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Inferior.
I am a terrible stalker. M does not want anything to do with his family, and he has reasons for that. Much as I dislike certain members of my own family, my desire is to distance them, so I can...
The Dreaded Sunday.
The Dreaded Sunday wasn't quite as easy as the Dreaded Saturday. Mostly because I did most of my chores on the Saturday. Woke up early, as usual. Felt a bit antsy, like I had to get out. To...
The Dreaded Saturday
I have survived Saturday thus far. I was up around 4:30am to briefly talk with M. Dozed on and off until around 8:30am or 9:00am. The money I had sent to M's travel card had posted through to n...
The Fear.
I have an irrational fear of this weekend. The first weekend without M was awful, but I let myself wallow to try and get over my misery (also irrational). I drove my car around, I went and ga...
Still Going.
So I was meant to go to bed early last night, but there was a really good documentary on Queen on tv ... suddenly it was after 10:30pm and I get up at 5am these days ... no good.Needless to say, ...
A Long Way
I think I have come a long way in the past few days. I have been absolutely buried in essays (one due Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday). I have been going into work at 6am, staying until late. I...
Four Goals, Seven Days.
So how was today? I’m not really sure. It passed very quickly, which was nice. I did spend too much time farting around at work, though. I was very easily distracted and there was nothing tha...
Sunday
Not having such a great day today. Just feeling depressed. My brother was feeling frustrated because he is in the extension, with mountains of shit piled around him and no room to move. It’s...
Saturday
Feeling less suicidal this morning, which is good. I have three essays due by Wednesday. I have made quite a good start on one of them, hopefully I can have it wrapped up by the evening. Reali...
Friday
Woke up around 4:45am this morning, still not very well at all. I was waking up to pee hourly, and had a fever. I chatted online with M, and dozed. Called in sick to work. At 8:30am I went to...
Thursday
M tried to get some cash out today and the card didn't work. Me, being a know-it-all cow, immediately assumed that he used the wrong kind of ATM , or the wrong code, but I don't think that is tr...
Book Description
This story is about my life with M.
M and I met on another online diary site in around 2006. He was in New York, USA and I was in New South Wales, Australia. We formed a friendship and spoke nearly every day, whether online or on the phone.
Towards the end of 2008, we realised that we had become more than just friends, and we made plans for me to travel to the US in 2009. So I did.
We spent 6 months in New York, before moving to New Mexico. We got married in New Mexico and I had to return to Australia shortly after.
M followed me to Australia over 4 months later, in mid-2010.
M has now returned to the US, and I will be following him in October 2013. We are going back to New Mexico, where we have a friend to live with at first and a storage unit full of our stuff. We plan to head back to New York to settle within a few years.
