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I was diagnosed with MS in February of 2013. I am a married lesbian and I have been with my wife since 2000. We had a commitment ceremony in Iowa in 2003 before it became legal there. We moved to FL where I was born and raised (she's from IA and we met online) in 2005. We have decided against having children, and instead have animals. :) I am a struggling addict, about to get treatment, so you will read that here. I do not censor myself. You have been warned!! <3

"When you love someone, they become the most beautiful thing in the world to you." ~ Stephanie Spencer

"Love is when she is hungry and you feed her." Me

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So court went well. Sorry I am just now updating. Stupid judge put me back in the diversion program. According to my friend Candace who works with law and knows it, if she woulda just made me ...


Well, I am at my Mom’s staying the night in preparation for my big court date tomorrow. Some, hopefully a lot, of you will be voting tomorrow. I will be hopefully just finding out that I have t...


I have noticed when something is going on that is stressful or bad in my life, I tend to retreat into myself and not let anyone know. Even this place. Surgeries do not count for me, as I don’t ...


So, as yall may remember, or prolly not, I had surgery on the 4th. My bday was on the 29th, and that was also the day I had to do all of my pre surgical appointments so I had to stay the nite wi...


September 17, 2016

Chantix. in Friends With the Benedicts

Yep, I actually am looking forward to vivid dreams. Watch it not give me any now. LOL. Anyway, Day 2 on it. Can’t even tell yet. My doc said it’s an antidepressant? That would make sense, s...


Despite my goofy/madhatter mood, (we will get to that lol) I am, indeed, staying the nite at my Mom’s house tonight at the behest of my wife. I dunno, she’s PMSing, and maybe I am not as aware o...


September 13, 2016

Ess EEE Ex. in Friends With the Benedicts

Today/night, there has been lots. I am soooo not complaining. I am starting to get a tad bit tired tho.... lol So, I talked to Dr. Allison today and she did confirm that there are two cysts on ...


Hiyah! So… the cleaning has slowed down a lot, and I have actually been getting some rest. I dunno if I wrote about it or not, but when I went back to my followup ultrasound appt. they actually...


September 08, 2016

My Life in Friends With the Benedicts

Well, lately it’s been nothing but cleaning or shit, or cleaning up shit, so same thing. But we have made some headway. Laura has been the main one who has been cleaning, and she’s got the acco...


September 05, 2016

Soooo.... (PICS) in Baddies

Sorry about that last entry. I was having somewhat of a little pity party/mental breakdown and I guess I thought writing about it in here would help. It did not. LOL. But, I digress. Your no...


September 03, 2016

Hate in Baddies

I hate myself. Because I am becoming the thing I hated so much. Today I look down at myself and see my feet, swollen and misshapen, and see the past, and see dialysis machines and a childless ...


September 03, 2016

Let's See. in Friends With the Benedicts

I have lots to write about, so let’s see if I can fit it all in here. I may cheat and let my statuses take up some of the slack here. We have been working very hard the last few days, just when...


August 27, 2016

Up And Down And.... in Baddies

All my body wants to do right now is sleep. Archer (the baby kitten I was bottle feeding for a while there) has been at my Mom’s for the last few days because he is better off there where he can...


Had to go back to the ER yesterday. My body pretty much made me. I have been in pain but avoiding it for over a week. I knew I had a UTI, but they did a CT scan of my tummy, and it turns out I...


Hi. So, I have never been great at giving ideas about what I want for my bday. Well, that I can remember. Maybe as a kid I was, but as an adult, so far I have sucked at it. I have always want...


This song has been stuck in my head for some unknown reason, so here you go, I dump it unto the, Prosebox! You called me from the room in your hotel All full of romance for someone that you met A...


August 12, 2016

27 Years and Cymbalta in Baddies

Hiyah. I don’t think I could forget today’s date even if I tried. Not only is it the anniversary of when my Papaw died, but it is also my first love Eric’s birthday. He is also dead. In 2005,...


My favey fav cousin Vanessa was involved in a hit and run accident yesterday. Her and her boyfriend were on their motorcycle, he was driving, and an asshole clipped the bike and caused them both...


First, a meme. Might be relevant to those who are up with me today/night. Altho I have been asleep, went to bed around 2:30, but I woke up because of a bad dream and of course discovered I ha...


First Name: Stephanie Middle Name: Lauren Were you named after anyone? I don’t think so, hang on lemme ask my Mom. Calls Mom. OK, Lauren Hutton or something, apparently back in the day, she use...


August 08, 2016

Can't Sleep and Hormones? in Baddies

Ugh. Just took a nice relaxing shower too. I know what that means. HA. I am feeling rather snarky tonite as well. Dunno where that is coming from, however. I feel OK, just not well enough t...


August 04, 2016

More (and weird...) in Baddies

OK, so. Man, I need to remember to call the vet and pay them! LOLOOLOL… Baby Bird (Tia, ya know, Tiago) is going in tomorrow to be fixed and I am pretty sure she has already been knocked up. I...


August 02, 2016

Update in Baddies

Jackson went to the vet and it turns out, he had only broken his toenail off, and it was still there, we just couldn’t see it for all the blood. Meanwhile, it looks as tho someone got murdered i...


Well, I did get some sleep, uh thankya! I slept well yesterday with a nap in the afternoon as well as today, same nap. :) Loving it! I am loving Archer’s new sleep schedule because he is olde...


Eludes me lately. And I know I am taking care of a baby, (Archer, kitten I am bottle feeding, who is now 1 month 6 days old!) but damn. I did not know it would be this bad. LOL. I feel for al...


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