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Well my worker came today As promised she took me to Tudors. We had breakfast. She had toast and scrambled eggs. I had two Ron Biscuits and orange juice., They were pretty busy when we were insi...

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I survived the weekend. t I got to watching tv. I was watching one of my favorite shows called My Haunted House. It was really kind of creepy and scary. I love to watch things about the paranorm...

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I am up and in one piece. I am thankful for that. I have a lot of things to be grateful for . 1 1 have a nice apartment. 2 I have money for meds. 3 I have food to eat. 4 I have clothes to wear. 5...

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The dreaded weekend is here . I hate weekends. I plan on doing a lot of reading over the weekend. I want to finish my book The Faith A History of Christianity I already got another book lined u...

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I am feeling better. I woke up this morning at 3 Went to bed early and slept good. I feel refreshed. I am not thinking or dwelling on crap. I had a lot of therapy in rational behavioral therapy....

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Today was a very bad day . I was so depressed. I laid on the couch most of the afternoon. I didn’t read too much. I couldn’t concentrate. I kept thinking about crap and couldn’t get the thoughts ...

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It is 8am. I don’t know what hit me this morning. I feel so down right now. I was doing fine when I first work up. Depression is back with a vengeance. That is how things work I guess. I can be g...

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I survived another day. My worker came yesterday. She had to leave early said she had a doctor’s appointment. I said that was ok. I spent most of the day reading. I’m really getting into my book...

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Well I survived another day. Worker came yesterday. She did laundry. We were talking about the 3rd. She was going to take me to Gabes in Weirton. She said she knows they have pants in my size. ...

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My worker came yesterday. She took me to Wal Mart. I bought some groceries. Order came to more than I was to spend. Oh well I have plenty of food. After that we stopped at Tudors I got a Ron Bisc...

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I’ve been going over my credit card transactions. Balance is pretty high but not as bad as last month. I bought a lot of books this months a total of six. I spent $54.94 on books alone. I did m...

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I survived Sunday. I didn’t go out of my apartment. I didn’t watch tv. I didn’t talk to a single soul; yesterday. I read all day. I got through two long chapters of mt book. Very good book. I di...

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Well I am up It is 5:30 I slept good last night with no weird dreams. I think the long bout of depr4essiopn has lifted. Sometimes it hits me and I go down pretty quick,. But most of the time I s...

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I am feeling pretty good today. I am not depressed not thinking about crazy stuff I have been doing a lot of reading. I’m still reading The Faith: A History of Christianity by Brian Moynaham. I w...

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It is the weekend. I always get more depressed on the weekend. I don’t know why because Saturday and Sundays are just another day. Anyways I am up. I athankful that I am blessed with another day...

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Well I am up. I slept in today just woke up. I saw Chocolatechip yesterday afternoon. She called me and wanted to know if she could come up and use the computer. I said sure you are always welcom...

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I got out of my apartment for a little bit. My worker came today. She took me to Tudors bought two Ron Biscuit enough to fill me up. I felt better after I had something to eat . Food always makes...

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It is 5am I went to bed early I had some weird dreams. I was dreaming that I and my daughter were up in this one town in Ohio. We had to take the bus home. We were at the bus station an got our t...

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Well I am up . I didn’t do a lot yesterday. I didn’t even bother to dress or shower. I didn’t leave my apartment. What I did do was read. I read all day. I am still reading The Faith: A History...

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I went to bed early last night. I watched the news and a little bit of Jeopardy. I turned off the tv and read for a while. I must have fallen a sleep early I have been up since one Life is good I...

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It is 11:20 am. Kelly my worker came. She did a good job in cleaning my apartment. My place was in fairly good shape. She ran the sweeper, did a few dishes and took out the trash. Shegot my mail ...

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I am up I’m not so bright eyed and bushy tailed but I am up. I’m grateful for another day. Yesterday afternoon turned out to be a good day. I did a lot of reading. I was really engrossed in my n...

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Went to bed way early last night I just woke up. I pulled myself out of the depressive mood I was in yesterday. I watched a lot of tv in the afternoon. I was watching a few history shows on AHC. ...

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I am feeling better. I was in a very dark place this morning. But I’m feeling better. Been watching a lot of tv programs on AHC They were playing this one program called Codes and Conspiracies. O...

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I was thinking about my last entry. I said I was not going to dwell on Chocolatechip. I said that I was not sure I would take her back. Since that entry I have done nothing but think about her. ...

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