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I am honest, blunt and sometimes selfish. I have dealt with migraines for the last 20 years. Recently developed a whole slew of other things that were being masked by medications I was taking that did not help the migraines. Rheumatoid Arthritis and Trigeminal Neuralgia. I don't tolerate ignorance AT ALL.

The odd thing about this form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many ... somethings. So thank you.

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August 29, 2020

1-800-BAR-NONE in Thirty-Five

In other words, “I’ve got a car!” lol i doubt anyone remembers those commercials. hahaa but at any rate, after wednesdays fiasco with the car being a piece of shit and then having our money sto...


I am pissed to the point that I don’t even fucking care anymore. I’m so over this fucking bullshit. So I’m out $120 and I still don’t have a fucking car. Big deal right. Ugh. First of fucking ...


Good morning everyone, how are we all doing today? We’ve got a busy week ahead of us. I gotta make a couple phone calls this morning. First one to my hand specialist that i need to get in to se...


July 28, 2020

*Huge Sigh* in Thirty-Five

I’m exhausted today, but I’ve been up since 5:30 or so. My sleep schedule is so fucked up lol. I have maybe one night a week or every other week where I’m up for 24-38 hours. It’s usually a d...


July 06, 2020

Happy Bee Daye in Thirty-Five

Today is Randy’s birthday!! WOOO!! 34. Hah, I’ll be 36 in a few months. He talked to the meat manager at Safeway and told him, “My birthday is Monday, I want you to find two of the best stea...


June 27, 2020

That One Guy in Thirty-Five

I’ll just preface this by saying that some of you know or may remember who Joseph is or was. But those of you that don’t, I met Joseph on Yahoo! Messenger back in 2004 when I was living in Denve...


June 27, 2020

Howdy friendsa in Thirty-Five

Don’t ask about the title because i have no clues. I don’t have a lot to say today. Haven’t been up to much. It feels like it’s been weeks since I wrote but yet nothing has happened really I ...


June 18, 2020

UP Dating in Thirty-Five

Whats going on my PB family. Hope you’re all enjoying your Thursday afternoon? Tucson is back under a mandatory mask in public order. We’ve had 2500 new cases in the last two days. So, just l...


June 04, 2020

Does It Matter? in Thirty-Five

This might be long, please bear with me. I’ll say this once, if you support the killing of any and all LOE due to the circumstances and are part of the ACAB “movement” then you can go and get fuc...


June 02, 2020

ES&D in Thirty-Five

I’m struggling to find my words today. I cried the hardest I have in a really long time yesterday. Four years ago, I went to sleep, after seeing my mom begrudgingly eat an orange slice with an “a...


Hey everyone how are we all doing this evening? I’m kinda just resting here listening to some music and hanging out in the computer room. Randy is playing Far Cry 5 or something like that? I d...


Hope all of you Mother’s out there are having a good day! I wish I could wish my mom a Happy Mother’s Day with a phone call. But I can’t. So Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day, mom. I don’t have an...


So.... It’s almost 5 am and I haven’t gone to sleep yet. I have said that probably a million times in the last x amount of years that I have been writing here. But yeah I dunno, just one of th...


April 25, 2020

Gimme The Cassshhhhh in Thirty-Five

If anyone can tell me what the title is from WITHOUT looking it up (but how will i know) i’ll send you a cookie. LOL It’s one of my all time favorite movies. How are we all doing today? Yesterd...


April 23, 2020

I Had It in Thirty-Five

There’s a more positive entry one back if you want to skip this one. I have literally cooked 90% of the meals for the last 6 weeks. Done most of the laundry and dishes. I have tended to, fed,...


April 23, 2020

I'll Stay With You in Thirty-Five

Howdy my friends, whats going on here today? I’m patiently waiting for my monies to come still lol. Hopefully tomorrow. We’ve already set up a budget for the next few months so hopefully it’ll ...


April 21, 2020

*record scratch* in Thirty-Five

…on the money for a little bit. I swear you guys lol. It’ll be here by the end of the week. My cousin called me kind of in a panic so I though I had jumped the gun but depositing the check ye...


April 20, 2020

I Have A What? in Thirty-Five

My cousin Mike called me last week. It was early ish. Around 930 am. I was awake, since I’ve been getting up around 8 or so every morning for weeks now. Anyway a lot of times he’ll randomly ca...


THESE WILL BE LONG ENTRIES This first part tells how exactly the circumstances led up to mine and Randy’s meeting, but without Randy’s part just yet, because that is MUCH longer (LOL no pun inten...


April 18, 2020

Vieja Pendeja in Thirty-Five

…is what my mom would say, in reference to my MIL. (literally means old asshole) So real quick, let me backtrack for those of you that may be new to the party. My mother in law hates me because...


April 15, 2020

Non-Stimulated in Thirty-Five

I realized something the other day. I haven’t worked since 2013. I filed for disability in April and fought for it until September of 2015. Randy claimed me for 2013 and 2014 on his taxes, then ...


Good evening my friends how are we all doing this monday evening. It’s 5pm. We’re waiting for some food from Jersey Mike’s to be delivered. This is one of the very few things I miss about livi...


April 02, 2020

These Afternoons in Thirty-Five

Whats up bitchessssssss? Sorry, But really what have you all been up to these days? I need to get a handle on my laundry and just my house in general ugh. The whole spring cleaning bug is abou...


March 26, 2020

Sir-Vey in Thirty-Five

01. Favourite childhood memory? I think some of the best times we had were going to my dad’s company picnics. He worked for the huge open pit copper mine in Bayard, NM, owned by Phelps Dodge at ...


March 17, 2020

First Off in Thirty-Five

I just wanted to share this thing my brother shared with us all on Facebook. I shared it on there, but for those in the back that might not have me on FB. My brother is a Doctor of Public Health...


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