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Well I am u0 and faced with another day. I will not let depression and anxiety ruin this day. I have tooo many things good in my life to let that shit happen. Always remember the positives. 1 I h...

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I am doing a lot better today. Life is good. I do not know what hit me over the weekend. Saturday anxiety was through the roof. Then on Sunday I felt so depressed . Chocolatechip came up to see m...

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I was having thoughts of suicide yesterday. They were fleeting and passed. I was thinking some very bad thoughts. Mostlly I thought that I was no good and a complete failure. I was thinking tha...

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I had a very bad day yesterday. Depression and anxiety were very high. I felt so anxious all day. I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular. I just felt very bad. I took an anxiety pill yest...

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Well Friday morning went ok up to a point. I was up early last night. I took an anxiety pill. I made it to the bank and Wal Mart. I I was doing ok in Wal Mart. Then I ran into this couple who use...

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I am up. I had some weird dreams. I was dreaming that Nazis were after me. I don’t remember too much about it. It woke me up a couple of times. Then when I went back to sleep I think the same dr...

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My worker reported off sick today. I have been spending the extra time reading and browsing books. I would love to be able to buy one more book. It is only $3.99 but I dare not put any more charg...

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This is the last day of the month. Yay. I will be getting my check tomorrow. I can’t wait I will be getting out of my apartment going to the bank and Wal Mart. I am not too worried about going ou...

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I slept fairly good last night. I had some strange dreams. I was dreaming about being in an accounting class. The teacher was up there and for the life of me I couldn’t understand what she was sa...

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I am really not doing very well. I feel very down this morning. I don’t know what hit me. I guess I am in a shitty mood. Thinking about going out on the first and I’m already getting anxious abou...

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I had a really bad night with nightmares. I woke up a couple times from them. I remember one time I woke up screaming you worthless piece of shit. I do not remember these dreams and i’m, kind of ...

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Well I survived the weekend. I am happy it is Monday. I had a pretty good one with no depression or anxiety. I was upset with what Chocolatechip was telling me. She had this one friend in the bu...

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I had a good day yesterday. I wa s up early I read most of the morning. Then Chocolatechip called She wanted to walk down to the Salvation Army. It is sort of a bad neighborhood and was wonderin...

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I am up and above the dirt. I had a really bad day yesterday. I felt very anxious in the evening. I had a hard time settling down for the night. I laid on my couch hugging a pillow and eventuall...

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Well I am back. I have been sitting in front of the computer I am feeling kind of down this morning. I do not know what hit me. I was ok when I got up and then all of a sudden my mood took a down...

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Well it is a new day. I am glad to be above the dirt. I had a good day yesterday. I had a little bit of anxiety. I was kind of worried about how I’m going to get to Gumby’s. I called Healthways. ...

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I am above the dirt. Life is good. I’ve been feeling pretty good lately. I found out I still have money in my bank. I am not broke and it is the nearing the end of the month. I am going to hang o...

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Yesterday was a sad day. I was on Facebook and I fund out that one of my nephews who lives in New Jersey died. He was my brother’s oldest son. I do not know any particulars since we do not talk. ...

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Monday was ok. A terrible event happened in my local area yesterday. I live across the river from Steubenville. Yesterday morning a judge was shot five times in front of the Jefferson County Cour...

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I missed a day yesterday. Sunday was kind of doles. I was very worried about Chocolatechip. She has been very depressed. She was better yesterday and seems to be back to her 9old self. She has...

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Well my worker came yesterday. Things were a bit crazy.. To make a long story short I do not qualify for the waver program. They were telling me that the program is for people who are mobility i...

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I am up and blessed with another day. I had a good day yesterday. I read most of the day. I wasn’t thinking about anything. I wasn’t depressed or anxious. I just enjoyed my time with my book. I...

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It is good to be alive. I am up. I had a good day yesterday. I just chilled out. Kelly didn’t come. She called me and said her car was in the garage. I felt a little sick at my stomach. In the af...

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Well I am up and in one piece. I made it to my doctor’s appointment. I am proud to say I lost six pounds. The checked my vitals and everything was ok. He came in and asked a few questions. He ask...

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I had a few moments of depression yesterday. I don’t think I was depressed just sad. I was missing Chocolatechip. I didn’t see her yesterday. There is a big difference between depression and just...

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