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I was diagnosed with MS in February of 2013. I am a married lesbian and I have been with my wife since 2000. We had a commitment ceremony in Iowa in 2003 before it became legal there. We moved to FL where I was born and raised (she's from IA and we met online) in 2005. We have decided against having children, and instead have animals. :) I am a struggling addict, about to get treatment, so you will read that here. I do not censor myself. You have been warned!! <3
"When you love someone, they become the most beautiful thing in the world to you." ~ Stephanie Spencer
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New Name (Was "Inside Her") in Friends With the Benedicts
OK so this is my new permanent name. This was the name I had started using in Easy Diary. I really liked it so I wanted to just continue using it here. So many things have changed in my life, ...
Way past my bedtime. in Friends With the Benedicts
I'm up late. I know, that sounds weird coming from me, who is used to staying up all hours of the night. I have been keeping a regular schedule as of late. Going to bed around 10-11pm and waki...
Better in Friends With the Benedicts
OK well today is a little better. I did wake up with the same headache I went to bed with. Despite eating every pain med I had at my disposal including Tramadol, it continued right up until I w...
F.M.L. in Friends With the Benedicts
Good Amy my day has sucked assssssssssssss! I had to take two of the babies to the vet, Amee (one of Parker's babies) and Wendy. (the only girl of Kataleah's litter) Amee still has not quite go...
More in Friends With the Benedicts
So there is more crap I should prolly write about. Wow, there is a few items that are really front page news worthy ya know? And at the time they happened I had nowhere to go. Or so I thought,...
Pistachiooooo in Friends With the Benedicts
Hiyah. I'm at my Mom's today, having just gone to run errands and shop n whatnot. Finally got my meds but had to go to two diferent pharms to get em. First we went to Walmart and I got my Fior...
I Mustache You A Question... in Friends With the Benedicts
So our of the blue, Laura's Mom sent us $200. It really could not have come at a better time, and today I went to Walmart and bought a bunch of necessities, etc. We were going to get Kataleah (...
Torn in Friends With the Benedicts
OK so some of you may know and some of you may not, that EWS' diary site Easy Diary has been up for a little while. I had been waiting for it... longing for it really because I missed writing so...
Just Go With It (ED Entry) in Friends With the Benedicts
This is an entry I had written over at Easy Diary. I am moving them over here since I won't be writing there any longer. I had written a long entry last night and then I dunno what happened but...
Our Way (ED Entry) in Friends With the Benedicts
This is an entry that I wrote over at Easy Diary that I am moving to PB because I am no longer going to be writing there. ~Our Way~ I can recall what I felt - when I learned enough, and full r...
Trying (ED Entry) in Friends With the Benedicts
This is an entry from Easy Diary that I am moving over to PB since I will no longer be writing over there. I feel like I kinda lost what it meant to write in a diary when OD went down. I am try...
Doodie (ED Entry) in Friends With the Benedicts
This is my first entry from Easy Diary. I am moving the 5 entries I wrote to PB since I won't be over there any longer. I wasn't gonna write tonite/today whatever, since I feel like crap but wh...
A Lot in Friends With the Benedicts
There's a lot that I really need to write about. Like how my brother is disappearing into the grip of Bipolar disorder and I dunno how to help my Mom help him. They made a breakthrough today by...
Oh, MS Stephanie... in Friends With the Benedicts
So I try not to let my MS take over my life completely, even tho it very much defines how my life is lived right now. That doesn't mean I am not fighting and it doesn't mean I am letting MS w...
Breaking Down in Friends With the Benedicts
I just have had so much to write about over the course of whenever the last time I wrote was. I know this place is not evil, it is just a website. It actually only exists to give people like us...
Add A Rawl in Friends With the Benedicts
Apparently there is an exception to my rules: when I am on Adderall. Hehe... So... today (minus the 1st half where I felt like my heart was still being pulled out my nostrils) turned out OK and...
No. in Friends With the Benedicts
I can't do this I'm sorry. I can't be here. At least not right now. I got a note telling me to move on and be glad I have somewhere to write and I lost it on that person and if she/he is readi...
Lost in Friends With the Benedicts
I have no idea what to do with myself. And grieving is proving to be very hard. I cried myself to sleep last night for a combination of reasons. I feel lost, Laura didn't sleep with me, she sl...
Notes lol in Friends With the Benedicts
I have no idea how to use this site. This is kinda the reason why I won't be writing here LOL. Anyway, I guess I am doing this right... I just wanted yall to have an entry to leave me notes ba...