John62
Entries 391
Page 12 of 16
I find it hard to believe that Thanksgiving is a few days away. It seems to be that were just enjoying the nice warm days of summer. Time seems to be going so fast. I keep asking myself where doe...
Sunday morning in New Diary
I had a good day yesterday My fiancé fixed a wonderful dinner We had chicken, mashed potatoes stuffing and yams. This was our Thanksgiving dinner. Then on turkey day we are going to go to the Se...
It has been a long time since I wrote anything. I just didn’t have anything to wrote about. I come here vent But t things have been going so good I do not have anything to complain about. I had a...
I had a weird dream last night. I was dreaming that I wrote a check and then found out I didn’t have the money to cover it. I was in Steubenville and kept trying to come up with way to cover the ...
. I had trouble with heart burn last night . It was very painful. Also I thought I was going to throw up a few times. Fortunately, I am feeling a little better now. My anxiety was a little high....
I got food from the Community Bread Basket. I got a good hall\I kept some of it and gave most of it to my fiancé. I just didn’t have room on in my fridge. This required me to leave my apartment. ...
Wednesday Afternoon in New Diary
I do not know what is wrong with me today. I just can’t get going. I feel kind of down today. Along with depression anxiety is high. As usual I am worried about my budget . I’m worried about my ...
Yesterday turned out to be a shitty day. My girlfriend was without the use of a toilet for most of the day. The lady at the office “Alice” was playing with her head. She said that maintenance wou...
Tuesday Morning in New Diary
It has been awhile since I wrote anything. Things have been going pretty good. Depression on a scale of one to ten would be a one. I haven’t been bothered too much with anxiety or paranoia. I st...
This is one of those days where I wish I could stay in bed. I slept in today and then I woke up around 8 with an excruciating pain in my leg. It felt like somebody hit it with a hockey stick or ...
I ordered from Foxe’s Pizza last night. I bought two steak and cheese subs. Shouldn’t have done that but it was hard to cook anything without water. There was a water line break down the street. ...
I had a good night last night. I must have went to bed early. I was watching a good show on a PBS channel and must have fallen a sleep. I had a good nights sleep with no nightmares or weird dream...
Another day is here. I am in good spirits. I was supposed to go to a doctor’s appointment today but somehow missed my ride. My case manager is going to make another appointment for me. It was sup...
Monday Morning in New Diary
I had a terrible night. I couldn’t sleep; Then I was having trouble with bloating. It was painful. I didn’t get to sleep until around 3 am. I had a productive night I read a chapter in my book ab...
Sunday Morning in New Diary
I didn’t want to wake up this morning. I kept waking up and going back to bed. I was up for good at 8. I felt a little down this morning. Depression was rearing its ugly head. I am doing ok now b...
Saturday morning in New Diary
I slept in today. It is Saturday. I am doing a lot better on the new med. Depression is down to 1 along with anxiety and paranoia. I feel like my old self. Best thing about that is I am able to...
I had a bad night . I had stomach problems and almost vomited a couple of times. I couldn’t sleep as well. I was supposed to go shopping today but slept in. Think I will cancel and go next week ...
Thursday Afternoon in New Diary
I am not doing very well. Depression is down but anxiety is very high. On a scale of one to ten I would rate the anxiety a five. I went outside for a little bit and couldn’t wait to get back in m...
Thursday Afternoon in New Diary
I am not doing very well. Depression is down but anxiety is very high. On a scale of one to ten I would rate the anxiety a five. I went outside for a little bit and couldn’t wait to get back in m...
Thursday Afternoon in New Diary
I am not doing very well. Depression is down but anxiety is very high. On a scale of one to ten I would rate the anxiety a five. I went outside for a little bit and couldn’t wait to get back in m...
Thursday Morning in New Diary
I have a wonderful fiancé. She is very loving, kind, patient. She is the perfect woman. We live in an apartment building where people treat her like shit. Case in point there was this elderly wom...
On Credit Cards in New Diary
I updated my Barnes and Noble account. I made my new credit card the default payment. I am sweeting bullets because I want to buy Harper Lee’s new novel Go Set a Watchman. I almost caved in. They...
Wednesday Morning in New Diary
I might not be running but I am up so that is half the battle. Got up at 6 this morning. I had a good night last night. Fiancé and I sat outside after supper. It was a nice day but very hot. I to...
Tuesday Afternoon in New Diary
This has been a bad day. How would I rate my depression? I think it is a five on a scale of one to ten. Paranoia is also high rating as a five along with anxiety. I didn’t leave my apartment all ...
Tuesday Morning in New Diary
Well, I am up and faced with another day. Life is good, I think. I am saying this because the depression is a little high. On a scale of one to ten I would rate it as a 3. Think I am depressed b...
