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Umm… I know I haven’t written in like 42536 years. And I WILL be back soon, but there will be one major change, since my Mom currently knows my diary name, has her own, and violates my privacy. ...

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So, since I’m already here on this lappy with wordpad open, copying and saving info I need to know but never wanted to - imma kinda cheat and write an entry as well. Then yall can see what I le...

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Good stuff first: I always knew that the MS Society awesomely gave free cooling vests, etc. to people with the disease. But until last nite, I thought that you had to print a paper app and send i...

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I hate meetings! I hate anyone who has a program! To all those who come into contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering! Allow ...

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Days clean today! So much has happened since I wrote that last short excuse of an entry. So, so much. I’m not sure now or here is the time, however, but I am working on trying to make it back ...

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Hi! I missed yall sooooo much! I hope yall missed me! Here’s the deal, Imma be adding my back entries from the time I said I was leaving yall and hopefully my craptastic handwriting in my pape...

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I went with my Mom tonite to a semi-marathon run to Walmart. Got most of the stuff that is non-food to stock the house with while I will be gone. I already got her set on weed, and we get food ...

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That this will be another doozy of an entry and right after the last one, but I think this is bigger. My Wife and I have been together 17 years but this is the first time I am actually scared. ...

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What color is your mailbox? Black, and it has technical difficulties staying closed so my mail is always wet during rain. lol Are you single? Niope… not since I was a wee lassie of 18, in 20...

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Let’s start with the good shall we? Dr. Allison, for all the hell she put me thru by making me wait ohhh sooo long for hormones, has managed to cure me with the last surgery I had. I have no mor...

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I don’t even think we can help ourselves. LOL. We just got our money on the 3rd, and yes, we DID need some stuff, but anyway… we have already bought like, 5 things on Amazon and eBay. One, omg...

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ME. OMG I have nooo idea why this recovery has gone back like 10 steps today and decided to torture me with excruciating pain, but alas, that is where I sit. My 2 week post op is tomorrow with ...

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Yep, I am here. And here I shall stay. I haven’t decided yet if I am going to do hormones or not. I have to wait 21 days post surgery, which was on the 10th, to even start them if I decide to....

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I just won $200 Off the same scratch off ticket!!!!!!!! Here she is folks!: (No it is NOT a joke, we are BEYOND happy right now!) So in case some of yall can’t read it, or you are like me and ...

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This is just my FB status. I don;t have much more in me, and I am doped on xanax. Heh. 1/6/17 - What’s on my mind? Well, the fact that I am about to be a menopausal woman at 35, and it fuckin s...

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All sorts of good! I shall list them in order of good - ness. LOL I talked to Roger, my landlord, and he did agree to let us simply pay extra on rent in lieu of paying utilies! HUZZAH!!! I ca...

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Just got done puking. I am sooo hungover. What a looovely entry I blessed yall with on New Year’s Eve. LOLOL. I didn’t have a traditional hangover, I just think personally with all the probl...

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So I’m not AS oops drunk as I think I am. That didn’t make sense. Dammit my dogs want out. Umm… Yea, I’m not cut out for this drinking stuff. Wow. IO can still type well n stuff. Hmm… look a...

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I felt yucky today. Stomach issues, rotten egg burps, gas, you name it. I did NOT wanna leave the house. BUT, I had talked to my Mom last night and her and my stepdad had decided that the dog ...

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Ahhhhhhh.... LOL Clears throat Umm… so yea, be jolly, gotcha. It’s fuckin xmas. snarls Is it just because I have a bad brain now? I mean, I don’t even have kids that I have to make this sea...

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K, so this will be a quickie, since I haven’t gone to bed yet and it is 7:30am. lol. A. Talked to Roger yesterday, and he confirmed that we will not have to start paying utilities this month! ...

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Do you eat/drink in excess? Well, yes and no. Yes, sometimes I get in the mood to eat, and I will binge, especially if I have just stocked the house with food. But no, because most of the time ...

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Hiyah. I have been a little eh, well actually that kinda describes me just fine. Just eh. LOL. Not really interested in Facebook, or friends, or anything really. It’s all got to do with the ...

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Yea, we’re weird, and doing Thanksgiving now. LOL. We do that sometimes. I just had to get my brother to bring my Mom’s can opener to me so I could, ya know, open cans n shit. sighs. Other t...

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So, I decided to go to my six week post op checkup, because things weren’t feeling right. After a very painful physical exam, she sent me to ultrasound, which found two new cysts, one on each ov...

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