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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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February 13, 2023

It's 4:52 AM in Hello

And I want a half a slab of ribs, extra sauce. Been awake for about an hour. My sleep schedule is screwed.


February 11, 2023

Crap Sleep in Dreams And Nightmares

Been waking up on and off all night/day. At one point I had this crazy dream that I woke up in the backseat of a car. No clue where I was at so I started to drive around only to realize I was ...


February 11, 2023

I Miss Weed in Hello

Don’t get me wrong, the Delta 8 vapes are decent, but I want to actually smoke a bowl and get stoned off my ass. I’ll watch cats on YouTube and crack up laughing while drinking grape juice cause...


February 10, 2023

Warm Crotch in Hello

After some Tylenol and a good deep sleep I feel tons better. My lap is toasty ‘cause Smokey is curled up sleeping. It’s like petting velvet with him, so soft!


February 10, 2023

Hot Hot Heat in Hello

My body is ablaze with a fever. I’ve been drinking ice water like it’s going out of style. Mom is sick too. Fuck this shit!


February 08, 2023

I'd Hang Out With Him in Hello

Ginger Billy


February 07, 2023

Good Smells in Hello

There are beef chunks in the crock pot. The house smells delicious. Still need to add the potatoes in a few then I can eat after they are cooked. Wish I had a crusty, buttered dinner roll to dip ...


February 06, 2023

Sessy Gurl in Dreams And Nightmares

Dreamed I was hanging out with a female (who looked like but not quite exact as Peacock.) We were with friends but the flirting was strong. As soon as we were alone I stripped her pants to her ...


February 06, 2023

Idea in Hello

Vampire agrees to spar with a boxer. Gets fang knocked out. Now has half powers.


February 05, 2023

Seven Days! in Hello

Made it one week. Started Assassin’s Creed: Origins earlier. Takes place in ancient Egypt. My inner 10 year old is stoked. I had a thing for Egypt then. We got a new neighbor and they have a...


February 03, 2023

Five Days in Hello

Sober. Doesn’t sound like much but it means the world to me. Especially seeing how it’s a Friday night and I have no plans of poisoning myself.


February 03, 2023

Slept in Hello

The meds are reducing the swelling and took some of the pain away. I had a crappy sleep all night till somewhere around 7 or 8 this morning I crashed hard. Solid, uninterrupted sleep till 2 PM. ...


February 01, 2023

9 AM Yesterday in Hello

Till 9:14 PM now, I’ve been awake. The gout medicine is working(ish). Still hurts but more manageable. I don’t know how I’ve not passed out yet. Yeah, I’m tired but joints in my big toe feel...


January 31, 2023

Hurt in Hello

I want to scream into a pillow. Part of my right foot is swollen from a really bad gout flare up. This is yet another reason I shouldn’t drink. Seriously, the whole joint around my big toe is ...


January 30, 2023

Yet Another Update in Hello

Take out for lunch. Order of wings and shrimp with lobster sauce. Because I’ve only eaten like one meal in three days it filled me for hours and more of my ickiness went away. Hands are still ...


January 30, 2023

Night Sweats in Dreams And Nightmares

Realistically it’s any time you sweat. The body is detoxing from the alcohol and makes you sweat a lot during that time. Hence the term, “drying out.” I smell, bad. Before i go shower this ear...


January 30, 2023

I'm Not Sleeping Tonight in Hello

I dozed off a little after 9 and slept almost an hour. I’d like more than that but my brain won’t shut up. Finally managed to eat a bowl of cereal so my stomach isn’t aching anymore. I’m going...


January 29, 2023

Somewhat Better in Hello

I still haven’t eaten yet. Got a 2 Liter of Sprite and slowly sipping on that right now. I’m really tired. I dozed for like thirty minutes this afternoon but I can’t get comfy now. It’s been...


January 29, 2023

Burning Up in Hello

I’ve got a fever and have thrown up a few times. Someone bring me a Sprite? I’ve got the fan on but still feel hot. Ugh Hours later… Managed to take a shower. Still haven’t eaten and I’ve got ...


January 29, 2023

Fudge-tastic! in Hello

Woke up and now can’t get back to sleep. It’s not even 4 AM.


January 28, 2023

😝 in Hello

Slather me in pancake syrup and stick a dildo up my butt. I’m horny. And in typical fashion, thanks to the meds, I can’t get off. It’s 3:33 AM and I’ve got a crusty face from drooling during s...


January 24, 2023

Begs And Achin' in Hello

Both of my knees today suck. Ain’t it the truth.


January 23, 2023

Deleted Last Entry in Hello

Cause reasons. It’s 6:38 AM and I’m counting down till 11. My aunt is coming down so mom, her and I are going to Ichiban Japanese Steakhouse. The food is delicious! It’s one of those places wh...


January 21, 2023

Still Disturbs Me in Hello

Herbie Hancock - Rockit It’s the unnatural movements. Weirded me out as a child. Still does.


January 20, 2023

Thunderball in Hello

Just finished the novel. Pretty good. I love the casual racism/sexism in these books. In this politically correct world reading stuff from the 50’s makes me crack up.


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