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I hate it.im constantly doubting myself I feel all alone. I’m making Calin a mixtape for his bday and poetry. I feel sad doing it but…I want to be a good…friend and he was cold to me. I felt like...

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It was weeks ago when John tried to be friends again. Everyone was right about him. He just used me. I cried after hating him because it felt like I really wasn’t good enough. We where best frie...

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I’m sick today, I wanna take a shower so bad but I have to do stuff…might as well write today’s entry. 900 youtube subs I’m soooo happy!! Ecstatic really. I’m still alone though, I feel sad bein...

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I’m going to go make that. But anyway, I’ve written 24k words. Nearly a year of planning, a YEAR of waiting, a year. I’m almost there now. I’ve looked and I have nineteen days left. I’m excited, ...

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Yesterday I watched a video about the last bronycon and I felt nostalgic. I used to be into my little pony from ages 3? Then 8 to 11 and i used to watch all the briny videos. I just liked it and ...

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I slept for three hours after that entry I believe. I had a salad for dinner and in craving another. And chips and cheese. I’ll wait until its 6am, about three hours if you round the next two and...

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I took my pictures for senior year today, it felt okay and took maybe 30 minutes. I’m exhausted so I wanna rest a bit.

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Yesterday we had a barbecue. I stayed in bed the entire time. We went to my grandmother’s and she instantly started to say I’m too skinny while my mother sighed. I lost a few pounds and now I’m a...

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But I really still have feelings for Calin. I know he doesn’t have anymore, I dont think he ever did. And it really hurts me because I thought that he did. So I, i dont know. I cry about it alot....

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I had a nightmare about it and I can’t sleep. I felt like crying, my chest hurts abs I feel like sobbing. It was so real, I had to check my dms to make sure it wasn’t. I miss Calin, I try my best...

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I decided to do this to try and keep my mood up by reviewing one of my fav girl groups! I have to be honest, I feel like Oopsy is tied with Crush for my least favorite title track. I really thin...

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Everyone left the house today to go clean my mom’s boyfriend’s family salon for cash. I stayed as I’ve been sick with a cold and I just needed to stay by myself. I cleaned and it made me feel at ...

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