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I paid my Comcast bill today. I left $160 in the bank. It only came to $149. This means I will have $11 extra. That will make $23 free and clear. I started saving $20 a month for the next eye exa...

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I missed an entry yesterday. There was nothing much to write about. Worker came yesterday. She went to the store for me. I needed some margarine. She also stopped at Tudor’s Biscuit World. I boug...

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I got out of my box again today. Case manager picked me up at 9. We went to the bank. I got my Social Security check. I left $160 in checking to pay for Comcast. Also got a money order for my re...

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I’ve been up since 4am. I feel better today than I did yesterday. I got up had my coffee and did a lot of reading in my book Creation of the American Republic 1776-1787 by Gordon S Wood. I read a...

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I had a very bad day yesterday. I had to go out. and a loty of times I really hated leaving my apartment. The lady at the bank was rude to me. She gave me a very dirty look. The van driver never ...

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I made it out of my box and back home. Connie, the van driver, picked us up at 9:30 She drove up town to the city garage where she got some gas. Then we went to the bank.. I took out my $94 and t...

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I had a bad night. I was up and down a lot. I woke up around 2 this morning and couldn’t get back to sleep. Then when I did get some sleep I had the weirdest dream about Donald Trump I was some k...

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I haven’t had much to write about the last couple of days. My mood has been relatively stable. I have not been depressed. Still feel very tired but that is par for the course Life has been good e...

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I have been kind of depressed since yesterday afternoon. It all started when I was going over my budget for October . I thought that without a computer payment I would have extra money. But after...

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I hadthis very long and very vivid dream . I was living in Follansbee. I got laid off from the mill. I was very sick and on meds. Doctors said I should not be working but I still tried to work. I...

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I have been having a few good days. I have not been depressed. Usually I get down in the dumps at the end 0of the month This is not the case. I might be broke but I have everything I need. I have...

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I have a worker that comes in and fixes breakfast for me and cleans. I love pancakes and she usually fixes pancakes for me. Problem is I have them almost every day. They also make me sick. I had ...

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I didn’t feel like writing yesterday. I got u[ early at 3 and spent a lot of time reading my book History of the Creation of the American Republic by Gordon S Wood. I remember reading one chapter...

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I got up early today. I had my morning coffee and do not fee so tired and sluggish this morning. I spent a lot of time reading in Creation of the American Republic 1776-1787 by Gordon S Wood. I a...

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Well it Is Monday morning. I am up. Feel kind of tired and sluggish. I had two cups of coffee this morning and that didn’t even phase me. For some reason reason I don’t want to get going today. B...

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I slept pretty good last night. I was up at 3 went back to bed. I was up for good at 6. I had my daily ration of coffee I feel fairly perky and upbeat today. I did some reading in new book Creati...

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I went to bed early last night. I got up at 4. I had a bad bout of depression yesterday afternoon. I was thinking about finance nd ruminating about the fact that it is the middle of the month an...

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I am feeling kind of down today. Depression is back with a vengeance. I’m tryining to think what triggered it this time. I try to pay close attention to my thoughts and feeoings since I know my t...

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I have been sleeping pretty good last few days. Last night I went to bed early around 8:30 I was up at 4 this morning. I am getting in to my new book Creation of the American Republic 1776-1787 b...

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Yesterday was a wash out. I felt like crap all day. I was so tired and groggy . I tried all day to sleep but could not sleep a wink. I mostly laid on my couch I couldn’t sleep. I was so tired I c...

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Well I was up all night. When I get like this I lie real still on my couch. I try not to think of anything. This is how I calm myself down. I was hoping to dose off but I didn’t sleep a wink. I ...

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Well it is 3:30. I’ve been up all night. I was so tired and sluggish throughout the day. I perked up after dinner. I was really keyed up for while but managed to calm down. I felt very anxious ...

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I was up early today. Normally I spend the morning reading. But for some reason I haven’t been able to get into my new book. I just haven’t felt like reading. I wasted time this morning drinking ...

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I did something really stupid last night. I boiled some water in a pan for hot cereal. I forgot to turn off the burner. Jesus I could have set off the fire alarm. I did this around 10 and if you ...

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My case manager came yesterday afternoon. We talked for about an hour. I told her what happened last Thursday morning. She asked me what triggered the depressive spell. I said I felt pretty good ...

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