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I'm Lucky!!! in Every day life
I can't begin to tell you how much I'm enjoying Bug being home. I've got to spend some one on one time with her. We've attempted to go to the movies twice, but never made it. Yesterday we went...
Weighing heavy on my mind... in Every day life
Originally written in November 2014 The possibility of having my leg amputated. My husband doesn't understand and doesn't support the decision to have my leg amputated He doesn't understand ho...
Stolen Tree in Every day life
We have what I call a Charlie Brown tree this year. Usually we have it downstairs in the den and never gets decorated. But last year I got mad at our bigger tree and threw it away. So this yea...
ONE MORE DAY in Every day life
My oldest daughter flies in tomorrow. I can hardly wait to see Bug again. I haven't seen her since June. It's been hard letting go, but she's doing great in school. Next semester she'll be li...
I graduated from group therapy yesterday. I'm happy and sad at the same time that it's over. Sad because it gave me a reason to shower and dress in the morning...somewhere to go with a purpose....
Sunday in Every day life
It's December already. Time is flying by. Bean's slumber party is in less than a week. So far only 3 girls have RSVP'd...out of 10 invited. I know it's December, but jeez. Even if it's just ...
My nose is cold in Every day life
You'd think we're in winter here. It's cold and my nose is cold. We did Christmas from Mema and Papa this evening. LT got a giant Star Wars Lego and Bean got roller skates. LT has spent hours...
D & update on recovery in Recovery
I'm worried sick over D. She's not answering her phone and the last message from her she sounded like she was at the end of her rope. My instinct tells me she's either attempted suicide or has ...
To amputate or not in Every day life
Went for 3rd opinion yesterday. He told me the exact same thing as 2nd opinion told me, only was more blunt. Told me my weight plays a factor in things. That I should have had the gastric bypass ...
Almost Done in Recovery
Today was supposed to be my last full day and then I'd go to half days. But motherhood comes first. My last day should be the 21st or 22nd. Recovery is going well. In the suicide lecture God ...
Yup, it's November in Every day life
So, Halloween has come and gone. The holidays have officially begun. My parents will be here on the 21st. Looking forward to their visit. They plan on staying thru Bean's birthday. Exactly a...
Big Decision in Every day life
My doctor has suggested amputating my right leg from just below the knee down. Back story. 28 years ago I was 15 and stupid. I was in a car accident that almost killed me. For the first coupl...
Lost track of days...middle of 2nd week in Recovery
Today was a lot of fun in class. Each of us took turns standing in front of the class while our classmates called out "nice" words. The word "tease" was mentioned for all of us as a joke that I...
Day 7...I wrote him a letter. in Recovery
I've been wanting to talk to hubby about all the things I wrote about in my last entry, but was afraid to bring it up. So, I copied and pasted it to an email and wrote a few paragrahs before han...
Day 6 of Recovery in Recovery
Rehab is getting easier. I'm starting to talk in group, give my input, and ask questions. Today I actually brought up the topic of honesty, trust, and forgiveness. I'm still struggling over Hu...
I am finally starting to open up during group. I had been just sitting back and observing. One of my fellow loons got me to talking and before I knew it she was hearing the root of my depressio...
Can someone tell me how to delete this diary and profile?
