~Octopussy~ ⋅ 41 ⋅

Just an American living Bangkok and writing about all the inappropriate things that I somehow get roped into joining... I've been writing in blogs since 1999, so I'm fairly inconsistent. Sometimes I write a lot, sometimes I have nothing to say for months at a time, but I'm never gone, so just be patient and something new will come around.

The truth is of course is that there is no journey. We are arriving and departing all at the same time

David Bowie

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It's currently 3am and I'm awake because my sleep schedule was disturbed a few nights ago. There was a terrifying pounding on my window and when I opened it, there was a woman whom I didn't know ...


I have spent the last two weeks trying to scrounge enough money to pay my rent. What a spectacular start to a harrowing entry. It still hasn't really come together, but I'm close to pulling a r...


So a lot has happened since the last entry, but I really don't feel like writing all of it.  I'll just breeze through most of it. The last night for the karaoke night I've been going to since Ja...


I got really emotional when one of my roommates moved out.  Like seriously emotional, and that's when I realized that I have a lot of relationships that I perceive to be more than what they are.....


You know, for some reason, a lot of people from deep into my past are moving to Los Angeles and I'm really excited about it. Joy has been a friend of mine for nine years and I really adore her p...


I was walking on air for the next several days, I can't really explain it but that lucky feeling just kept me going through any foibles that were made over the next several days.  However, my goo...


In my devastation, I was not really wanting to go out and party too much.  My mental state on the inside, despite the brave front I was putting on, was actually quite dire.  Keeping step with the...


I spent most of the weekend trying to just get through everything that had happened.  The dire predictions of everyone in my life did nothing to alleviate my anxiety about the loss of my keys, th...