Exhumed By Scrying Eyes
Writer / Filmmaker / Photographer / Storm Chaser / Paranormal Expert / SFX MUA / child abuse and 2x Death survivor, depression, homelessness, ulcerative colitis (Pancolitis) Charitable / Philanthropic. (Anti-drug) Honest, swimming, racquetball, hiking, travel, kickball; zombies, horror, comedy, metal, being creative & blue cantaloupes. There's no such thing as a blue cantaloupe, but they are my favorite. Currently disabled, in hellish chronic pain & unable to do anything I enjoy.
Ever since I studied trigonometry, I find myself going off on tangents. - Me
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The Results are Shocking & Predictable in General Mental Anesthesia
If you want TMI… you have found it, be forewarned. I just can’t find any consistency. I ‘want’ to write and keep in touch with you all as well as my family and real life friends, but life just ke...
Bend Over and Say: "OUCH!!!" in General Mental Anesthesia
The title just about sums up my absence. Apologies to my regulars. (Contained wherein is TMI… beware!) I had to look at my last entry to see where things left off, I was still evacuated from Hu...
A Plethora of Pics / Vids & A Combination of Crap! in General Mental Anesthesia
Drop your pants and pull out the measuring tape, ‘cause this is a long one! I know, I know… it’s been over a month! I’m sorry. There’s a lot to catch up on and a radical new development or two....
Douse the Luminosity in POETRY
There are leaves playing with debris out in the street (and it’s home to me). Tears fill my head to the point of sea sickness, causing me to stagger along like a drunken pirate. I’m on a road to...
The Sarlacc Pit Regurgitated Me in General Mental Anesthesia
“*There’s a place I dwell, with the absence of light A land of stone, and woe. I come here to think, and reflect And… to be alone. The humility is; I forever am without And with no one do I show...
My Life in the Sarlacc Pit in General Mental Anesthesia
being slowly digested over 1000 years. I’m tired of posting entries like this, you know… talking about health and things that don’t interest me, nor you. I want to be entertaining like I was bac...
The Red Cough & Incandescent Lights in General Mental Anesthesia
The other day in the hospital the Dr. said: If you start to cough up blood, immediately come back to the emergency room… :/ Please help me try to help myself by clicking, sharing this gofundme...
Things are spiraling out of control in General Mental Anesthesia
Not that I ever had control. When you have a cough, what do you do? A home remedy, go to the Dr., take some meds and get better. That ain’t the case here! Due to complications at home regarding ...
A Sad Comedy of Horrors in General Mental Anesthesia
Quick health update (No holds barred) then on to something completely different. Every day seems to take forever and time is just flying by. I finished the antibiotic (Augmentin) Damn, that was ...
The Strings of Infinity... in POETRY
Culled from a quagmire and placed in a grave, this is the game I have incessantly played. A dreadful empiricism I’m reluctantly forced to engage, by the marionette master with a fistful of twine...
My Life in Paroxysms in General Mental Anesthesia
This is the most recent update to the GoFundMe Page , on here it’s a continuation of my entry “No need to check your ac, it’s just me venting”. . I mentioned in that entry that I had 16 all night...
A Rendezvous with Death in POETRY
I have finally written something in 2018!!! I owe a script to someone (not a prescription) so hopefully I can get that done! Through the pain, hospitalizations, stress, depression and medications...
My Time Away is not a Vaca... in General Mental Anesthesia
Apologies for my absence. I had another GI visit on Monday (and I was also supposed to start Humira, Moday) but my first dose (considering my current health what it is) is a major dose (4 injecti...
The Continuum of Uncertainty & Affliction in General Mental Anesthesia
People often say to me “You should take this or that or have you heard of this?” etc… in regards to my health. I’ve posted pics of pills before, but today I did a video describing what I am curre...
Malady, My Lady in Waiting in General Mental Anesthesia
Why can’t a Dr. visit ever just be a Dr. visit without me always having to go to the hospital??? Gastroenterologist appt didn’t go so well… and things are about to get a lot worse. I don’t see t...
The Rain Keeps Falling... in General Mental Anesthesia
I had just got out of a 16 day hospital stay and now I just spent another 4. It’s not looking so good. Please Help My GoFundMe Page Reach More People. It started innocently enough. I saw my pri...
The Pang of Physical Agony! in General Mental Anesthesia
UPDATE - Home from the hospital, black eye & celebrating a friend. I know that most of you think that coming home from the hospital after 16 days sounds like a good thing (in most cases it is...
A lot Has Happened in General Mental Anesthesia
Too much to write and I can’t see straight, so I’m c/ping from my Facebook. Quick update: EKG ordered because of constant pressure near my heart likely due to the strain put on from the amount o...
DAY 6 IN THE HOSPITAL in General Mental Anesthesia
So here’s what I know. In speaking with one of the Gastroenterologists yesterday, she went over some of my test results. I’ll begin with the good news. They can’t find a kidney stone! I must ha...
Excessive Preparation & Starvation in General Mental Anesthesia
I think this sums up ulcerative colitis pretty well. I was being given an injection of medication into my IV and had to immediately run to the bathroom with the syringe still in my arm! So yes...
Veins, Pains & Needles! in General Mental Anesthesia
None of the pain meds have really been working, oxy, even morphine (as strong as it is) has been ineffective. So they just have me on Fentanyl as needed every 3 hours (which is 30 - 50x more pot...
Luck of the Dying? in General Mental Anesthesia
HEALTH UPDATE: There was a cancellation, thank G-D and I got to the gastroenterologist yesterday morning. The drive to the gastroenterologist. When they saw how much pain I was in, how sick I...
The Partially Unconscious & Unflattering Selfie in General Mental Anesthesia
I’m embarrassed to post this, but because of the bravery of so many others who suffer with IBD, ULCERATIVE COLITIS & CROHNS on Instagram that share difficult and unpleasant photos of themselv...
Dual Entry (Updates) & A Potential Poisoning. in General Mental Anesthesia
Earlier this week it was National Cancer Awareness Day. G-D forbid, but I do not know if I have colon cancer or not. I’m so extremely sick every single day: 20 - 25x/ day with constant dry heavin...
Helping Others Helps Me & JVM 31 in General Mental Anesthesia
Thank you for all the encouraging words my wonderful PB friends old and new. I’m a published author and I can’t find the words to even remotely describe the hell that I am in. I have such a high...