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save me from myself in 2013-2014
Not a whole lot happened today. It was another very rainy day, with parts of town flooding, as they do. Hooray, coastal towns! And it's astronomical high tide, so the harbor/downtown gets its sha...
sins of the fathers in 2013-2014
I'm finally diving into a book I've been holding onto for a long time: The Fall of Yugoslavia, by Misha Glenny. I zipped through his epic, comprehensive The Balkans and picked this one up immedia...
dear diary in 2013-2014
"Dear diary," I said as we finally walked down the stairs to the parking lot, "slash-Penthouse, tonight we were watching How I Met Your Mother. It was the ducky tie episode. I whispered to him th...
go a little mental in 2013-2014
This warrants its own entry. I can't access the website and when my Discover loan called me (NOW WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT), I answered, so the automated voice put me on hold. Fuck you too. But i...
you make everything okay in 2013-2014
Ah, adventures in a new city. And by that, I mean it takes me forever to get anywhere. Part of it is just because I'm readjusting to a city wherein people actually live and there is traffic at al...
you've been real quiet all along in 2013-2014
It's all done. Utilities fully switched, cable installed, everything unpacked but for the things that require better infrastructure (like an opening closet door or organizers), address change sub...
make a move - 7/30/14 in 2013-2014
So. Here I am. I’m mostly moved in. All my stuff is here, unloaded by a crew of four likely former football players in an hour for $200 (well-spent). My room is almost done; my clothes and bed a...
please hold in 2013-2014
Am (f)unemployed. Moving in progress.
lay my head under the water in 2013-2014
Oh, where to start. Let's go thematically, rather than chronologically. exercise I have not been exercising, and barely watching my diet in the loosest sense of the meaning (oh yes that is food...
just to throw it away in 2013-2014
These are not my proudest moments, but they will be recorded for the sake of an honest record. Saturday was spent lethargic on the couch. I ate food. It gurgled. My tonsil ached. I Benadryl'd ov...
better sorry than safe in 2013-2014
Today, I handed in my two weeks notice. It was full of emotion, regret and apology and stiff upper lips on behalf of the menfolk (OH GOD OLDER MEN BEING EMOTIONAL HELP CANNOT DEAL) and I'm glad...
painkiller in 2013-2014
Three Days Grace's Painkiller is my concert methadone. I want a concert baaad. Fortunately, there's the AFI/Linkin Park/30 Seconds to Mars show next month. ALL. THE. FIRE. Anyway, this entry is ...
the end is where we begin in 2013-2014
The last 24 hours have included two lingering sinus headaches that flirted with migraine status, and coincidentally, the revelations that A) I'm getting married in EIGHT MONTHS and B) I'M MOVING ...
and we'll all be okay in 2013-2014
We successfully rode out a Category 2 hurricane on the Outer Banks, including the damn eye wall. There was a party with booze, themed music, and card games. It was noisy. I prayed a lot and press...
rock you like a hurricane in 2013-2014
So, uh, we're getting hit by a hurricane right now. Category 2, 100 mph. In a beach house on a barrier island. This is not the smartest thing I've ever done, but metrics and local authorities sug...
walkin on sunshine in 2013-2014
As a quick interim update- I'm here. It took 7.5 hours instead of the predicted 6.5. The last hour came in directionless, signless swampland and we started going a little nuts and road ragey, b...
telescopes in 2013-2014
Today was just astoundingly stupid. It started with the three work orders below and didn't get any better. OUR SINK IN THE KITCHEN CAN NOT PASS THE WATER WELL AND IT WILL REMAINING THE WATER IN ...
amaranthine in 2013-2014
I've been on a Britney Spears kick. I'm not sorry. The cheat day was delicious, gross, and pricier than anticipated, but totally worth it. Unfortunately, not even two Lactaid tablets could save ...
[skeletor is love] in 2013-2014
I thought this was important to post. Mostly because I think I am in fast food withdrawal. I'm legit fantasizing about french fries and cheeseburgers. Normally I try to analyze cravings to fin...
in the end i feel alive in 2013-2014
When we were at the beach two weeks ago, I wore my sundress and my bikini and a denim mini skirt flattering enough that a ten-year-old leaned out of his parents' minivan and hollered at me (and A...
love lust faith + dreams in 2013-2014
I am just tired. I'm so tired that I had three different dreams about sleeping last night and ended up calling in 'sick' and sleeping 'til noon. This is after going to bed two hours early. For a ...
an understanding that everything would go my way in 2013-2014
I need to write about our Florida trip, and the wedding, and... I will get there, just not yet. I need to vent a little first. Aaron's old company keeps begging him to go back to work in Afghani...
control the storm in 2013-2014
So... three things. I had a full-blown temper tantrum last night. Sometimes you just need to throw a pillow and cry. I feel a lot better for it. Yoga Meltdown level 2 may kill me, but in all th...
closer to the edge in 2013-2014
So, I am not so good with not knowing/being in control of what's going on. It's mildly distressing. My nightly prayers have turned into a mess of verbal flailing and whimpering. I'm so ready for ...
here's to the vultures in 2013-2014
My mom's family is fighting hardcore right now. One of my uncles threatened to literally fight my brother, but I think Joey disarmed him. Probably. Either way, as I informed my aunt tonight when ...