Zampano
"I have not told half of what I have seen for fear I would not have been believed."
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I Am Incapable Of Synthesizing Depression in My New Life
First off, I don’t really believe in it. That’s really the Greek influence in my life. We are alive and the other option is being dead. And that by nature of being in the first of those two optio...
I Quit My Job in My New Life
I quit my job at the Hibachi joint I was serving at part-time. I enjoyed the extra few hundred bucks it afforded me a week, but the overall strain on my psyche was affecting me way too much. In t...
Relationships in My New Life
I have come across a vlog I am enjoying on FB: Jimmy and Relationships. I honestly really do like what the guy has to say. He has high emotional intelligence which is a gift. Some of his vlogs, h...
Something Broke in My New Life
I’m feeling a helluva lot better. I woke up this afternoon after working all night and turning in my essay in class this morning. When I woke up I was feeling like a weight was pushing my head do...
Considering Changes in My New Life
Living in a Football town is a lot like living in a world where Nazis had won WWII. Thug, fascist mentalities running the streets. Muscle and violence become rationale solutions to problems, held...
"Everything You Make Is Beautiful" in My New Life
As I’ve mentioned before, I was a Chef for a lot of years working to get back into school. I loved what I did for the most part. Working in Hospitality and Hotels had amazing moments. Where I am,...
Abandon Ship! in My New Life
I woke up this morning feeling amazing. I felt like I did back in my youthful, wild days in my early 20s when feeling good all day was natural(ish). I was Renton again running wild, and lust for ...
Aphids in My New Life
After I picked up A Scanner Darkly by PKD, I actually did find aphids on my succulent I keep in my restroom. I won’t lie: aphids are a bit smug. They kind of just sit there smugly, and don’t run ...
Old Friends and Remembrances in My New Life
Recently, I had been going through some of my files, and items from my filing cabinet I threw out instead of moving to my new apartment. I was quite the little photographer at Summer Camps when d...
A Fantastic Day With Mother in My New Life
I had been growing my own blueberry bushes for some time now. I have no pets (I love animals, and all sorts of them in middle and high school) but I plan on traveling and they are expensive; take...
My Aunt Has Been Laid To Rest in My New Life
I have peace. She and I were close before. I remember The first time she had cancer. I didn’t want to shave my head With her husband. But, I liked that he did. The cancer came back. But I did...
Bob and Fred Arctar: A Scanner Darkly in My New Life
Recently, A Scanner Darkly has fallen into my thoughts. Immediately, I went to the bookstore and picked up a copy. There is a moment when Keanu Reaves looks at his perfect life, hits his head in ...
Autumnal Equinox: The Moon Also Rises in My New Life
It is the summer’s great last heat, It is the fall’s first chill: They meet. –Sarah Morgan Bryan Piatt Equinox is derived from two separate Latin terms: Equus meaning equal or even, and Nox mea...
Nightmare at Work #2 in My New Life
I’m actually exceptionally happy in both of my jobs and classes. I am writing about the very minuscule negative portions of my life in this entry and a few prior. I love my job and what I do, but...
A Romantic Conundrum Pt. II in My New Life
Furthermore, the poor thing thinks she is marrying into a wealthy family… which is slightly true to an extent. I have a large family spanning over most of this side of the US and most of them are...
A Romantic Conundrum in My New Life
Needless to say, I am an anomaly. My friends and I are what we call Reality Junkies which coincides with being Knowledge Junkies. My closest friends are all well rounded in skills, trades, we are...
O To My Bicycle in My New Life
In 2015 my car broke down. I had to walk/bike to my jobs to pay off a lot of debt (closer to $20,000 on a bike.) I was in shape already but when it first happened I lived off in the country. It w...
O The Clear Moment in My New Life
Life is tranquil. Life is good; The moments of sublime. College was of themes movies are made of. There were rocky times, or rapids, - Stretches of serine waters. ...
Marla Singer or O-Lan in My New Life
The problem at work, Matt, is a 24 year old with a Narcisistic Personality Disorder. The bosses coddle their little bitch boy as he threatens to assault, Henry, the Zen, calm one with his fists i...
A Severe Personality Disorder at Work in My New Life
I’ve dealt with this a few times before. This kid actually thinks he is me. He has to vicariously live through me. He honestly believes he has the same skill set I do. I’ve dealt with this type ...
This 24 year old got a job at one of my places of business. I’m a business minded man and can work with almost anyone who can pick up a tray. But this one quickly made my shit-list. The first sig...
Old Holmes in My New Life
As he strolls down an Historic District, - and admires the French and Colonial Architecture, the raised-high roof beams expertly cut, decorative gables and canopies from the 19th century he visit...
The Perks of Getting Older. in My New Life
God, what a day. I woke up in a state of chaos. All is lost and at the worst timing ever. I really can’t get it together. Everything is foggy and distant. And today is the day everything I’ve wor...
I Am Somebody (That I Never Chose To Be...) in Ecco Domani
It is true. I am well connected. I was born that way. When I do something… half of the US knows about it. I don’t give a shit. I gave that up long ago. Spotlight is no fun. I believe in being al...
Choose Life in My New Life
Today I woke up differently. I decided to “do the normal thing” and watch mindless, spirit crushing game-shows, or today’s version: youtube shorts compiled like Tick-Tock. It was rewarding at fir...
