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10 sentences a day? in My life
I want to journal again. I’ve said that so many times :}. I mean, it is a hobby, which means it is entirely up to me whether I decide to do it or not. I thought it would just be nice to have a re...
Phew as to the first one, I guess. As to the second, at least the pregnancy test isn’t just offered twice every year, doesn’t cost hours to apply for, $700 to take and $1,000 and 10 weeks of stud...
Gratitude Journal Prompt #1- Write about a time when you laughed uncontrollably in My life
Sources: https://blog.gratefulness.me/20-gratitude-journal-prompts-for-self-discovery/ Decided to use journal prompts now to see if that helps me write more. I think there’s being honest, vulnera...
Prosebox is my caffeine! in My life
It’s incredible how it works! I’m not a coffee drinker. I’m not a caffeine-intaker. Somehow. I don’t like the taste of coffee. Or tea. I don’t like carbonated drinks so no soda and very rarely en...
You don’t (or at least I don’t) often realize how important lawyers are to society until you see someone in court without a lawyer. It’s so sad. You’re there for what is probably the most import...
Too happy... to write?? in My life
Yeah, I think so. I have so many drafts saved here on PB but I never got around to finishing them. I still got to process a few things while writing those drafts, but I finished processing too so...
It turned out that the bar exam was… physically demanding! First day was writing day. So, after 6 hours of typing FURIOUSLY, racing against the clock, I went home with… an arm sore. Left arm. I g...
The pump-up email from my law school before the bar exam in My life
All of this from a single paragraph: “Every decision you’ve made up to this point in your life has led you to this exam.” Now you’re making me question myself and every single one of my life choi...
I hate the bar exam in My life
So what else is new? It’s our 1-year anniversary but of course I can’t do anything. We’re just going to go out for lunch and eat the wedding cake from the freezer. That is it. I’m making all thes...
2 weeks until the bar exam in My life
I have to tell myself that I’m not doing this because I love it. I’m doing it because I absolutely hate, abhor, despise, detest this and I just want to be DONE! I guess there are worse things to ...
Looking into my future in My life
I should write something. I’m too lazy or busy to write (at this point, the line isn’t clear), but I have this kind of aspirational thought about being able to travel back in time and see what my...
I Will Not Eat . . . (survey) in My life
I will not eat 1 out of 60, Now It’s your turn. Use an 🤮to mark what you will NOT eat/drink. I’m extremely non-picky! Will eat anything and everything humans eat except for 1) raw meat/fish and 2...
-8 days until graduation!!! in My life
It is officially over!!! Funny, I thought I would write more once I graduated and then here I am, still stuck. Technically, it’s not like anyone really depends on my writing for their livelihood ...
Goodbye, little baby in My life
Goodbye, little baby. We came for an ultrasound last week, which was supposed to be my 8th week of pregnancy. The doctor said that the size of you looked more like 6 weeks along and they couldn’t...
7 weeks pregnant in My life
Dear Baby, Exactly one more week until we get to hear you heartbeat for the first time! Yay! Update on my state of pregnancy: I don’t feel as tired as before but I think some food aversion and cr...
6 weeks pregnant in My life
Dear Baby, I should force myself to write lol. You’ve been awfully quiet lately. How have you been? I don’t feel anything different from my usual self except that I temporarily got rid of my good...
3 weeks old baby in My life
Dear Baby, I’m really not much a writer (I keep wondering why I am in law school at all) but I feel like I should write. You’ve made me a mom. You are my first. The magical seed of life inside m...
Love Survey for Valentine's Day in My life
Still my biggest blessing in life. I’m thinking that I’ve spent all the luck allotted to me to find him, now I can’t get lucky in life anymore. Is your partner older or younger than you? Older...
Why am I so hard to deal with? in My life
The therapy session today just left me in absolute defeat. Where am I going to now? Where am I getting that outlet? The therapist today introduced himself as having a doctoral degree in counselin...
Therapist = DISAPPOINTMENT-- 88 days until Graduation!! i in My life
Why do I even think that it’s going to be different each time? I’m in trouble now. Where else can I find an outlet?
They won't be there for me-- 94 days until Graduation!! in My life
I’ll be there for them, as much as they need/want me to. The best way to not care about this at all is to think about this as little as I can. I think the more I dwell on this, the more it’s goin...
Crisis crisis crisis-- 96 days until Graduation!! in My life
I finally became too much to my husband, so now I’m going to get therapy. I told them that I just wanted an active listener. I DO NOT WANT ADVICE OF ANY SORT. I already know what I want to do. I ...
We had a class speaker today from Lawyers Concerned for Lawyers, a MN organization that helps lawyers, judges, and law students with mental health issues. I tried them before, didn’t help. This w...
Tired of tears-- 98 days until Graduation!!! in My life
Also, tired of panic attacks. Just tired. When I’m 35, what do I want to be? An experienced attorney or an inexperienced engineer? The thought of starting all over again… THIRD CAREER NOW… is ju...
100 days until Graduation!!! in My life
8:35 AM. Until 9:10 AM, I want 35 minutes of working, then hanging out with my husband a bit before he’s off to Grandma’s house. 10 minutes short… husband distracted me though. I want to work 6 h...
