fly away butterfly
Sometimes you just feel like crawling in bed, underneath all the covers, and having a cry, a cry that is from the heart, and only you know why, and for that reason even you can not comprehend.
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You know i had this funny thought how we hold onto these notions, we believe the movies, the memes, the quotes that you can rebuild the shattered peices, of your heart, your soul, your being, tak...
I'm picking up what's left of me to find myself some type of peace in Just me
I don’t know what’s up with me. Ok i do ptsd but still. I shouldn’t have such high anxiety all over the kids mother coming to our house to drop the eldest daughters school books off, cause lord k...
Why do i keep hoping in Just me
Apparently life hasn't shit on me enough yet for me to give up hope and admit that this is as good as it gets. Like really how stupid can a person be shakes my head at myself Wanna know who cou...
The yearly letter in Just me
I knew it was about time for her (my so called mother) to write me again, unlike last year she didn't bother to disguise her handwriting and put a return address on it. Over the past three year...
Someone, somewhere better be laughing in Just me
The guy I mentioned in the last entry sent me a dozen roses on Vday and dumped me at lunch time on Vday lmao. "You'll find someone worthy of you, but it isn't me" Wanna know how god damn sick to ...
You can only take a chance in Just me
Shock horror the teacher I have three days actually offered to work one on one with the hard kid today. The first time ever. It could have perhaps been because earlier I said his constant clappi...
Work troubles in Just me
Work, oh my god work. While it may be my drug of choice to avoid anything emotional it is killing me this year. Skip if you like lol New class, new kids and not one but TWO new teachers. One h...
"you're so lucky you're single in Just me
and don't have to think about kids." Why yes that's exactly how I fucking feel. No really, thanks for pushing that dagger in. All I've wanted is kids and a husband. It was at the end of a lo...
I had my follow up appt with the specialist and had 4 more weeks off. All though our school year finishes in 2 weeks one day. He was a really nice Dr (and cute) and filled the work cover form ou...
The one week curse strikes again in Just me
I'm starting to get a complex and hate Tuesdays. So Allain came over sunday (after me not hearing from him from 3pm Saturday arvo even though he said he might come around, he worked till midnigh...
It's official in Just me
On Saturday (while he was at work) we decided to be official. I'm very comfortable with him. I've opened up to him about a lot of things easily and without being nervous about it. You can get a...
I don't usually have one man interested in me, let alone two. However within days of talking to one guy and hitting it off (from eharmony but lives in a different state) I hit it off with another...
I don't want to wake up from this tonight in Just me
Last night was a really bad night pain wise, I'm not sure why, but i'm tired and emotional today. I'm glad i'm going to my Dr as i'm going to demand stronger pain pills then just over the counte...
Maybe this'll let me sleep. Dear You, Master and owner my ass. Girl has you by the balls and I pity you cause bat shit crazy don't change Dear You, By trying to prove it all wrong you just ...
Pushing the pain in Just me
When I saw the specialist about my fractured elbow he said I should try and get it out of the sling as much as possible. But how much is too much. What's going to do more damage then good. I'm a ...
