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I was diagnosed with MS in February of 2013. I am a married lesbian and I have been with my wife since 2000. We had a commitment ceremony in Iowa in 2003 before it became legal there. We moved to FL where I was born and raised (she's from IA and we met online) in 2005. We have decided against having children, and instead have animals. :) I am a struggling addict, about to get treatment, so you will read that here. I do not censor myself. You have been warned!! <3
"When you love someone, they become the most beautiful thing in the world to you." ~ Stephanie Spencer
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One down, and one, two, three.... in Friends With the Benedicts
So court went well. Sorry I am just now updating. Stupid judge put me back in the diversion program. According to my friend Candace who works with law and knows it, if she woulda just made me ...
It's Almost Like Xmas Eve Right? in Friends With the Benedicts
Well, I am at my Mom’s staying the night in preparation for my big court date tomorrow. Some, hopefully a lot, of you will be voting tomorrow. I will be hopefully just finding out that I have t...
Current.... STRESS!!! in Friends With the Benedicts
I have noticed when something is going on that is stressful or bad in my life, I tend to retreat into myself and not let anyone know. Even this place. Surgeries do not count for me, as I don’t ...
I'm not dead, I just feel like it. in Friends With the Benedicts
So, as yall may remember, or prolly not, I had surgery on the 4th. My bday was on the 29th, and that was also the day I had to do all of my pre surgical appointments so I had to stay the nite wi...
Chantix. in Friends With the Benedicts
Yep, I actually am looking forward to vivid dreams. Watch it not give me any now. LOL. Anyway, Day 2 on it. Can’t even tell yet. My doc said it’s an antidepressant? That would make sense, s...
And Back Down Again... t in Friends With the Benedicts
Despite my goofy/madhatter mood, (we will get to that lol) I am, indeed, staying the nite at my Mom’s house tonight at the behest of my wife. I dunno, she’s PMSing, and maybe I am not as aware o...
Ess EEE Ex. in Friends With the Benedicts
Today/night, there has been lots. I am soooo not complaining. I am starting to get a tad bit tired tho.... lol So, I talked to Dr. Allison today and she did confirm that there are two cysts on ...
No, Woman! No Cry! in Friends With the Benedicts
Hiyah! So… the cleaning has slowed down a lot, and I have actually been getting some rest. I dunno if I wrote about it or not, but when I went back to my followup ultrasound appt. they actually...
My Life in Friends With the Benedicts
Well, lately it’s been nothing but cleaning or shit, or cleaning up shit, so same thing. But we have made some headway. Laura has been the main one who has been cleaning, and she’s got the acco...
Soooo.... (PICS) in Baddies
Sorry about that last entry. I was having somewhat of a little pity party/mental breakdown and I guess I thought writing about it in here would help. It did not. LOL. But, I digress. Your no...
I hate myself. Because I am becoming the thing I hated so much. Today I look down at myself and see my feet, swollen and misshapen, and see the past, and see dialysis machines and a childless ...
Let's See. in Friends With the Benedicts
I have lots to write about, so let’s see if I can fit it all in here. I may cheat and let my statuses take up some of the slack here. We have been working very hard the last few days, just when...
Up And Down And.... in Baddies
All my body wants to do right now is sleep. Archer (the baby kitten I was bottle feeding for a while there) has been at my Mom’s for the last few days because he is better off there where he can...
My 2nd Home in Friends With the Benedicts
Had to go back to the ER yesterday. My body pretty much made me. I have been in pain but avoiding it for over a week. I knew I had a UTI, but they did a CT scan of my tummy, and it turns out I...
Birthday Conundrum And Chantix? in Friends With the Benedicts
Hi. So, I have never been great at giving ideas about what I want for my bday. Well, that I can remember. Maybe as a kid I was, but as an adult, so far I have sucked at it. I have always want...
Separate Lives (And Grrr Ink!) in Friends With the Benedicts
This song has been stuck in my head for some unknown reason, so here you go, I dump it unto the, Prosebox! You called me from the room in your hotel All full of romance for someone that you met A...
27 Years and Cymbalta in Baddies
Hiyah. I don’t think I could forget today’s date even if I tried. Not only is it the anniversary of when my Papaw died, but it is also my first love Eric’s birthday. He is also dead. In 2005,...
Hit and Run. Grrrr... (PICS) in Baddies
My favey fav cousin Vanessa was involved in a hit and run accident yesterday. Her and her boyfriend were on their motorcycle, he was driving, and an asshole clipped the bike and caused them both...
Heeeere's Johnny! in Friends With the Benedicts
First, a meme. Might be relevant to those who are up with me today/night. Altho I have been asleep, went to bed around 2:30, but I woke up because of a bad dream and of course discovered I ha...
Survey Stolen from Phoenix Seraph <3 in Friends With the Benedicts
First Name: Stephanie Middle Name: Lauren Were you named after anyone? I don’t think so, hang on lemme ask my Mom. Calls Mom. OK, Lauren Hutton or something, apparently back in the day, she use...
Can't Sleep and Hormones? in Baddies
Ugh. Just took a nice relaxing shower too. I know what that means. HA. I am feeling rather snarky tonite as well. Dunno where that is coming from, however. I feel OK, just not well enough t...
More (and weird...) in Baddies
OK, so. Man, I need to remember to call the vet and pay them! LOLOOLOL… Baby Bird (Tia, ya know, Tiago) is going in tomorrow to be fixed and I am pretty sure she has already been knocked up. I...
Jackson went to the vet and it turns out, he had only broken his toenail off, and it was still there, we just couldn’t see it for all the blood. Meanwhile, it looks as tho someone got murdered i...
Jackson's Emergency Tomorrow in Friends With the Benedicts
Well, I did get some sleep, uh thankya! I slept well yesterday with a nap in the afternoon as well as today, same nap. :) Loving it! I am loving Archer’s new sleep schedule because he is olde...
Sleep in Friends With the Benedicts
Eludes me lately. And I know I am taking care of a baby, (Archer, kitten I am bottle feeding, who is now 1 month 6 days old!) but damn. I did not know it would be this bad. LOL. I feel for al...