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The man who looks for security, even in the mind, is like a man who would chop off his limbs in order to have artificial ones which will give him no pain or trouble.
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Somedays.... in Magma
You think to yourself ” I just need a welcome home blowjob & a steak.” Yes, that is all.
burn baby burn in Magma
I burn midnight oil, at work, my mind is a malleable monster riddled with decisions to be made and tasks to complete. I am but one man and yet I am expected to be more than one man. Most days I ...
It is 8:46pm. The kids are long asleep now sunday night. We spent the afternoon at my parents house and had sunday supper with them. It is always great having dinner with my parents, my wife of c...
So I am home now. The surgery took no more than 25 minutes. Funny surgery isn’t even the right word. It infers much more seriousness that what transpired. It was more procedure than anything. Th...
Tomorrow. Vasectomy. More tomorrow after I get home.
Sometimes if you look hard enouhh you’ll find the hidden doors to the past, to the truth and to the lies. Sometimes those doors are all grasped by the same knob. Silently I still look in, but no...
It’s my birthday and like most years I am at work, but I’ve got some jazz playing in the background while I slam away at the keys and get proposals done. My son fell out of bed last night and sma...
We’ve had about 2+ inches of accumulation. Not bad really, quite pretty actually. Just enough that it didn’t cause a problem on the road. Otherwise all is moving nicely. Ella just got her ears p...
silent night.... in Magma
Late at night when all is still the mind wanders. It strolls down corridors dusty from time, searching for a voice that matched a memory, a feeling that matched too many songs. The embraces, th...
So Thanksgiving has come and gone and Christmas is around the corner. We have gotten most of the kids gifts at this point and we decided after much thought to get the family a game system. We wen...
sunday morning update in Magma
I woke up not to long ago to the sound of my neighbor’s diesel truck across the street. I am dead dog tired from last night’s early celebration of Ella’s 3rd birthday party. It was wonder woman t...
Wind, rain, falling leaves in Magma
It is 11-1-14. November like I remember it, the comfort of the earth drawing it’s life to a close. Soon winter’s blanket will be upon us and all things will gleam in pristine white, life collapse...
Saturday, what a day.... in Magma
Sitting here at the office in silence as I work away for my half shift which is our typical Saturday. Most times it is great to get extra work out of the way and not feel so slammed on Monday mor...
steady course in Magma
things seem to be going okay. We had a great weekend with the family.on Saturday had to work my half day as usual but it was busy enough it flew by.the rest of the afternoon involved picking up a...
anniversary in Magma
7 years today we are married and thing seem to be on a good path. We went out Saturday evening and my parents watched the kids overnight and this was a good thing. Sushi, good conversation and ra...
sunday steel. in Magma
Sitting here in the gym lobby soaking up their wifi and the sights after working chest and bi's. Normally I would've paired chest with triceps but I wanted to switch it up. I am reasonably tired...
easy does it.... in Magma
Things are moving along smoothly considering the below average summer temperatures. We haven't had a day over 90 yet and for first week of August that is bizarre for long island. Work is going w...
Showing my age in Magma
This morning I plucked 7 silver hairs from my chest. It's like they grew overnight. I don't want to make a habit of seeking them out but they did weird me out. I felt like captain Ahab searching ...
if I told you what I've become... in Magma
Respiration, seconds rolling into minutes into hours Listening clench fisted for the beast Am I man the hunter or the beast being hunted? Every minute seeking for flesh like a knife craving bloo...
My brother's son was born last night, it filled me with joy and a giddiness in thinking my brother;Dom, was now a dad. Fun times ahead for certain. I told him last night to get some sleep becaus...
figures. .. in Magma
We had a fantastic weekend upstate with friends until we get back and my wife figures out a means of taoing a shit all over the good wave of emotions. Fuck your two cats Fuck your temperature na...
Black Alder in Fiction
The locust trees rose up from the earth like unforgiveness. Their dark looming lengths rising up to the heavens, blocking out the stars like a liar staves off the truth. Below he carried himself ...
Graduation in Magma
My son's graduating from pre-K today, I am about to head over there shortly to see the whole ceremony and be happy with him. So much time has passed and yet there he is the little boy that I held...
I miss the posts, the crafted word. To know i can't read your post bothers me, but this is how it feels. It sucks to be shut out.
There are still those moments I'm about to leave a note and I realize I can't and shouldn't. I hate what has happened, to think I'm going about my life smoothly is a gross misconception. I can'...
