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I managed to fight off a panic-attack last night. It was brought on by my overthinking of the horrific murder situation of Jesse and Luke, and me trying to think of scenarios of how it could hav...

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So I’m in shock that this beautiful boy is no longer with us, it seems. I had a shock yesterday afternoon when a bunch of people were sharing ‘missing person’ reports of him, and the link was fro...

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Trying to get the air-con repaired is doing my head in. There has been massive confusion between the real estate and the air-con repair guys. I had a phone call this morning asking if I’m free ...

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The pandas are fucking annoying. Aren’t people paying memberships to prevent this shit? I guess we’ll get there eventually with the aircon. The technicians finally came out today to have a look...

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Well what a wild ride that was lol. I ended up desserting the tent and escaped to the car in the carpark during a brief break in the wild weather. The lightning was insane. I could hear other c...

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I’m going to write an entry on the last day of 2023 here in Australia, because I’m currently in an interesting situation. Somewhat dangerous lol. I ummed and ahhed about attending Tropical Frui...

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I ended up having a pretty alright Christmas, considering I didn’t have any plans for it. There was a message on my phone from Andrew saying, “Lemonade ready at 1:30pm!”, so I guess that meant I...

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The birthday dinner went pretty well. I had a decent time. There were only 8 of us there, so I was right that about half the amount I invited would show. It woud have been 10, but Ben announced...

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I don’t know how tonight is going to go. I’ve booked for 16 but I think about 9 are coming. I have to count the ‘maybes’ as ‘no’s‘ on the invite list. But anyway, things have been bad, and goo...

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I’m kind of almost at my wit’s end, it feels like sometimes. I’ve found I’m generally okay for the first few hours of a morning, and then I don’t know if it’s the humid weather or what, but I de...

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I’m writing so often because I want to document how weird this situation is. I’ve never experienced anything like it. Is this what people on hard drugs feel like all the damn time? Moreso the ...

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Whoaaaa, last night wasn’t pleasant. Like holy-cow. I’m not sure what brought it on (besides the obvious trauma of the past week) but my anxiety was so severe and I was freaking out about how t...

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I saw my doctor this morning. Last night was a rough night, my God. The vertigo was quite intense and didn’t seem to be leaving me alone. I was watching Youtube videos on exercises to try and I...

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Today hasn’t been fun. I actually put on my work clothes and had my bag ready to go to work, when I realised I was feeling queasy. I wasn’t gonna be able to get through this shift if I went in. ...

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I’m going to write another entry, just incase I die in the next few hours/days. I joke, but not really as well. Last night was a very warm night and I was having trouble sleeping. Or rather, my...

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So work gives me 4 free physio sessions, so I learned today. The ASM was back from holidays this week and was very quick at booking me in to a physio yesterday, even though my injury occured 5 d...

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In writing from my phone, mostly in the foetal position in my bed, as it’s one of the few positions that gives me some relief from the pain. I feel like being kicked in the balls is a similar pa...

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So I’ve gone and fucked my lower-back up at work today, haven’t I? The ironic thing is that I wasn’t even lifting anything heavy at the time - just two light boxes of pudding that I was moving t...

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Moe’s birthday dinner went well. I had intended to try and leave work right on time so I could make it there on time, but of course it was chaos and that didn’t end up happening. I texted the ...

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I have another 47hr workweek ahead of me. For someone who usually works part-time, this is rough, gurrrrl. But horrid-week was last week and now it seems to be ironing out the rest of the shit ...

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I am only on Day 1 of my 6 day work-week and I am wondering how I’m going to get through it lol. I did have a complete insane person decide to join me on my lunch break outside today though, whic...

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I went to the Matteo Lane gig last night - Italian/Mexican comedian from NYC, for those who don’t know. As he is a gay man, the entirety of gay Brisbane was in attendance. These events seem to ...

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My third day in Byron was rather boring, as I only had to kill time between checking out at 10am and my bus at 4pm, so I wandered around for far too long, and looked up the movie times to see if ...

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I have done absolutely nothing today, literally. I guess that’s what I’m meant to do on a mini vacay. I caught the train down to the Gold Coast, but freaked out when the train got to Beeneligh ...

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So the guy I “leant” money to has posted a new profile picture with new lips, so I guess that’s what that went towards rather than his “meds” LOL. My mum texted me last night whilst I was at the ...

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