Dreaming Light

~Awaiting the return of Green Eyed Pixie~

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January 06, 2025

Into Dust. in And here we go.

Vivid dreams on my sleeping pills are inviting me to take them more than often than required. I love the dreams, they are warm, comforting and make me understand why the dreaming-people in Inc...


I opened the closet and found the box again. Waves of emotions crash against my eyes, my heart, my existence just washing away like coarse loose beach sand. I’m a statue that never really disapp...


Saw a girl today that looked like Mono, almost identical, felt like the world had slammed the brakes and screeched to a sudden halt, I could hear my heartbeat in my ears, made me realize even th...


‘Cause I’ll meet you down by the water, again some day Yes, I’ll meet you down by the water, again some day ♥


Go for a walk at any time and find streets completely empty, no traffic, clean air. Covid was the worst of times, Covid was the best of times. We gave extroverts and morning people too much p...


Listening: something I had to learn, cultivate and hone Research: always been inquisitive, about everything. Comes in handy Cooking: had to learn coz of family issues and pulling all-nighters ...


Why burden just one song with the sole responsibility of dragging you deep into the darkest pits of depression when you can have an entire playlist full of sorrow. Mazzy Star - Fade Into You ...


Being lost in Istanbul, just wandering around all day without a care. Try this cafe here, watch a busker there, jump on boat just to feel how cold the water really was. That busker at Taksim s...


I’m looking at my playlist and its like: Brazilian Death Metal African Tishoumaren (Desert Blues) Purple Cat LoFi American Baroque Pop Japanese Glam Metal American folk rock Irish Indi...


I am a mosaic, of everyone I’ve ever loved, of everyone’s who’s left an impression on me. I am the smile that Suuf left me with. She practically planted her smile on me and told me it looked goo...


Always have been. Never had a clique, always felt like the wrong fit and stood out because my hobbies never matched what normies were doing. I’m glad I chose the path I chose and did not let so...


I miss you in between turning pages when I’m reading. I miss the hum of your bare feet on the floor around me, I miss the warmth of your presence illuminating the room with that soft glow you ra...


The protagonist is a poor desolate middle-aged man, who moves to a new city and has difficulty finding cheap housing. One fine day a newspaper page lands on his feet as he sits in the park, buri...


Italy Find that song stuck in my head that no one can seem to identify Figure how close I am to properly Dostadning and reboot life Reboot life Smoke a cigar in Russian winter Attend some...


To sleep again without a worry of tomorrow, to love and be loved fiercely, unconditionally. To have an answer to the fantastic dreams I have that make me understand why the sleepers in the movie...


If you can’t find happiness naturally, store bought happiness is fine. Get a new a book, go watch a movie, sing along a song, order food from a cuisine you’ve never tried before, get lost in fo...


I told my self this hour will pass, tomorrow will arrive anyway, with or without me daring to do the thing that can help me be a better, improved person tomorrow. So why not indulge in this fea...


Ketchup is the ultimate betrayal. Ketchup only exists to separate people who enjoy eating food and people who want everything to taste like ketchup. Ketchup’s only purpose is to make bland food...


You know that scene from Will and Grace where Grace reminisces about when Will came out to her, a moment that changed their friendship completely? she admits that while everything turned out fin...


I would put more points in luck than intelligence, more points in endurance than agility. That should be a fun build for life. I wish I was calmer than I usually am when its require and more ex...


October 19, 2024

بس یونہی in And here we go.

لمحوں کو ڈھلنے دو صدیوں میں، آنسوں نا آنے دو آنکھوں میں


September 12, 2024

Sleeping pills in And here we go.

I’m taking sleeping pills and I wake up swallowed in thick comfort. This might become an addiction.



June 04, 2024

Maybe in And here we go.

Maybe someday you will want me more than you need me.


A distant thunder, and cold air slowly rustles through the curtains, the old window creaks a little and the sky dims down to a darker shade and stays gray. Terrifying sound of torrential downpour...


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