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Writing this in 2023, I am divorced with one daughter and three grandchildren - two girls and a boy ages 10, 8 and 4. I’m really lucky to live only half an hour away from them :) I am currently undergoing a horrible protracted withdrawal from Mirtazapine, an anti depressant. I was polydrugged in 2015 and became very ill from them to the point of being bedbound for months. I eventually realised the harm they were causing and came off 2 of them and am now on the last one.
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Problem is, the guy in charge of the sweet April showers in Scotland appears to have forgotten to have switched them off! I got my second vaccination on the 26th and had a similar reaction to th...
Jerusalema Family Style :) in Scottish Meanderings
It all started with Four posting a video of religious fraternities dancing to Jerusalema which had gone viral - initially in Ireland I believe but then all sorts of workgroups and other groups go...
In Like a Lion, Out Like A Lamb in Scottish Meanderings
I’m getting a haircut in a month’s time! Never did I think I would be starting a diary entry with that as the excitement of the month :) Although the question really is whether I'm going to last ...
For Want Of A Wiper in Scottish Meanderings
OMG it was sooooo nice to see the sun this week for a change! Sun and snowdrops - what could be better? I caught the last of the rays walking through a park in town this afternoon and the place...
Memories & Summer of 2020 in Scottish Meanderings
I almost thought I wasn’t going to get anything written in here this month because I had some really strange lurgy thing for weeks on end which mainly took the form of constant low grade nausea, ...
Trouble At t'Mill in Scottish Meanderings
I'm waaaaay behind on entries and have been ever since NoJoMo - my bookmarks regularly got up to 5 pages at that point and I thought after Christmas I would just spend extra time and catch up but...
School's A Lot Different These Days - Thank Goodness! in Scottish Meanderings
Is there anything more joyous than watching a child learn to read? I still find it amazing when Lily nonchalantly picks out which book she wants to read at bedtime - I don’t mean the one I’m awa...
And The Beat Goes on in Scottish Meanderings
I can't believe we're at the end of October already - despite the events of this year it does seem to have flashed past very quickly. Or maybe I'm just at that time of life! COVID Our numbers a...
Mother/Daughter Angst in Scottish Meanderings
I need to offload what’s happened between Nikki and I this month but I’m finding it really hard to do. So I think I might generalise to give the gist and maybe expand in my next entry depending ...
A Survey Doing The Rounds (with pics) in Scottish Meanderings
There's been a death in the family - the first of my generation - and it's rattled me - and Nikki pissed me off bigtime yesterday so I'm doing this survey instead. Might write about the other tw...
The One With All The Hugs! in Scottish Meanderings
Maybe don't read if you haven't hugged your grandchildren in a long time :) Things are slowly getting back to a new normal here as restrictions ease up in Scotland. Every week brings a little mo...
Yesterday and Today in Scottish Meanderings
Tuesday Yesterday you spoke to me pitifully. It's time. Yesterday you struggled to eat, walk, drink, sleep, sit, everything. And I knew. Yesterday I had to take you to the place you hate the mos...
A lovely tribute in Scottish Meanderings
Just wanted to share this. Heather is one of the daughters of my best friend - she’s a nurse and she posted this this morning. Isn’t that such a lovely thing to do for her? The funny thin...
Monthly Babble And A Survey in Scottish Meanderings
Who'd have thought we'd have reason to use these posters once again?? (and notice the price tag on it!) I'd heard rumours there was maybe going to be an easing of restrictions in the next week...
When You’re Trying Your Hardest To Be A YouTuber ...... in Scottish Meanderings
...... but your pesky little sister just keeps ...... I suspect she was responsible for that premature cutting out at the end as well. And don’t worry - Lily’s not doing anything with the vid...
Another New Addition and Illness in Scottish Meanderings
Baby Number 17 has been born in the family - Evangeline Grace Brown - born on the 16th February. (I’m very happy to see her first name has been shortened to Eva already). Look at this head of h...
2019 Year Survey in Scottish Meanderings
I really wanted to do the Decade entry because it’s been a pretty awful one all told but I think it would also help me get things in perspective. However it would take a lot of organisation, tim...
A Challenge for The Men (and Ladies) in Scottish Meanderings
I was out at Nikki’s last night and we finished our normal game of Scrabble earlier than usual - around 11.20 p.m. Normally it’s nearer midnight or 1 a.m. So we did something we haven’t done fo...
In Lieu Of A Proper Entry in Scottish Meanderings
I'm trying to keep up with all the Christmas preparations and the extra entries generated by NaNoJoMo - and failing miserably - so I went and added two new diarists to my list cos that’ll help!! ...
This, On The Other Hand, Is Very Definitely Fair! in Scottish Meanderings
There’s a Guardian Angel in my life. And his name is Karl. In summary: I was receiving a benefit called Employment Support Allowance - ESA (assistance for those who can’t work for one reason o...
This Just Isn't Fair! in Scottish Meanderings
I was so chuffed with myself at the beginning of the month because chronic fatigue keeps on slamming doors shut in my face and increasingly reducing my world to virtually nothing and I was beginn...
The Clonking Issue And Other Stuff in Scottish Meanderings
To e Or Not To e The title refers to a current problem of my nightly routine before I go to sleep - I pick up a book, get a few pages in and start to drift off, whereupon said book ‘clonks’ on to...
Just A Quickie For Those Who Know Jinn in Scottish Meanderings
Just doing a quick entry on behalf of Jinn. If anyone has had her as a friend/bookmark in the past, could you add her again please? She had to delete her diary recently so has created a new one...
Beside the Seaside, Beside The Sea in Scottish Meanderings
MondayI can’t believe I’ve gone all summer and not come down to the beach when it’s only a 20 minute drive away. And by that I mean the proper beach - on the sand, beside the sea - because sure ...
Summers of Yesteryear in Scottish Meanderings
Well that ear pain was absolutely horrendous and got worse, much worse, before it got better. Turned out it wasn’t an infection at all - it was literally just impacted ear wax - I say ‘just’ but...
