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August 14, 2017

Monday Morning in New Diary

I had a good weekend. I saw a lot of Chocolatechip . She was up Saturday and Sunday. She wanted to use the computer. I shared a pizza with her on Saturday. Yesterday I ordered subs from Fox’s We ...


August 13, 2017

Sunday Morning in New Diary

Yesterday turned out to be a good day. I did a lot of reading early in the morning. Best part of the day was I saw Chocolatechip She called around 11:30 and wanted to come up and use the computer...


August 12, 2017

Saturday Morning in New Diary

Went to bed early I had a hard time falling a sleep. I woke up at 3 this morning feeling kind of groggy. I will be ok after a good cup of coffee. Life is good. The dreaded weekend is upon us. I ...


August 11, 2017

Friday Morning in New Diary

I had a good day yesterday. I was getting a little bit anxious about going out . I didn’t want to see my new doctor at Healthways. But I got that under control by reading. I really got involved i...


August 10, 2017

Thursday Morning in New Diary

It is 2 am . It looks like I’m up for good I did not feel too good yesterday. I’m still having trouble with heartburn. My worker Kelly came yesterday. She was telling me that I might have an int...


August 09, 2017

Wednesday Morning in New Diary

I had a terrible night. I had very bad heartburn. I threw up twice. It was very painful. Every time I lied down it would flair up Consequently I didn’t sleep very well. I am beyond tired. I feel...


August 08, 2017

Tuesday Morning in New Diary

I am up. I slept good last night. I went to bed early and got up around 4 I didn’t want to get up that early so I tried to go back to sleep. It did not work. I did a lot of reading yesterday. I ...


August 07, 2017

Monday Morning in New Diary

I survived the weekend. Sunday was good. it was nice and relaxing because I read most of the day. I had problems in the evening, Heartburn acted up after I finished off the last of the potato sal...


August 06, 2017

Sunday Morning in New Diary

I slept pretty good last night. I went to bed early and slept in until 7 I feel so much better Life is good I was thinking of something my case manager said. I had to fill out a form when she wa...


August 05, 2017

Saturday Afternoon in New Diary

This has been one hell of a day. My anxiety has been through the roof. it was so bad yesterday. I kept worrying about that damned Comcat bill. I kept checking my account and they said I still owe...


August 04, 2017

Exchange Day in New Diary

Well I got my check yesterday. Kelly came. First stop was the bank. I got my check and money order for the rent. Then we went to Gumby’s I got two carton of Deans . Then we went to Wal Mart. Thin...


August 03, 2017

Thursday Morning in New Diary

Well today I get my Social Security check. I will be going to the bank and Wal Mart Going out is causing me a little bit of anxiety. Also worried that my worker wont show up. It is imperative th...


August 02, 2017

Wednesday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up and blessed with another day. Life is good. My worker came yesterday. I was really hungry. I asked if she coul take me to Tudors. I bought a Ron Biscuit.. She talked non stop the w...


August 01, 2017

Tuesday Morning Part 2 in New Diary

I’ve been sitting in front of the computer since I woke up. I feel really bad this morning. I feel so depressed. I can’t seem to get motivated. Anxiety is a bit high. I have to leave my apartment...


August 01, 2017

Tuesday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up. I got kind of depressed yesterday afternoon. I was feeling like shit. I don’t know what brought this on. I wasn’t thinking about any particular thing. My mood was fairly stable in ...


July 31, 2017

Monday Morning in New Diary

I survived the weekend. Sunday was a much better day. I did a lot of reading in my book. I was able to relax and concentrate I was not too depressed. I had a good day. Chocolatechip came up....


July 30, 2017

Sunday Morning in New Diary

I survived Saturday. I was really depressed Saturday morning. I am feeling a little bit better today. I listened to Celtic Women on You Tube all morning. That helped with the depression and anxie...


July 29, 2017

Saturday Morning in New Diary

It is Saturday. I got to survive another weekend. Depression always gets worse on the weekends. I have two full days to get through without anyone to talk too,. This really sucks. I don’t bother ...


July 28, 2017

Friday Morning Part 2 in New Diary

I have been trying to figure out what I have been going through this past month. I have been grieving. I experienced a great loss over the break up. Grieving is a process. I learned this by looki...


July 28, 2017

Friday Morning in New Diary

I really had a shitty day yesterday. I didn’t do a lot of reading. I played endless computer games and watched tv. I was so hungry. I ordered subs from Fox’s Pizza I watched the news and Jeopar...


I am no doing very well this morning. I feel kind of depressed, I’ve been thinking about some things that are not doing me any good. I think I’m kind of angry. I don’t know what i’‘m mad about b...


July 27, 2017

Thursday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up. Went to bed early got up at 3 this morning. I had some weird dreams. I remember this one dream. I was working as an accountant /bookkeeper for this one company. I was going over the...


July 26, 2017

Wednesday Morning in New Diary

I survived another day. I got some sleep last night. I didn’t have any nightmares. I am up and feeling a lot better this morning. I am back to my usual self. I am in a predicament I am reading ...


July 25, 2017

Tuesday Morning in New Diary

I’ve been up since 4:30. I got some sleep last night But I had some really bad nightmares. I remember dreaming I turned into the devil. I was going to drive everyone insane kill them and destroy ...


July 24, 2017

Monday Evening in New Diary

It is 10:30pm. I can’t sleep. I feel kind of agitated and can’t settle down I don’t know what got into me tonight. I usually get to bed around 8. I hope to God I don’t pull an all nighter. I did...


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