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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Don't Feel Too Great in Hello
Woke up today with a thirst 1,000 lakes wouldn’t cure. Bit of a headache and soreness all over. Had to stop and actually remember if I drank last night or not. (I didn’t. 20+ days now.) That ...
I CAN WALK! in Hello
Sorta… No crutches but still a noticeable stiffness/fluid build up/limp. I did manage to crash yesterday morning after waking myself up. Watched Looney Toons while puffing on the vape. Got ston...
Was sound asleep and rolled over, accidentally bumping the sore knee. Now I’m wide awake. 🤕🤒 It is getting better, just slowly. 2:24 AM, ugh! Every now and then I’ll browse the On-demand menu...
Dystopian Video Game Has Me Thinking End Times in Hello
Still laid up, not hurting AS bad and it seems a smidge less swollen. So…guess I’ll keep taking that turmeric. Fifteen Million Plastic Bags By Adrian Mitchell I was walking in a government wareh...
Tired Of This Nonsense in Hello
Walking with crutches is more exhausting than an actual work out. Eff this. Yeah, knee still hurts and is still swollen. I got some turmeric supplements last night ‘cause apparently they’re good...
Only An Addict Knows in Hello
I once heard a song about it never rains in Southern California I once saw a band play at the farm sober, I hadn’t had a drink Like cleaning gums or hugging bums or doing something that you kno...
Ibuprofen Idiosyncrasy in Hello
I popped four ibu’s last night before I fell asleep and woke up to a less swollen knee. I’m just gonna have to take it real easy for now. Met with Russel Crumbley today of the law firm of Crumbl...
This Fucking Sucks in Hello
Got the steroid shot Monday. Swelling and pain have come back in my knee. I’m using my crutches to get around now. 😬
Spent most of the day in jail. Soon as my booking came through I was out within an hour, prior to the four I had already spent there. Arraignment tomorrow at 8:30 AM. Plead not guilty then off ...
Off To Jail in Hello
First lunch Then the bail bondsman Then I’m turning myself in now that I’ve got the money Wish me luck.
Back To The Doc in Hello
It’s 12:39 AM My left knee is swollen like a softball. I’ve had a tendonitis flare up before but never this bad. The topical gel the doc recommended isn’t working neither is ibuprofen. I’m gon...
Correction On The Accident in Hello
I’m the cause of the accident by running a red light.
R.I.C.E. Method in Hello
Rest, Ice, Compression, Elevate I didn’t get a shot from the doc but a prescription for an arthritis gel. Luckily they have an over the counter one that was under $10. So, I’m on the couch, le...
Wizard's Dungeon (4:04 AM) in Hello
Spider-Man: No Way Home is on. This is the second Marvel movie I’ve watched tonight. Avengers Endgame was on much earlier. To everyone who offered comfort in my last entry, thank you. I am goi...
Guess I Am Stupid in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Last Sunday, after a night of heavy drinking, I took took the last few shots of vodka, in the morning. I was going to Circle K for a Mt. Dew Icee when I hit someone who ran a red light. I fled t...
My left knee is swollen and hurts bad. Tendonitis. Goldfinger is on TV. Near the end where he gets sucked out of the plane window. How the Hell did they get away with naming a character Pussy G...
Happy Thanksgivin' Y'all! in Hello
Went out to my aunt’s. Cousin made her bad ass brined turkey. She got the recipe from Ree Drummand, The Pioneer Woman on Food Network. It looks dry when it comes out the oven but it is the jui...
Relapse in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Last night and tonight. See y’all tomorrow.
She bought me a new TV tonight as both a reward for one month sober and as my only Christmas gift lol. Since we got home and I got it all squared away I’ve been gaming. Ahhh I’ve missed it.
Intervention The Show in Hello
This show depresses me. Not for what the person or their family are going through. It’s the fact that if my family held one for me only my mom and aunt would show up. If my cousin (whose like ...
2:34 AM Insomnia in Hello
Thirty-fuckin’-days-sober!
FUCK YOU BUDDY! in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
My brain has been screaming for alcohol most of the day. This shit fucking sucks! Shit fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker cocksucker (x’s 2) asshole bitch GAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! Someone give me som...
This Is So Effing Stupid! in Hello
I’ve been white knuckling it the better part of the evening with alcohol cravings. I know Ill be sick. I know I’ll be splashing my guts out rectally. I know Ill sleep too late or not enough. ...
My brain was trying to convince me earlier that a twelve pack of cheap beer and playing guitar would be really fun. I didn’t cave. Hand/eye coordination would go out the window and I’d end up d...
I slept in WAY too late Sunday. Past 1 PM, too late. But as I said in the previous entry, my back and hip hurt, I was stoned on pain pills and got into a super comfy nook wrapped in my blanket ...
