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I must let go, if only to survive.
There is a lot on my mind lately. I just have sat down in front of my keyboard and haven’t been able to find the words so tonight…I will try with a dear you. For one specific person. Here goes ...
Been Awhile.
So I figured maybe give a quick update. Ummm…idk where to start. So…basically moved most of my stuff just got furniture and tech really…and like comics and things i cant move until I move furni...
I have not written in awhile.
Yo, I don’t even know where to start with writing. There is a lot on my mind and a lot to think about and shit. Everything feels....odd. Well, that’s how I started the last time I tried to write...
Well, fuck.
Time to write. I have been trying to get around to writing for awhile. I just…words, man. So anyway…I don’t really know where this is gonna go. Where do I start? How about work today? Then I ...
Tattoo.
Friday.
So Friday. I have an appointment to get inked. http://www.idoc.co/files/8303ea9518c773d0d3-6.jpg http://images.sequart.org/images/IMAGE-2.jpg Getting the vagabond code Circle and arrows with th...
I ache.
So facebook decided to throw some pictures of her into my face today. And I have been rightfully bummed all day because of it. So YAAAAY. This is going to be a tough one. I keep telling myself...
I promised. And.....thiiings
I promised to write more, and lately I have failed that and for that I am deeply sorry. I suppose it is just one of those things that I just never could manage to find words again. I get sooooo ...
I will not.
I will not try to force my involvement in your life. You want to talk. Here I am. You don’t, I’ll be around when you do.
Controversial Bitches.
Human Euthanasia. I got no issues with it. I grew up in the animal field. And euthanasia is part of the field. Now I don’t think it is as necessary as it is used, because there are ways to find ...
I got my niece and nephews a thing.
This is frustrating.
So there is a whole lot of shit that I can write about. As per usual my life is hectic and stressful and that’s the norm. Not a fan. So let’s start with work? So work. The team lead position ope...
I need to write.
I know I haven’t written in forever, and I need to. Maybe soon.
So much. Soon.
I know I have been bad about writing. I just have been swamped with so much shit. There are big changes happening in the next couple months and I am both excited and nervous.more about that later...
What fun.
I just love how I don’t get to go visit the lady. And instead I get to sit here and listen to my dumbass sister and my hypernegative mother argue for hours on end over the phone. Imagine if they ...
Well...I'm not dead?
You know, there’s a lot going on in my life. And none of it is easy. I would be a liar if I said I haven’t been trying to figure out how to word all the shit in my life. It’s alot, and not a lot ...
It has been some time.
I have been meaning to write for the longest time. And with everything going on in my life it feels like an insurmountable task to even write about it all. My focus has been on dealing with every...
Hmmm
I will have a lot to write about in the coming weeks. If I ever get the time. How do I contact someone I can’t contact directly?
How Dare you.
Let me make something abundantly clear here. Just because you are fucking sad and depressed and your judgement is completely clouded and impaired and fucked up by your negative ass attitude giv...
Not sure what to write about. Feel like I should.
So, long story short my life is still fucked. I am on the hunt for a place to rent that I can afford solo. Or trying to find a roommate or roommates. Hell, I am trying to figure out where I shou...
Pit in my stomach.
So…I don’t know why but I got this pit in my stomach. You know the feeling. I don’t know why, but just something feels....off? Wrong? Maybe I am just worried and anxious. I don’t know
It's been a long time.
So I know I haven’t really written much lately. Hell, I have tried. I can’t count the times I have opened this window and started an entry and then just…no words could come. No idea where to star...
A Dear You...that I probably shouldn't write.
I know I shouldn’t write this one. I plan to write quite a few more, as I am planning on moving my entire life away from here and everything here except for my best friends. So let’s first start...
How do you decide
When someone walked away. How do you decide if they are worth an other shot? I acknowledge what you have been through. I recognize the abusive relationship you were in, that I warned you about. I...
It's been awhile.
It’s been a long time. I don’t recall what the last thing I let you all know before I vanished. I have tried to write about everything but, there is just so much and I could never really find the...