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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Afternoon Naps in Hello
Smokey is in my lap, mom is crashed out in her recliner. The oxygen machine they gave her keeps making me think the dryer is on cause of the noises it makes. I’m gonna have to wake her in a few ...
I'm A Loser According To My Brothers in Hello
Where were they when I drove mom to chemo for cancer? Where were they when I changed out her bandages and wiped her clean? Where were they when she had nuemonia and I visited her everyday when I ...
After I dropped mom off at home I went to the pharmacy to get her meds. When I got back home she realized they didn’t give her the insulin. I had to head back to the hospital and find out what ...
MOM IS HOME!!! in Hello
She was released earlier this morning around 11-ish. Right now I’m sitting at Walgreens getting her prescriptions filled. It’s so fucking hot and humid outside! This is by far the hottest damn ...
Philly Dilly in Hello
She now has nuemonia. Ugh. She has to do three days of antibiotics then MAYBE she can come home. Currently at home on the couch munching on a Philly from Publix with a bag of sour cream and o...
Tired And Headache in Hello
I got two hours of sleep this morning. Peeled myself off the couch and went to group. There I developed a headache from hunger. After I rode by the hospital to visit mom a bit and show off the...
Flamin' Hot in Hello
Just got back from visiting. She got her ice and around 5:30ish they brought her dinner. Why does hospital food look inedible? Pointless story time. I stopped by the vending machines in the lob...
I’m whipping up a pot of chicken tortilla soup. As I’m getting the ingredients ready I realized I’m out of cumin. It was only a half teaspoon so I don’t think it’ll be missed. Haven’t seen mo...
Da Doo Run Run Run Da Doo Run Run in Hello
Yup. Stress has given me a sour stomach today. I’m bored with tv. Wish mom was home so I could annoy her. ☺️. Peacock once said that we live to piss each other off. Kinda true. I am conce...
Achey Breaky Fart UPDATE in Hello
I think the stress has gotten to me. I don’t feel well, my knees ache and my damn arthritic hand is constantly numb. Even though I’ve slept hard, I’m very tired. Ugh. She SHOULD be getting r...
Official Diagnosis in Hello
She’s diabetic. I visited for an hour earlier this evening and spent most of it looking up diabetic recipes. Not gonna lie, some of them sounded delicious. Speaking of food I had a bologna and h...
That Was Close in Hello
Mom is MUCH better. Not a stroke thankfully. They’re keeping her over the weekend, running a few more tests and whatnot. Mostly I’m happy she gets some time to just rest and be. Gonna take a ...
Mom Is In The Hospital in Hello
They think she may have had a mild stroke. She told me she had muscle spasms till the arm went numb. I brought her an over night back with three of everything. BP was low, glucose high, iron ...
Fine Dining in Hello
Kool Aid and a microwavable ravioli dish for lunch. chef’s kiss ....I drank last night. Sigh.... The house got cleaned, in regards to the last entry. I passed out way too early so I didn’t do ...
Unfinished Progress in Hello
Very…annoyed right now. Mom took out her sofa yesterday and moved the recliner over. Kinda cleaned the stuff that was under it, still a pig sty. She made crab/lobster rolls for lunch and spill...
Hey There, Fancy Pants! in Hello
When cleaning out my drawer under the sink I found an old bottle of cologne. So everytime I shave now I dab some behind my ears. I like smelling fancy. I’ve been waiting the last TWO hours fo...
My Smoke Isn't Bothering Me in Hello
Monk on in the background. Mom slept all day so I took a cue from her and slept most of the evening. Got up around eight-ish. Grilled the steaks, roasted the asparagus and tossed the Caesar sal...
Happy Independence Day America!!! Where the SCOTUS is stripping away our rights, day after day. I wanted to go see the new Indiana Jones today but for the last few days mom has been really sick...
This Sucks in Hello
I drink coffee maybe twice a year, if even that. I had a cup earlier with half of an apple fritter and now I feel SO sick at my stomach. Too much sugar. I’m going to dilute my body with water...
You've Had Your Fun in Hello
Drank Friday and Saturday. As my title implies, I had my week of feeling sorry for myself, but now it’s time to saddle up again and take this seriously again. I’ve slept on and off today. Mom...
Sweet fucking christ it is HOT outside. I took my shirt off when I got in from court and getting lunch, turned on the fan and laid down on the couch. Took a sip off my ice water and some of it ...
Depressed, yet again. Overwhelmingly feeling sad and alone. I was doing good mentally. What happened? Is it because of my relapse? Because I miss new friend (we parted ways for our own ment...
Stupid Head in Hello
I drank again last night. Cried most of the morning. In group I told them about my relapse. One of the girls gave me a hug and said it’s going to be okay. See the judge tomorrow at ten AM. Too...
This Depressed Me Hard in Hello
https://www.reddit.com/r/comics/comments/14ktlmv/black_cats_my_first_full_comic_that_started_it_all/ I have a black cat I named Midnight that has been hanging around my house since 2019. I make ...
My color got called today. There is a form I fill out everytime I go. There are two blank areas that require a checkmark that boils down to I have done drugs/alcohol in the last 72 hours or I h...
