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This began as a FetLife Journal backed up in ProseBox space. But I found myself leaving that site for personal safety reasons and I wanted a place to write things that... well, might be more racy or less polite than my other writings. MOST of these writings are Friends Only. SOME are public. The choice is intentional but seemingly arbitrary. Feel to look around a bit and drop a note saying "Hi!"
“You are something different – something some people find strange and fearful – but what you are is as natural as being male or female.”
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I realize how petty and stupid and shitty this is.... but considering… everything? Considering my ex-wife tracked me down and said she wanted to be with me… only for our entire marriage to be an ...
So, this “revelation” or whatever isn’t going to be as profound as it could be because the “deep meaning” thing is pretty obvious. That said… as I am writing honestly, I understand the urge to ju...
I will admit, when I originally started THIS journal, it was a supplemental place for the journal I had been keeping for YEARS. I had originally returned to Open Diary to crowd source a single q...
6.1 in The Secret Writings of Eros: Book 3- Fallout, Pain, Acceptance, and Perseverance
Just started watching the new season of BiG MOUTH. Opening song:
In a lot of ways, I am a product of fiction. That can be as inoffensive as “Disney Movies and Charles Dickens and the like” or as offensive as “The Bible, the Torah, and the 8 Fold Path.” I grew ...
Ladies and Gentlemen… this is certainly not an entry I had anticipated writing. Frankly, there is an entry in Drafts right now that I would much rather be finishing. Because I would rather fini...
There is an entry in my drafts folder I want to finish. It may be more sexy, just as emotional and/or whiny; but probably a better read. This one is just… something happened today that I wanted ...
So, on this day in 2019 (before I started this alternate space) I wrote a (forgive the lack of modesty) pretty hot erotic story based on some conversations I was having with someone online. I ha...
So… I haven’t had great luck with therapy. Since the divorce, I’ve had 4 different therapists. For those keeping track that is “since the start of 2020” I’ve had 4 different therapists. And ea...
So… I’ve been seeing my ex-wife a lot more lately. It’s all part of me moving away. I need her help (with a lot of stuff) and she’s going to get an extraordinarily generous payday out of it at ...
There are a number of songs that are out there in the “creative, non-main stream” that I really like. Majestic by Wax Fang is definitely one of them. A sight for sore eyes To the blind would be...
I despise that this space has become almost exclusively a place for lament. I had such higher hopes for it. OH WELL. I think, as stupid as it might seem, that I really need someone even semi-at...
Honestly, couldn’t remember if I’d done this survey (or one like it) since my brief but appreciated exchanges with women who, at least on some level, actually enjoyed sex. So, let’s see if my an...
I know there’s an option for “Private Notes Only” but I wish there were an option for “No Private Notes.” I can’t program for crap and don’t have any idea how complicated it would be. But somet...
Back in college, when I was foolishly voluntarily adhering to abstinence (in contrast with the present day) I decided to channel my sexual urges and desires into erotica. Reading, writing, enjoy...
So.... this entry is a collection of random complaints from the Isolated Celibate, lol. Though I do have to admit… a sexless existence IS easier when there isn’t an attractive woman living in yo...
So, this is essentially redundant but… redundant in the right place. In my vanilla journal I made a short note of re-reading some older entries made me melancholy well… the entry in question is ...
I appreciate that technology means we can now multitask all of our communications to extreme levels. But just because you can doesn’t mean you should. FOR EXAMPLE.... If you are on a voice cha...
General Question: Looking on OKC today, I actually found some profiles where the photo/age/generic “do you drink, smoke, do drugs” questions all rather aligned with what I am looking for. But whe...
LoLz in The Secret Writings of Eros: Book 3- Fallout, Pain, Acceptance, and Perseverance
I can’t remember where I read it, nor can I remember when, and the exact quote may be something different but i think I have a relative idea of the approximate wording… though I admit I am strugg...
This has been playing in my head for a while now. It first started with something small. Seeing a feminine shoulder. It should surprise no one that knows me, but obviously- my wife rejected phy...
ROLL CALL in The Secret Writings of Eros: Book 2- FWB & Something Dangerous
I haven’t done this yet because… I don’t know. BUT… if you are a fan, reader, friend, supporter, or stalker of PARK ROW FALLOUT this is his more graphic PB. Typically friends only. Feel free t...
