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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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June 06, 2023

Literary Quote in Hello

Life can be confusing. Good God, and how. Sometimes it seems like the older I get, the more confused I become. That seems ass-backwards. I thought I was supposed to be getting wiser. Instead...


June 06, 2023

Poor Smoke Smoke in Hello

Smokey got onto my lap and began meowing angrily and growling. I noticed he has a limp on his back leg. He went to hide under my bed and (hopefully) fell asleep. I did bring in his can bed and...


Oi! Just got in a little while ago from outpatient assessment. Answering yes to just about every question really makes me want to rethink my life


June 04, 2023

Not Good in Hello

Parmesan flavored goldfish crackers suck! I just took two Tylenol. Since stopping weed and booze I get headaches more frequently. Can’t explain it but I hate hate HATE having a headache. Feels...


June 04, 2023

🔥🔥🔥 in Hello

Trying to sleep when dinner comes back to haunt me. My throat is on fire, my tummy feels queasy and I’m out of antacids. Fuuuuuuuck!!! How did I do this almost every day with a hangover? I thi...


June 03, 2023

That Was Funny!!! in Hello

Yeah, I did no lawn work today. Got up at 5:30 to take mom to work. Fell back asleep around 8 something and got up at 1. By then it was already 90 F (32 C) outside. My happy ass was staying i...


I’m a man of wealth and taste… Ate good at dinner but the tomato sauce has come back to haunt me. Breathing fire… I’m very tired but can’t sleep. My heel is throbbing. Yesterday I was walking ...


June 02, 2023

Kittens!!! in Hello

Outdoor mama cat (Pistachio) finally got her two babies to come to the back porch. There was some left over wet food from where I fed her earlier and the kittens stepped up and finished it. So ...


Tilapia is good. So are hush puppies. That was dinner. I’m feeling a lot better than I did yesterday. Report to the judge at 10 AM tomorrow for a progress report on how I’m doing. Should be int...


May 31, 2023

30 Days Sober in Hello

I’m…in a funk or whatever today.


May 30, 2023

Sleepy Boi in Hello

I’m so tired right now. Like my eyes burn and when I blink I can feel tears running out of them. Unfortunately mom had mandatory OT tonight and gets off in one more hour. Guess who has been in...


May 30, 2023

Stupid People in Hello

I got a feeling I’m going to have to call animal control on the new neighbors two houses down. They have two pitbull puppies they let wander around the neighborhood with no leash, collar or tag...


May 29, 2023

28 Days/4 Weeks in Hello

Suck it addictions! I’m sober. The last two nights I’ve crashed around seven and have slept straight till six AM. The way my body ached I needed it! No dinner, just rest. I feel good this mor...


Got bored with lazing about, spent an hour chainsawing another bush down and taking the branches to the curb. Slowly but surely I’m reclaiming my back yard. Even if my back is killing me now. ...


May 26, 2023

5:33 AM in Hello

Mowed the lawn yesterday. Good lord it took a lot out of me for some reason. I actually had to sit down for a breather after I finished the back and a third of the front. It looks better now. ...


May 25, 2023

3:05 AM in Hello

Ma and I did some errands today. Actually got her up and out the door by 10:30 this morning. Go me! Paid car insurance, put cash in the bank, got her ‘scripts filled ( and some Doan’s for my b...


May 24, 2023

Penis in Hello

Been sleeping on and off all day. Passed out around 11 PM and just woke up, fully awake. Back is feeling better but I slept on my left side so now the shoulder hurts. Great Still in a meh moo...


May 22, 2023

Stick Removed From Ass in Hello

I’m feeling better than I did earlier today. Tried to read some and ended up passing out for a few hours. I needed it. For dinner I ordered a pizza cause I’m lazy. A few months ago I went to t...


May 22, 2023

Fuckery About in Hello

Got to New Horizons to only learn that the therapist scratched her eye or something and isn’t there to do the assessment. Gee, thanks for calling to let me know assholes! It’s bad enough I didn...


I slept till 4:30 this afternoon. The way I felt yesterday, I needed it. So I’m now at twenty-one days sober or three weeks if you will. In less than twelve hours I go in for my assessment fo...


May 21, 2023

Sleep Is Off Again in Hello

Woke up this afternoon feeling like absolute shit. My body hurt, my throat hurt and I kept hacking up some lovely mucus. DayQuil took care of that for me. Didn’t do shit today. Rained so no la...


May 18, 2023

Starlord At The Movies in Hello

Guardians 3 was awesome! The after credits scene was meh. There was a lot of cgi animals so when I watched the credits I recognized a few famous names that voiced them. Lloyd Kauffman Linda C...


May 17, 2023

Mucho Mejor in Hello

Woke up with no aches and pains. Yay! Took two trazadones and crashed HARD! Slept around ten hours and woke up so groggy. Worth it though. We’re gonna catch the 6:30 showing of Guardians. F...


May 16, 2023

Not Hungover in Hello

When I did manage to sleep this morning, it was only a few hours. I woke up feeling like absolute shit. My bones hurt and I had a headache. Was supposed to drive my mom and aunt around to lunc...


May 16, 2023

4:45 AM in Hello

Still awake. It’s technically Tuesday so I can say that yesterday was officially two weeks sober. Hooray!!! 🎊 I’m tired yet sleep won’t come. Figures. My alarm is set to go off at six so I ca...


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