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nov. 5, 2013
‘’So, as put. I’ve been living w/ this really nice Ethopian lady Monte [yes said Monty’ as in ‘Monty Hall’]. She’s v. sweet. except. Almost every night she either asks me if I’ve eaten enough or ...
so emotional
omygod. the depression’s back again. er not that it ever like left. or anything. no it’s worsened. i’m seeing someone about it [that and other things] and we’ve gone over what to do about it, so....
um.
um. so. idinno. i don’t want to feel. empty. and ifeel like again. ifi did things to appease steph [and not to appease me. i’m not happy when she’s put out i’m relieved] i would. and i don’t like...
i want her to be more like me not. like her.
more of my bitching. ya know. my friend lou [i mentioned her in the last enrty] once told me something about letting people be who they are. and I used to think I was good at that. cause I don’t ...
um.
yeah so. today’s the 2nd day this wk. where i’m like just. no. I don’t want to do anything nor do I have the motivation to. it’s supposed to snow this weekend again. er I mean again as in we get ...
May 26th: um so like i said i moved
'um. yeah. I know I didn't blog about the move or how things were going at my previous house. which I moved into march 4th and moved out of may 13th. and I meant to but then I so suddenly moved,...
May 20th: um so I moved. again.
'still in Aurora I. think. I moved not by choice last Tues. I'd been living w/ the lady for 3 months and. it wasn't working. '
um so like i said i moved
um. yeah. I know I didn’t blog about the move or how things were going at my previous house. which I moved into march 4th and moved out of may 13th. and I meant to but then I so suddenly moved, t...
um so I moved. again.
still in Aurora I. think. I moved not by choice last Tues. I’d been living w/ the lady for 3 months and. it wasn’t working.
um so. host home overnight thingy.
Yeah so like I stated previously i'm back from my host home overnight thingy. it was. um good. She's a perfectly nice lady I just feel. like she came on too strong. She got that my mom's has nev...
My Plan
um. so i'm going to look at 1 more place 1st. 2: then i'm going to start packing. sat. the 15th. 3: then i'm going to overnight at each of the 3 places weekly 4: once I've decided on a place ...
Feb.
'8th Yeah so as I've mentioned i'm moving. into a host home. last summer I stayed in um. 3. Jeri's, Monte's and Pam's. I didn't like Jeri at all. there's more on this in another entry. and here...
Jan.
**'8th um. so. not soon and finances.** So the main reason I'm not moving out of my parents' is bc of finances. They don't have the money to pay for me to live somewhere else. So my mom says th...
