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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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It's 4:52 AM in Hello
And I want a half a slab of ribs, extra sauce. Been awake for about an hour. My sleep schedule is screwed.
Crap Sleep in Dreams And Nightmares
Been waking up on and off all night/day. At one point I had this crazy dream that I woke up in the backseat of a car. No clue where I was at so I started to drive around only to realize I was ...
I Miss Weed in Hello
Don’t get me wrong, the Delta 8 vapes are decent, but I want to actually smoke a bowl and get stoned off my ass. I’ll watch cats on YouTube and crack up laughing while drinking grape juice cause...
Warm Crotch in Hello
After some Tylenol and a good deep sleep I feel tons better. My lap is toasty ‘cause Smokey is curled up sleeping. It’s like petting velvet with him, so soft!
Hot Hot Heat in Hello
My body is ablaze with a fever. I’ve been drinking ice water like it’s going out of style. Mom is sick too. Fuck this shit!
I'd Hang Out With Him in Hello
Ginger Billy
Good Smells in Hello
There are beef chunks in the crock pot. The house smells delicious. Still need to add the potatoes in a few then I can eat after they are cooked. Wish I had a crusty, buttered dinner roll to dip ...
Sessy Gurl in Dreams And Nightmares
Dreamed I was hanging out with a female (who looked like but not quite exact as Peacock.) We were with friends but the flirting was strong. As soon as we were alone I stripped her pants to her ...
Vampire agrees to spar with a boxer. Gets fang knocked out. Now has half powers.
Seven Days! in Hello
Made it one week. Started Assassin’s Creed: Origins earlier. Takes place in ancient Egypt. My inner 10 year old is stoked. I had a thing for Egypt then. We got a new neighbor and they have a...
Sober. Doesn’t sound like much but it means the world to me. Especially seeing how it’s a Friday night and I have no plans of poisoning myself.
The meds are reducing the swelling and took some of the pain away. I had a crappy sleep all night till somewhere around 7 or 8 this morning I crashed hard. Solid, uninterrupted sleep till 2 PM. ...
9 AM Yesterday in Hello
Till 9:14 PM now, I’ve been awake. The gout medicine is working(ish). Still hurts but more manageable. I don’t know how I’ve not passed out yet. Yeah, I’m tired but joints in my big toe feel...
I want to scream into a pillow. Part of my right foot is swollen from a really bad gout flare up. This is yet another reason I shouldn’t drink. Seriously, the whole joint around my big toe is ...
Yet Another Update in Hello
Take out for lunch. Order of wings and shrimp with lobster sauce. Because I’ve only eaten like one meal in three days it filled me for hours and more of my ickiness went away. Hands are still ...
Night Sweats in Dreams And Nightmares
Realistically it’s any time you sweat. The body is detoxing from the alcohol and makes you sweat a lot during that time. Hence the term, “drying out.” I smell, bad. Before i go shower this ear...
I'm Not Sleeping Tonight in Hello
I dozed off a little after 9 and slept almost an hour. I’d like more than that but my brain won’t shut up. Finally managed to eat a bowl of cereal so my stomach isn’t aching anymore. I’m going...
Somewhat Better in Hello
I still haven’t eaten yet. Got a 2 Liter of Sprite and slowly sipping on that right now. I’m really tired. I dozed for like thirty minutes this afternoon but I can’t get comfy now. It’s been...
Burning Up in Hello
I’ve got a fever and have thrown up a few times. Someone bring me a Sprite? I’ve got the fan on but still feel hot. Ugh Hours later… Managed to take a shower. Still haven’t eaten and I’ve got ...
Fudge-tastic! in Hello
Woke up and now can’t get back to sleep. It’s not even 4 AM.
Slather me in pancake syrup and stick a dildo up my butt. I’m horny. And in typical fashion, thanks to the meds, I can’t get off. It’s 3:33 AM and I’ve got a crusty face from drooling during s...
Begs And Achin' in Hello
Both of my knees today suck. Ain’t it the truth.
Deleted Last Entry in Hello
Cause reasons. It’s 6:38 AM and I’m counting down till 11. My aunt is coming down so mom, her and I are going to Ichiban Japanese Steakhouse. The food is delicious! It’s one of those places wh...
Still Disturbs Me in Hello
Herbie Hancock - Rockit It’s the unnatural movements. Weirded me out as a child. Still does.
Thunderball in Hello
Just finished the novel. Pretty good. I love the casual racism/sexism in these books. In this politically correct world reading stuff from the 50’s makes me crack up.