Initially I thought there might be a few other boys coming with (Mitch and Angelo)...
"Service 60 in Aisle three please" in Holy Shit!
I just got back from dinner with the boys (Vish, James, Scott and Rick this time) and I was telling them about my rather interesting day at work today. We have a new store manager and ASM and bot...
Last week I set up the fish tank that Ayden left behind after he moved out. It’s been sitting in my room since just taking up space, and I’d even bought aquarium decorations and gravel etc in t...
