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Well it’s been 2 months sense i wrote anything in here on my changes. The foster kids are all gone, and after that happened, my wife couldn’t handle just taking care of our two kids and herself, ...

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I wake up with a strange feeling in my gut and my head seems to be in a vice. What was last night? I know that while it was happening, and hearing those voices that it was as real as it can get, ...

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My house seems to go quiet fast after I go into my room and lay down on my bed, I face up at the ceiling and stare. Amazing to think that will now be part of all the adult decisions in our home, ...

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“Dan!” I hear my mother cry out in the distance. It must be getting close to dinner time, she usually doesn’t worry about how long I’m outside getting these chores knocked out. “On my way, Mom!” ...

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The hour is still ticking, and this line of creatures I loathe just becomes more irritating to me by the minute. I can’t stand being this close to them all, their smell, their intents, their acti...

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Well as the 3-day weekend hit we got the news that our 2 foster kids that are just a pain in the ass to live with, are getting re-homed today! So they will probably have a new home before i even ...

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I just want an AI wife bot.. plug her in before I go to bed, and wake her up in the morning, have her cook, clean, pay bills while i’m at work, go shopping when we’re low on things, and plan the ...

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So things have calmed down a bit, partly due to me just taking each day by day and trying to see my own anger for what it is. I am trying to see my wife for who she is and what qualities she does...

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I feel trapped between two realities.. I have lived over seas and have traveled to over 30 countries, I have seen so many cultures and lifestyles and living situations that I tend to wonder, why ...

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So I think some things came to a peak yesterday when I got home from work. She was upset and we just got done arguing on our phones about how things are just not going well with us and how I’m no...

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To simply put, I think about this kind of stuff often and wonder about all the different possibilities of why we’re here, from religious reasons to scientific, to a combo of both. This still leav...

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It seems that regardless what I do, it’s not enough for her. Lets take yesterday for example, we got up and around, I got all the kids breakfast as she laid in bed, got all the kids ready for chu...

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First off, I’m here to get this off my chest without a care in the world if anybody finds this or reads this, I just get satisfaction out of the fact that I’m typing it down and getting it out of...

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