HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 21 ⋅

I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.

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August 24, 2020

Ugly in Journal 2020

Mom noticed the scars, I felt ugly. I…I don’t like my privates. It’s weird to describe but I just don’t like them. They are so…them. and I feel uncomfortable when yeah nvm.


August 22, 2020

Depressed in Journal 2020

I just feel depressed honestly About calin. About john. About ali. About July 16th 2019. Senior yeqr. Evrrythibg. I’m so str3ss3d


August 22, 2020

Growing up in Journal 2020

I talked to Lynxee today and I felt horrible with how I sounded. He said he would make more time for me but he shouldn’t and I feel awful. Really awful. He’s my friend and I depend on him too muc...


August 21, 2020

Lonely in Journal 2020

Lonely day of not feeling to well. Work work work. Did my first ever collab video and I am sooo happy with the results of it.


I’m upset. ANS was a kpop girl group that I love, I wasn’t in love with them or obsessed, I don’t even know all the members names. But they where talented and had some bangers and deserves better...


August 18, 2020

Bleh in Journal 2020

Another day of being ignored by friends. I don’t know why I even try, seriously I cause myself more harm then good. I just gotta continue with me i guess. I could honestly manifest more friends,...


August 17, 2020

:( in Journal 2020

Now their even sadder and it’s all my fault. I shouldnt have even said anything. I feel bad. And I feel the overwhelming feelings starting where it’s hard to talk and I just want to hide. I’m a b...


August 17, 2020

Stressed in Journal 2020

I cant sleep. I’m to wound up about my weight. I’m stressed about it. And I feel bad because my partner felt bad. But I feel ugly now and insecure. I talked to Jason and he was trying to cheer ...


August 17, 2020

♡♡♡ in Playlist


August 17, 2020

♡♡♡ in Playlist


August 17, 2020

♡♡♡ in Playlist


August 17, 2020

Sleepover in Journal 2020

They are at a sleepover. At first I felt a bit lonely but then I realized the entire time they probably missed me and I felt better.


August 16, 2020

Therapy in Journal 2020

My friend talked to me about it. I don’t think a therapist would understand. I’m dirty. Inside and out. It’s like poison and it’s like fat. It’s like a phantom limb were you’re constantly fearful...


August 16, 2020

Detached in Journal 2020

I think I’m finally hitting that weird point that I saw a lot of people hit. It was like people suddenly became really unstable and cold and mean. I keep finding myself thinking…why do I care abo...


August 15, 2020

Worse day in Journal 2020

I’m chubby apparently I failed I wasnt.chubby when I was dieting I’m chubby now It’s just a nice way to say fat, obese I felt like vomiting after learning I’m chubby and.im.so angry at myself. ...


August 15, 2020

Entry in Journal 2020

This is quick since I’m tired and sick. I’m in a new relationship but I feel like I’ll ruin it. I’m scared. I’m terrified. I feel ugly. And fat and I dont know what to say or when to. And I keep ...


August 14, 2020

🍙 in Playlist


August 14, 2020

🍙 in Playlist


I am regretting getting into kpop. They aren’t kidding when they say the market is oversaturated, so many groups are debuting it’s hard to keep track. I naturally like nugu (basically groups who ...


August 03, 2020

Repeat in Journal 2020

I dont know what I did wrong this time


August 02, 2020

Storytime in Journal 2020

There once was a rabbit, her name was bunny. Bunny was a energetic rabbit who liked making new friends and hanging out with the ones she already had. One day, she met a very fuzzy wolf. This wolf...


August 02, 2020

Disappointment in Journal 2020

You can save someone’s life and they can still stab you in the back


July 31, 2020

.--. in Journal 2020

It’s a french toast type of morning


July 30, 2020

Bad thoughts in Journal 2020

Today I had a bad thought well last night. That Calin, was dating my friend. I dont know where that thought came from but it makes me cry. I cried and I felt like throwing up due to the sheer amo...


July 28, 2020

Sick sick sick in Journal 2020

I had soup for breakfast and friends potatoes! I had four chicken nuggets and maybe nine french fries for lunch. I’m full and sicky, but I rested. It was bad today as I found myself arguing with ...


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