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I managed to force myself to wrap up the rest of my son’s Christmas gifts and Birthday gifts. I think I might still place an Amazon order..but not sure. Feel like I’m in that final stretch of 10...

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I’m here. I had a minor moment this morning where I felt anxiety wanting to strike me down but I tried to focus on one thing instead of the 450 that need done. I wanted to go out to two places t...

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We are on day 2 of snow day for my kid. I don’t mind them but my teenager who gets bored at the drop of a hat is kinda starting to drive me crazy. I forced a clean out of all his clothes related...

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Sunday. Sunday.Sunday. Not much to say about it. I finally put the last big plastic tote downstairs that had holiday stuff in it. Nothing like doing that and then having to lug it back upstairs ...

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It’s been an ok day so far. Doing the standard usual Saturday activities.Picking up, laundry etc. I’m still debating if I need to order anything else for Christmas or my son’s birthday. I don’t ...

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I feel like I had an ok day, productivity wise. I finally took out the last few things I wanted to sit out for Christmas from the totes that have been sitting in the living room for at least 5-6...

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I keep struggling with making entries public on here. They just all seem to be filled with complaining about everything. I’m tired of all the negativity I feel most days. Is it stress involved? ...

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Another Black Friday is here and almost gone. The holidays are hard when you’re a shopaholic and everything is catered to wanting you to spend, spend, spend. I’ll see things I really want for my...

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Howdy all. Every evening I usually look at my planner and write down to do lists for the next day. I didn’t do that last night so of course forgot about my son’s 7:45am PT appointment this morni...

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I was having a decent day, until I wasn’t. I hate how one thing can cause me to real spiral out of control. I guess if I’m being honest I was already feeling out of control lately. But it neve...

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Struggle Bus is me. I feel like I’ve been on this ride for most of the year. I can’t seem to just buckle down and get the most basic things done that need it. Instead I fall into random games an...

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It’s been what feels like a very long time since I wrote in here. The last month to two months has just been all over and honestly since August has been a trudge in my life to just stay above wa...

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Today has been a run around day. I have so many things on my to do list currently that I’m suffering from executive dysfunction. So many things that I need and can be doing but there’s too many ...

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The weather here today is screaming fall. Cloudy and chilly. Would really be the perfect day to just read an entire book. I keep trying to get myself back into the swing of reading, it just isn’...

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I’m still here. I haven’t been MIA I Just will write then decide to make most of it private. Plus honestly there wasn’t really anything in my life going on everyday that warranted updating all t...

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It’s been a long, crazy, emotional last month and a few weeks. Let me tell you. I kind of finally feel like I’m not just in survival mode. For all the issues and shit I had to work though things...

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What an entire month it’s been. Aug this day last month until now has been a constant state of up and down. Up and down. I finally told my mother some of what’s been going on. She’s was only abo...

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I come here and start typing out an entry and then usually wind up just deleting it or saving it as private. I don’t know a lot has happened in less then a month and I’m still trying to proces...

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It’s really easy to slip into a depressive mood, let me tell you. Between the constant state of what feels like the country on fire most of the time and then my general health and wellness, it’s...

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Kind of fell off the updating wagon. Not that I had too much to update on anyways. Like continues on like usual. I had some pretty significant things happen about two weeks ago but don’t feel li...

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Sitting here listening to rain. About 10,000 things I could, or should be doing. I have so many just random tasks that I need to sort through on the internet but keep putting off for some reason...

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I’ve been feeling very overloaded lately. I can sometimes go days and days without any notifications or people texting or having to deal with this, that or the other thing but these last few day...

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I’m pretty wore out today. It’s been a productive day though. I had a dentist cleaning around 10 this morning. Then afterwards I needed to stop to pickup milk from the grocery store because I re...

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I need to get back into the swing of things. I’ve been kinda just lazing about the past few days. I did our laundry today though and I guess I dropped of Nespresso pods that needed recycling at ...

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Day 3 of being back to school for my son and had to be picked up early for appointments. The husband picked him up and did the running around. I did all those things for 14 years so now that he’...

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