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that anxiety thing in A new start
We all have anxiety of some sort. Even if it is very minimal. Most the time mine is good. Last week it hit hard. It hit in a bad way. I just wanted to run away and hide. I sit there going throug...
Another survey in A new start
provided by Josh Are you a cat person or a dog person? cat, but I have more dogs right now How many pets do you have? What are their names? 5 dogs; Sophia, Buster, Bastian, Mochi, and Pipsqueak, ...
I'm a cat person in A new start
No, no you aren’t. Especially if you don’t realize that a traumatized cat is going to hade for a good week. She is a pretty tame cat but even at home where she is comfortable she resides under th...
missing you, missing me in A new start
Today I think I feel a bit lonely. I’m missing friends that are gone, I guess long gone. I had to go into my husband’s work today to do a blood draw. I used to work there. I saw a couple familiar...
Maybe I took too long in A new start
After a week and a half or two weeks of going back and forth about the Albany job I finally responded. I figured out a way in my head to be able to handle it. I would have more time with my kids ...
Some decisions are hard to make in A new start
I have a job offer but it’s a 45 minute drive each way and they are 12 he shifts. I dunno if I want to do it. Am I just being a sissy about it? I’m not necessarily the best driver in weather.
Mother nature said wait... watch this in A new start
I live in Oregon. As many of you know, or maybe not, that we currently are burning. No we aren’t the only ones. If course not. The whole west coast is burning. I don’t know within how many miles ...
random words running through my head in A new start
I started working on Saturdays and Sundays. I work in a blueberry processing plant. It’s a decent job so far. I stand there and pick through berries to find good ones upon bad ones. You know nice...
I'm just curious in A new start
My mom asked me a question the other day and I’m just curious what other parents have decided. She asked me if my oldest has been vaccinated against HPV. She hasn’t yet. My mom and sister both ha...
Down it goes in A new start
After a lot of thought and back and fourth I have officially signed the document to take my house off the market. Of course the day my realtor responded to my text (a day after I sent it) he also...
I want to write... in A new start
…And there is so much to say but then again nothing to say all at once. I think I lat wrote after my dog passed away. They found nothing on the necropsy. No big surprise. I got her ashes back qu...
ugh... in A new start
I don’t really know why I am writing this, maybe for future records. So if something like this happens again I will know what to do. I am writing about this past week, though it may be difficult...
I try... in A new start
This week has been bad. Like really bad. Sunday I didn’t want to go to help my friend. Or I did but I didn’t want to drive. Too bad I had to drive. The husband brought home the truck I wasn’t rea...
quiet contemplation in A new start
I don’t feel as though I truly stress about money, we are doing ok this year. I mean I’m getting child support consistently from both fathers. However he isn’t working as much as he was last year...
suggestions, advice, whatever in A new start
The sale of our house fell through because it needed work. Quite a bit, I guess. I’ve come to the conclusion I have 3 options. option 1: take it off the market temporarily to redo the roof and fi...
One week post offer... in A new start
After a little back and fourth we had accepted and offer. Not as high as I wanted but it was something. Then came the park approval. After much back and forth with the managers that came. I was e...
Well... maybe... in A new start
We had two showings last week. The first one totally ghosted my realtor after. Oh well no big loss. The second one was Friday. They wanted a 7 pm showing, it was already 5:30. So I said sure and ...
well... in A new start
Nothing much has changed here. But then again why would it? Same routine every day. Some days we throw in a breakdown of sorts. Either mine or a child. The oldest is not enjoying distance learnin...
back to normal... kinda in A new start
My husband is a third shift worker normally but with this stuff going on he has changed shifts. He went from starting at 9 to starting at 4 so from grave to swing. Then a week later he was on day...
I hate this game! in A new start
The waiting game that is. Just decide if you want this house or another. I guess it wouldn’t be so bad if we had more showings. I want my house sold. Make me an offer.
Third times a charm, right? in A new start
We had a third showing today. It felt different prepping for it. The couple looked at three different houses, ours being the first. They liked our yard and are mulling over which to choose. Ours ...
indecisive in A new start
I went shopping today. I wasn’t in the mood. Barely bought a thing. Got home and amazon shopped. Still didn’t buy much. Just what I knew I wanted. It is shipping in three packages, all to arrive ...
Third times a charm? in A new start
Well, no not really. I guess it was a third of a sort. The third cancelled showing. We had a showing last night also. Kind of discouraging really. Only two successful showings in three months. Bo...
thought processing in A new start
I think I have decided on a couple things. The first thing is I need to talk to my friend and confirm all the house stuff. I know she says she is undecided but I want to get a more decisive answe...
I never really do this but I will this year in A new start
I have goals this year. Solid goals. There are goals that I have very little control over but still a goal. Goal 1: sell house Goal 2: buy/move into new house Goal 3: loose weight (20lbs or more...
