Zampano
"I have not told half of what I have seen for fear I would not have been believed."
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Malignant Normality & The Workforce in My New Life
Recently, I have done almost absolutely nothing, and have felt really good while doing it. After studying Anatomy & Physiology, the endocrine system, Sympathetic, Parasympathetic systems, st...
On The Turning Away: Narcissism & Moral Righteousness in Elephant Architecture
My good friend, and roommate freshman year in college came to visit recently. He is finally sober, and on the propper meds, and it was literally one of, if not, the best visit I have had with hi...
Changes, Or So in Elephant Architecture
I have been living on so little for the last year, and a half. With school, I haven’t had any me, or much social time, or have been able to participate in hobbies I find rewarding. I have been do...
Embracing A Familiar Unknown in Elephant Architecture
I have, of late, forfeited my job. I say “forfeit”, because I found myself fighting for something I didn’t want. I enjoyed working with the patients, but it had been becoming painfully clear that...
Hot Barre None in Ecco Domani
I have been making up for some lost time in the Hot Studio. I did Hot Pilates yesterday followed by Hot Yoga which I only made it 1/3 of the way through. Today, I began with Hot Yoga, and finishe...
Class Accomplished in Elephant Architecture
That class was traumatizing. It’s a tough course anyway, and I took it for a summer semester. I’m still sort of traumatized even though it’s over. I have this sense that there is something I need...
A Life, -Pear Blossom in My New Life
There is, in many ways, 12 sided dice one could toss, and viddy my life through; like 12 sides of a crystal ball. I don’t altogether identify with Orson Welles in Citizen Kane, however, there are...
Hell Week (Pain Is Good) in My New Life
Anatomy & Physiology has been a good class all in all. It has been a rough summer with one of my jobs being null through the slow season. I feel like I am becoming friends with my Prof. He is...
Boccherini & Moby Dick in Elephant Architecture
While I adore being back in school, I am missing the great literature portion of my life. I am longing to continue reading my lists, or reread some of my honourable mentions along the way. My sch...
An Eventful Summer in My New Life
Prior to my old college roommate, A_, visiting, a more rewarding visitor happened to call upon me. B_ had been a college kid I had had the privilege of being the Kitchen Manager for in one of tho...
An Eventful (Last) Month Continued in My New Life
I hadn’t spoken to my friend A_ for almost two years or so. We had good times in college, but his relationship was borderline smothering, and controlling at times. We had good times, but there we...
Last Night...I was Auden in My New Life
Last night…I was W.H. Auden; Under the veil of darkness, terror & truth dance together often It began as a brown, dusty haze over bricks O Thyme I am content I am serene I am Auden O how...
My youngest brother, and his wife came to visit me before they move to Arizona. It was the first time I have met my sister-in-law; she looked even nicer than she did in their wedding photos. I am...
Vacation (pt. II) Upon Returning in Elephant Architecture
After I got my drink on I felt much better. I realized that I needed three hot yoga sessions a week to drink and still feel good. Balancing a healthy life vs. an artist’s life is not as easy as i...
The Last Day Of My Vacation (pt. I) in Elephant Architecture
It is bittersweet. I will be glad to get back into a routine and back in (summer) classes. Vacation was somewhat anticlimactic. One seems to romanticize all about vacation time when one is in the...
This Planet, Earth in Elephant Architecture
I passed my Psych class with a B. It should have been an A but I’ve learned to juggle the bowling pins life throws at you. It was an easy class. These types of disciplines have always come easy f...
A new Patient on one of my wards has become a new and rewarding project for me. He began our introduction by asking me if I liked math as I walked past his room to my shift sitting with a violent...
A Reading Entry in Elephant Architecture
I have my Final Exam in a week and my two-week vacation begins around the same time. While there are 1,001 books on my list to read, there are a few hundred I wish to reread as well. Yesterday, I...
Correspondence With My Attorney Friend in Elephant Architecture
[The following is my correspondence with an attorney friend of mine who is at the point in his life where he only takes cases that he feels inclined to take on]. Big K_, I regret to inform you th...
The Kentuckians, or Girlish Dreams Is How She Ended in Elephant Architecture
Upon the visit from my mother, I was informed my paternal grandmother, Joan, has lung cancer. She had a stroke last fall, and she survived her daughter, my aunt Julie who passed last year of what...
Patient S_. in Elephant Architecture
I do not believe Patient S_ is schizophrenic. I believe he is autistic due to hard evidence in his discourse. I bring an Elrond Hubbard book in and he says, Dianetics. I say to him I am fasting, ...
Changes in Wind Patterns in Elephant Architecture
I have just put my 2 weeks or the equivalent in at the Hibachi Joint. The Pervert is back and basically stalking the place like a wild animal. I’m no prude and have worked with plenty of guys who...
New Entry, Or Rumi Met John in Elephant Architecture
Psych class is going well. It looks like I’ll be getting an A. My advisor is pushing for me to go ahead and apply for The Nursing Program earlier than projected. One of my lead Nurse Supervisors ...
St. Stephen Getting Even in Elephant Architecture
Upon my own Journey, I embarked on a pilgrimage through the dark and dusty roads into a desert where I found The Tree of Life. I found Yoga, and I found Rawism where David Avocado Wolfe once dwel...
15 Years After Our Journeys' End in Elephant Architecture
I have recently been back in touch with an old commodore of ours. My old droogs and I were making an excursion cross-country by thumb back in the summer of 2009. We three, Adam, Corbin and I had ...
