ChainedChrysalis

Mama to 5 kids. Wife of 20 years and going on. Childrens photographer. Classic DIYer. Simplistic living, old fashioned, bunny owner. Bipolar, anxiety, autoimmune disorder. Gentle soul, seeking kindness and love. Slow down living, farm life, summer loving landlocked mermaid.

The devil asked how i knew my way through the halls of hell. I replied. I do not need a map for the path i know so well.

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May 03, 2021

new journy in Bittersweet

Sometimes i feel fickle,. Like i do things for a few years then move on. But im moving on. Ive found homes for almost ALL of my bunnies inside a week. Im excited. Im planning on keeping four. Jus...


April 30, 2021

:/ in Bittersweet

Well my manager gave me an update on the possible new position. The store manager agrees im the best candidate. That both my counterparts up front will be livid i get this job over them. But tha...


Kids brought in a litter of babies and i didnt feel the thrill or joy of new babies at all. I just feel… such a stressful hassle. So much work. For so little return. Even shaving them is so much ...


April 26, 2021

... in Bittersweet

The chickens are half feathered out again. They spent their first day outside. It was in the mid to high 80s. When i got off work at 5 it was 85 out haha. Although it was plenty windy to help co...


So the boy tested negative for Marfans and is positive for EDS. Which is hyper elasticity/ hyper mobility in the joints. We also had a lot of blood draws done, an ekg done. B nearly fainted with ...


Its like those damn annoying emails. Is this the end? I know i cycle through my choices to keep farm animals every time i flare. And im having a flare. The shed needs to be cleaned. I just lost a...


April 18, 2021

:( in Bittersweet

The dr got a hold of me today. Turns out Cos ekg was abnormal and to expect a call from the pediatric cardiologist at the children’s hospital for further testing… Marfans syndrome. can effect th...


Yesterday was my husbands birthday. He says he is offically in his late 30s now haha. Im all wait. how old are you? Cuz uhh how old am I?! lol. Im 4 months younger then him. So yeah hes now in hi...


April 08, 2021

What a week in Bittersweet

Holllleeeyyy sheet that was a week. So i had a 3 day weekend with a paid day for easter yay me! lets start with easter. Personally i have a moment on Ostara which is before easter and then easte...


April 02, 2021

scrubs and wool in Bittersweet

My work stocks scrubs made by carhartt and they are insanely silky. They dont feel anything like “normal scrubs” So i went ahead and bought myself a pair. The veggie matter and wool slides RIGHT ...


ok i havent shared my latest bunny photos. I have a home for a black and white pair, and possibly home for the other black. The tort is a wild card. Either the moms breeder wants it, or the guy ...


After getting some of my buttermilk soap at work, one girl asked me if i could make it in a lotion. Well now that you say it. Yes, yes i can haha. So now i have lemon tangerine lotion, From shae ...


On the 16th i bred the following Penny X Oni ( HR chestnut X rew ) Briar X Sunny ( Harli X HR Fawn) Sunny is out of Frostbite and Clover Frostbite X Kaji ( Ermine X Fawn) Kaji is out of Briar an...


Work is SO much fracking drama. First off, i went in with good intentions. Anxious but good. I gave out some of my soaps to the other front end people. When manager M got hers, she asked for the...


March 18, 2021

management solutions in Bittersweet

my manager took me aside and asked if i was doing ok after our chat. She thinks i need to talk to manager D about my concerns and shes going to address some of the others. Such as the “preferenta...


I had weaned myself off entirely of all my anxiety medications. I have been doing so good. But now after telling my manager some of the things going on, my anxiety is through the roof. I feel lik...


Farm Life Trigger Warning Talk of animal death ahead. Well i havent had a litter with any kind of genetic abnormality yet. I havent seen spina bifida (lethal) or a tripod, or worse… brains expo...


Figure ill post a few more. Facebook blurs the photos terribly but they are still cute. Merlin and Nimue, the rew im not sure if shes staying or not. Maybe ill simply call her lady of the lake...


This is my happy place :)


March 09, 2021

cold chickkies in Bittersweet

Well they started out in the bunny barn haha. But at night even with the heat lamp the temp dropped to 65 in there and we lost one. So i moved the chicks to my bathroom. Now they are bathroom dew...


Sigh. Ive brought the kid at work leftovers a bit. Today i gave him a huge tupperware of tortalini in red sauce. He asked me why im being so nice to him. Because kid, you clearly still need a mom...


Everyones favorite update. The bunny photos. We are 6 weeks old. We tried spinach today. We dont like it. Ikky green stuff! We are two girls and two boys. One rew and one harli of each gender. ...


I finished several yarns this weekend. I had the legit weekend off haha. So i finished this amazing harli angora. I spun mara and briar each into a single ply then plied them together. Briar has ...


February 13, 2021

praise? in Bittersweet

So my boss asked how i worked with my manager yesterday. I said well. I told her i had not been as comfortable with the manager as i have been with others in the store. But i think we are figurin...


February 08, 2021

Foot Doctor in Bittersweet

I saw a foot doctor. They said i have bone spurs extending upwards and causing my tendons to shorten. Which is what is causing the pain in the right side. The left is from compensating for the pa...


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