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The menty-health has been interesting this past week or so.  Very noticable that something has been nagging at me, with no real reason that I can think of for it to.  But utilising my newfound k...

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I'm supposed to be at work, as we're reopening today, apparently. The managers are in early to do checks to get the all-clear.  I had a request come through last night to start early at 7:30a...

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Thankfully, the cyclone fizzled out before it reached the mainland.  In fact, it's only just about to cross now.  Man, this thing is slow.  It was doing my head in a little.  I really wasn't su...

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Waiting for this cyclone to strike has been a bit tedious, tbh.  It's not really helping my anxiety.  I mean, I think I'm prepared as I can be with water and staple foods.  My immediate plan is...

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So there's a god-damn cyclone right off the coast where I am, which is extrememly rare for one to come down this far south.  I guess the ocean temperatures are still warm enough for it to do so....

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Sydney is nice.   There's not much happening.  Or rather, there probably is, but I kinda don't wanna blow $100+ on entry price tickets.  The main party is $230+ lolz.  Anyway, I already whinge...

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So my mother found out what's going on with her FaceID not working.  I had suggested asking my sister, as I figured she probably had an Iphone and would know more than me about Apple products.  ...

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Holey... another busy day. I had four different deliveries today all arrive on the same day, but as I write this, I'm in my new bed!  It's been 17 years since I had a new bed, and this one has ...

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It's the last day of the year, so it's a fitting time for an entry.  I might just start with a bit of what's been happening, and maybe reflect on my year before I head to gym and then head to Mo...

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I'm sending back the Stretchpad that I ordered during the Black Friday sales.  It's shit.  Such a gimmick.  They just sold it quite well online.  I tried it once, decided that if I keep using i...

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Has anyone felt like shitting their pants?  Like constantly?  That's what this new medication is doing to me.  There's been a few close calls.  I don't know how I've been going to work while dea...

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I'm very tired today.  I think I was mentally exhausted yesterday and crashed out from a nap, which resulted in me awaking at 11pm, and it's now 6:15pm the next day.  I was at the gym wondering...

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The funeral was as wonderful as I expected it to be.  I didn't know how I was going to go today, but I was the third child of four doing the eulogy, and I managed to talk my way through it, in ...

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The funeral is this Saturday.   Monday was a tough day, as expected.  We went to the meeting at the funeral home and it probably took an hour and a half or so.  Just a lot of paperwork when so...

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Thankyou to everyone whom took the time to send your sympathy for me about my dad's passing.  It's certainly been a tough 48 hours, and I can't believe how much has happened in such a short amou...

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Dad passed tonight at 9:27pm. It seemed very peaceful.  His breathing just slowed and eventually he took his last breath.  We all told him we loved him and that it was okay to let go, and I sai...

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"Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep.  If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.  Amen." This was the prayer I was taught as a kid to pray before bed ever...

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I will be glad when this stops dragging out tbh.   Dad is at least back in Pittsworth, where he wants to pass.  It may not be at home exactly, but he needs to be where he can get the support he...

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So I definitely have to stay until Friday at my parents place.  I don't want to, but I will.  I promised my mum I'd be here for her, so that's what I'm doing.  My mum's a mess, and she hates bei...

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I can say I've experienced my first typhoon.  It wasn't anything to worry about in the end, but the anticipation was pretty scary.  I was comforted by the fact that Taipei is surrounded by m...

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I made it to Taipei.  I've been here... five days now?  Yeah that sounds about right, and it's been lovely.  The people have been lovely and mostly keep to themselves, despite being such a bust...

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I feel like I should have a spell-book or my own witches cauldron with the amount of shit I'm consuming to try and help myself lol.  The spellbook can be my library of self-help books and the ...

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So, with the apartment we are renting being sold, and the seller wanting to drag prospective buyers through, my housemate and I are considering getting our respective sex-toys and laying them...

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The disassociation/derealisation is real today. Probably the absolute worst symptom of the anxiety, in my opinion. Thoughts I can deal with, eventually, but this shit makes me feel like I’m no...

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Well it’s been a rough few days, notably a few days ago when the horrid thoughts were there. This happened the same night as earlier in the day I’d had the paramedics at work looking me over whe...

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