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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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January 19, 2023

Clarification About Court in Hello

Okay. A continuation was filed so my next court date is March 15th. The judge I saw today was a fill in since the other is out. My lawyer explained to me that the regular judge is big on “ment...


January 18, 2023

Sleep Finally in Dreams And Nightmares

After court I came home, got out of my suit and into my boxers, turned on the fan and stretched out. Around noonish I crashed, hard. In my deep sleep I had a dream that a group of people along ...


January 18, 2023

Interesting Turn Of Events in Hello

So, since my only conviction was more than ten years ago, I’m only looking at probation if he can’t get it dismissed. Sweet. Huge weight off my shoulders. However, it was embarrassing walking...


January 18, 2023

Not Sleeping Tonight in Hello

4:08 AM. Court at 8:30. Bit nervous.


January 15, 2023

Nobby Knee in Hello

I’m pretty sure I knocked my knee when tossing and turning in my sleep, it hurts. The swelling is gone but it’s still really tender. I’d like to trade my almost 40 year old body for my 20 year...


January 14, 2023

Kitty Broth in Hello

Lily helped herself to the broth of my soup I ate a little while ago. Silly kitty. Nothing is laid out for dinner so it’s up to me to pick out a place. I’m not really sure what I want. It’s on...


January 13, 2023

That Wasn't Good in Hello

We went to our usual Chinese restaurant yesterday. None of the food tasted right. Still not feeling 100%. Our favorite waiter is moving to Virginia at the end of the month so mom tipped him go...


January 11, 2023

Feel Awful in Hello

I can’t seem to shake this effing cold. Woke up feeling awful. Now when I cough my stomach muscles cramp up. Screw this noise!


January 10, 2023

I Want Jail Time in Hello

It’s the break/vacation I’ve been needing. No phone, one TV, people ready to beat you down. Psych Ward 2.0


January 09, 2023

Twenty Plus Years Later in Hello

This album means a lot to me. First one I truly listened to after moving into this house. I still struggle for sleep…


January 09, 2023

Snotty in Hello

I’m getting better but now hacking up all the mucus. Mmm mmm good! Keep having a reoccurring dream where I’m going into public places with no shoes on. Weird. Speaking of public places ma and ...


January 06, 2023

Rested Yet Tired in Hello

I’ve slept good the last two nights, thanks to the meds and being sick. But I’m still just so tired. Granted I did do dishes and two loads of laundry today. Just wanna curl up and sleep. Final...


January 05, 2023

Quote in Hello

Sobriety doesn’t open the gates of Heaven and let’s you in. It opens the gates of Hell and let’s you out. Haven’t had a cigarette in two days and I’m fiending. My throat hurts too effin’ much to...


January 04, 2023

Caught It in Hello

Yup, I got whatever mom has. Been sucking down ice water and sweet tea like there’s no tomorrow. There is ice cream in the freezer but I need actual food. I’ve been sleeping/resting on and off ...


January 03, 2023

The 18th in Hello

I’m really fucking scared. If I go to jail, I’ll go with my chin high. Peacock fucking hates me and I’m encouraging it. I’m literally at the point I want jail time. I just really need a lot of...


January 03, 2023

Can't Win For Losing in Hello

After taking the meds I got comfy and crashed hard. Woke up a little while ago and the knee isn’t hurting so bad. Yay! But… Now I’ve got a sore throat and a bit of a cough like mom. FML


January 02, 2023

After Care in Hello

The nurse practitioner prescribed me some ‘script grade Naproxen and some steroid patches so we’ll see how that goes. I’m laid up on the couch watching Free Guy. Is it just me or does Ryan Reyn...


January 02, 2023

3 AM And All Is Well in Hello

Not really but whatever. Mom just went and crashed in bed. She’s still sick so bright and early we’re going to the doctor. Her for the cough and me for the swelling. Hopefully they’ll give me p...


December 31, 2022

New Years Eve in Hello

Walking is a bit difficult today. The swelling in my knee keeps shifting from one side to another. It’s very annoying. Mom is sick. I went to go get us some egg drop soup from the takeout plac...


December 29, 2022

Water Ain't Cuttin' It in Hello

Trying to flush out my system by drinking a bunch of water. It should be enough to get the uric acids out of my body but it’s not working. So ya, the gout flare up is still going on. Extreme p...


December 28, 2022

For My Aussie Reader in Hello


December 27, 2022

More Pain in Hello

Knee is still wonky. Woke up today to a gout flare up in my right foot. So I’m pretty much incapacitated for the foreseeable future. This really really sucks! It snowed yesterday (which is prob...


December 25, 2022

Merry Christmas! in Hello

For those stuck with family, this tune is for you.


Tennessee Valley Authority is going about one of it’s emergency protocols and is doing rolling blackouts. I was watching TV but now I’m sitting in the dark typing this up. Huntsville Utilities T...


December 21, 2022

Washed Blanket in Hello

It’s so soft and warm! Mmm After a handful of IBPROFEREN I’ve felt much better than what I wrote in the last entry. It feels like the swelling is coming back above the knee. I hope not, I like...


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